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If we are lovers

I will insist on being in the driver's seat,

Not because I don't trust you

But because I don't trust myself with you.

I'll pluck your worries one by one, and tie them on my bun, away from your reach.

I'll drag you around

the whole damn city

Before admitting we are lost,

Or that i should have worn

the sweater I stubbornly refused,

but you'll already know that,

I'll be there to remind you

To take your daily multivitamin

And somehow, I'll always know

Where you misplaced your

Sunglasses, wallet and watch.

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If you want to run to a quiet place

At the end of this world, run with me

𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒚 𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒗𝒆

Nothing

Because I don't want one

I want to disappear from this earth

And go back to the way I was always

Do not bring me flowers

Do not bring me your tears

Do not bring me anything

Because I will not be laying there

I'll be floating away in the breeze

So do this for me

Or if u ever come to meet

sit there and feel me beside you

Tell me your stories

Let me know how your likes and dislikes are changed now,

Where were you last weekend

What do you like to cook these days

Or if ever could possible, play violin for me.

So do this for me

And move on please

And if you must remember who I am

Live me in your memories

Carefully preserve me in your head

But leave space to make more

Please go on leaving

Otherwise what was it all for?

And when you're done

Bring yourself to me

Catch me as I'm drifting in the wind

And you and i will be

together again

Every night around 2 am I feel the urge to walk outside my house. Barefoot on the road that surrounds my home, walking aimlessly, imagining that at the end of this dark road is an ocean, a beach with a huge stone that i would somehow climb on, to sit and watch the sea, endlessly, aimlessly, peacefully with u .

In my ideal world the sun would never come up ever again, in my ideal world I would sit there beside you forever. But I know my city has no oceans, and I know there aren't any beaches with peaceful nights. But I still hope. That's a lot like love I suppose. We know where the dark road leads, but we carry on, we know there aren't any oceans ahead, but we never stop hoping. This is perhaps the end of our road. In a city that is beautiful, in a city that i love, in a city with u and me together.

I love home, but I wish it wasn't so Ocean-less, I love these nights but I wish they weren't so loveless. In my heart i know the sun will rise again, but i wish I could see your eyes one more time in this moon light.

In my heart i know i will be with u but i wish I wasn't looking for oceans. In my heart i wish I wasn't alive anymore. There is something wrong with my life except that it has you in it.

In my heart, I wish I was in your city sitting besides u and half of my feets drowning in icy sand, my head on your shoulder, beholding towards abyss yet peaceful oceans.