honeybee

20 ~ she/her - requests/asks open!! ~ this is my attempt to get back into writing

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a quiet goodbye

{This was just a little blurb I wrote a while ago, can be any pairing you want! (very angsty, no comfort... sorry.)}

wc: 428

Sometimes endings aren’t tragic. There's no screaming or yelling. No death parting two souls until the next life.

Sometimes endings aren't beautiful. Fairytale endings may exist in the real world, finally having a happy ever after after years of fighting for peace.

No. Sometimes endings are just goodbyes. A soft “I love you, but I'm not in love with you.” murmured with a cracked voice. Neither party wanting to say goodbye but knowing this is where their story ends.

“You know… if in a couple months, even years, you decide to come back to me, I may just take you back.” He says with a soft chuckle, that familiar smirk with none of its usual joy.

He’s still sitting in his truck while I stand outside, neither of us moving even though we both know we need to go our own ways. I don’t know how long we had been there but it must have been a while as his words caused my gaze to snap up from where they were focused on the dirt beneath my feet. I appreciate that he's trying to bring a smile to my face once more, and he succeeds. A small grin tugs at the corners of my mouth, causing me to shake my head in a mix of amusement and sadness.

“I'm not the one who’s leaving,” I reply, my soft, almost forced, smile matching his, trying to hold back the pleading look that pours into my expression.

He’s silent at that. I could practically see a million thoughts running through his head, the same running through mine. When did it all change? Why now? Why with you? After a few moments of silence, he nods softly, finally lifting his head and meeting my gaze again.

“You know I’ll always love you, right?” he whispers, tears forming in his eyes that he tries to blink away but I notice. Always do. Now it's my turn to nod, swallowing back the lump in my throat.

“I love you too. Always will.” I finally get out, my voice barely above a whisper as I take a shaky breath. “I'll see you in the next life, my love,” I say with a bittersweet smile, taking a step back from the truck.

He nods, chuckling slightly at the familiar phrase I’ve said a hundred times before. “I hope that when we do see each other again, you still choose me,” he murmurs. The engine softly purring to life as he turns the key in the ignition.

“And I hope that you will finally choose me.”

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Dbf!Steve Rogers Blurb

Dbf!Steve Rogers is stuck in my head and he won’t leave. Whether he’s Cap or not.

CW: sfw, just plot ideas

He was a bit younger than your dad, but still noticeably older than yourself. They had been best friends for years despite Steve living a couple states over because of work and all, meaning the two of you are not that close outside of being friends on social media and the abstract birthday text. That is until you’re applying to grad program and of course one of the colleges is in his town. It’s a good program! Ignore the subconscious influence his most recent instagram post had on your decision making.

Surprise surprise when decision time comes around, out of the multiple programs you could have chosen from, you choose the one in his town. It’ll be nice to get to see him in person more often! It ends up being even more often than expected when Steve learns you’re still looking for an apartment to lease and… oh! He just so happens to have a spare room he’s more than happy to let you lease out (that he’s never going to let you pay for) since he’s gone for work half the time anyway.

I think we all know where it goes from here.

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James "Bucky" Barnes Headcannon

CW: Fluff, SFW, just cute ideas I cant get out of my head

Once this man is comfortable with you, you are not going to be able to get rid of him. He is by your side every free moment, always clinging to or touching you in some way. 

Relating to that, this man is secretly the biggest cuddler. He definitely had issues with physical contact when you first started dating due to his past, but over time his walls break down and he becomes nothing more than a clingy little puppy. You can't sit on the couch without his head in your lap, can't brush your teeth without an arm around your waist and a chin on your shoulder, can't... well, you get the idea.

Is never bad at whatever new hobby he picks up. Part of his recovery is trying new hobbies, an attempt to feel more 'normal' again, but what you didn't expect when he started this next step was him being amazing at anything he tried. Woodworking? You have a new chessboard by the end of the month that looks like it's professionally made. Drawing? There is quickly a sketchbook full of sketches that look like they were drawn by Monet (what, are you surprised? He watched Steve draw all the time growing up). Pottery? You have a whole new dinnerware set before you even realize your old ones are gone.

There is one exception: knitting. He tried it in an attempt to lower stress and ease the arthritis settling in his hands (Years of battle and missions have ruined his joints). You assumed it would just be another thing he is amazing at until he presented you with his first project... a scarf? It took a stuttering guess from you and a pouty reply from Bucky to figure out it was supposed to be a shawl and luckily he just laughed with you when you giggled at the mangled mess of string. Bucky gave up on knitting after only one project, but the shawl still lives on the back of your reading chair for years to come.

This man smells amazing. He may leave his laundry on the floor but his personal hygiene is impeccable. You can bet he wears some basic bitch tom ford cologne but god he pulls it off like nothing else. It smells the perfect mix of the artificial scent and his own.

As much as he claims to have forgotten what it was like to date, how he claims to have lost his 40s charm, you see it. It's in the way he is always shrugging his jacket off and around your shoulders before you even process you're cold, it's in the way he never lets you pay (unless we're talking about that one time he lost his wallet and you paid for lunch, it's still a sore subject, even if he secretly liked it), it's the way he leans in the doorway with a cheesy pickup line and bouquet of flowers every date night even after years of marriage. He may not be as smug or sure of himself as he once was, instead of a smirk a soft blush coats his cheeks with every smile you throw his way, but the love behind his gestures never wavers.

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Masterlist

Key: 💛fluff, 🍒smut, 🟠 angst

James “Bucky” Barnes

Bucky Headcannons 💛 (sfw)

Steve Rogers

Dbf!Steve Blurb (sfw)

Unspecified

Angst Blurb 🟠 (sfw)

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Intro

Welcome all! Thanks for being here! I used to be big into writing (especially fan fiction) but sadly fell away from it as life got in the way. I desperately want to get back into it so here’s my attempt to do so! Enjoy!

To start off:

I’m honeybee! You can call me that, or rosemary :) I am 20 and keep myself busy with school and my two horses.

Requests are open and encouraged! I’m open to most ships + maybe some new fandoms!

Some of these are gonna be 18+ MDNI

Fandoms:

Marvel

Call of Duty

Bones