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@theidealistdilettante
oh, to be within your orbit~
grief didn’t knock. it just sat down and started eating. now i’m in this cheap chinese outlet. the kind that smells like burnt garlic and old decisions. where the lanterns droop like shoulders that gave up mid-apology. and somewhere between the crumpled bill and the broken chopsticks, it hits me—i’ve missed five summers with you. not time, no. but entire lifetimes pressed into the folds of june. your name still bruised into the curve of my teeth. mangoes rotting on kitchen counters we never stood beside. laughter trapped in voice notes i can’t bring myself to delete. sweat-drenched evenings where your name felt like a second skin. i stir the noodles like i’m trying to remember how it felt to be full. but all i taste is rust. and your absence. outside, the rain has started but it can’t commit. it trickles like an apology too ashamed to be said aloud. and the sky stays still, like it’s watching a car crash in slow motion. it offers drizzle when i needed destruction. mercy when i was ready to bleed. so i sit here, slicing grief into bite-sized lies. eating grief like it’s warm and mine. while the ghost of you eats me alive. one silence at a time.
- july 21, the ghost of you sat across from me again.
ours would remain on the pages of a notebook (and the illusory guise of a word processor)—forgotten, lost in the cruel symphonies of a time when we once knew how to love deeply~
done healing my inner child. next up is my inner teen. her highness demands a sword.
reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)
OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.
THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.
The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.
AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.
THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.
YOOOOOOO
I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS
LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL
IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS
holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS.
I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT
SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP
WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????
ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE
THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.
GUYS.
HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER
20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.
GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.
I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.
OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG
i want you to stay for one day and one nigh with me and give me sp much love i dont have to cry of lonliness tonight, every night
no bUT THE LAST TIME I DID THIS SHIT I WISHED MEETING MY IDOL AND IT WAS RIGHT BEFORE I FCKING GOT THE FCKING EMAIL SAYING I WAS GOING TO MEET TAYLOR OH MY GOD
liKE THIS SHIT ACTUALLY WORKS PPL
IM DESPERATE AS FUCK, DOUCHEBAGS SO EXCUSE ME IF I REBLOG THIS BECAUSE THIS MIGHT BE THE LAST RESORT. HUHU x.x
i wish this pandemic ceases
here it is again… ✨
browsing through some old photos and the nostalgia hits me hard like a rampaging truck: i miss the old times and wish i could just live there forever, but i have to keep reminding myself that tomorrow will be beautiful. it might not be the same as yesterday, but it sure will be beautiful. i just know it will be.
life might not mean anything right now, and maybe you've lost track of how many times you've been hit by this torrent of emotions (or the lack thereof)—of meaninglessness and the pointlessness of living—but things will get better. things are meant to be better one way or another.
i hope you find the courage to stay alive today.
sep. 15, 2024; 22:40
posting this tonight to remind myself over and over and come back to it when times get really tough:
tonight, after listening to sleeping at last's song seven (and of course, reading the comments), i feel very elated. tonight is one of the first night after such a long time that i will be sleeping with a smile on my face. it seemed every dream, every goal, is suddenly possible and that there seemed to be truth in the saying: the world is your oyster. i struggled so hard these past few weeks, but now we learn to be content and actually really love what we have in the present.
there was a part in the lyrics that said: "it takes farewell tears for a welcome home parade." and there were a lot of tears that were shed for the past few months, but tonight i welcome back my old, thriving, and healthy enneagram type seven self.
life is tough, it's fun, it's great. life is many things and we are blessed enough to be given one (and in my case, a life of variety!!)
good night, everyone. this is me randomly posting tonight in tumblr because i feel like this is the safest place i could document my journey of healing and once again, of becoming.
all the love,
lens
Ohio to Alaska — written on the drive.
One-day Adventure sa Baler.
Noong huling linggo pa lang ng December ay nag-aya na kung pwede ba ako mag-Baler sa unang linggo ng taon sila Mayi at Niel (high school friends) habang pauwi galing sa Kape Amihan kasama si Pat. Marami naman akong pang-offset kaya pumayag ako, g lang. Kaya Wednesday night, nagpaalam na ako sa boss ko na may personal na lakad ako kinabukasan kaya magpapaalam na umabsent since biglaan ang paalam (meron kasi kaming rules na 3 days before mag-offset ang dapat na paalam) – pumayag naman siya at kung meron pa daw akong pang-offset ay gamitin para sulit.
Ang usapan ay aalis sa Muñoz ng alas dyis nga umaga, at sa tingin ko natuloy naman. Unang sinundo ni Kyle si Mayi, sunod si Niel at saka ako nahuli, sa kadahilanang ako’y nasa banyo pa lang nung mga oras na iyon. Nang masundo na ako’y dumiretso na kami sa bahay nila NL since ‘yung Fortuner niya ang gagamitin at siya rin ang naka-talagang driver (despite the fact na kakatapos lang ng night shift work niya noong alas nueve ng umaga). Huli naming dinaanan si Pat sa may Encarnacion sa San Jose City, at saka kami ay tumungo na sa Baler.
Unang beses kong makakapunta sa Baler, at bilang isang taong pinapahalagahan ang mga kaibigan, natutuwa ang puso kong ang una kong mga kasama ay mga high school friends ko. Ni hindi kami makatulog dahil sa dami ng mga pinag-uusapan. Maski si Mayi na uminom ng antihistamine na medyo inaantok ay hirap makakuha ng tulog dahil sa kadaldalan namin. Random topics, random chika. Mga kabastusan, kabulastugan. Hahaha. Ito yung mga kasamang hindi mo kailangan ng alak para maging totoo.
Mag-aala-una na ng hapon ng makarating kami sa Aliya Surf Camp Beach Resort, pero dun lang kami nag-park sa tabi. Bilang ika-apat na araw na ng Enero at karamihan sa mga turista ay bumalik na ng siyudad o kung saan man ang kanilang mga pinanggalingan, halos solo namin ang lugar. Sakto, kakaunti ang tao, mas damang dama ang yapos ng hangin ng Baler. Makulimlim ang panahon at medyo malamig.
Sa Yellowfin Bar & Grill kami kumain, ilang minutong lakad mula sa parking space namin. Napakaraming kainan na mas masusubukan sana kung mas matagal pa kami doon. Kanya-kanyang kuha ng litrato at videos pang-post sa social media ang bawat isa sa amin. Ako nama’y main goal ang pagkuha ng mga litratong pwedeng maitago at mai-share dito sa blog ko, para masimulan na ulit magsulat. Umorder kami ng 2 inihaw na pusit, 2 inihaw na liempo, 1 plato ng lumpiang shanghai na may masarap na sauce, at tig-1 order ng ensaladang talong at pako. Si Kyle at Pat ay nag-share sa isang order ng pares, na para sa akin ay normal lang ang lasa ng ipatikim nila ito. Nag-iiba talaga ang lasa ng kahit na anong ordinaryong pagkain depende kung nasaan ka at kung sino ang kasama mo. Pero sa totoo lang, masarap talaga ‘yung mga inorder namin at sa tingin ko’y worth it for the price.
Pagkatapos mamahinga ay naglakad-lakad kami sa tabing dagat para magpababa ng pagkain at saka parang mga batang nagluglog ng paa sa may dalampasigan. Malakas ang mga hampas ng alon, pero hindi gaano kataas at consistent para sa surfing. Gusto sana namin subukan, at ready din naman kaming mabasa, pero medyo nag-alangan dahil nakakatakot ang mga maliliit pero parang nangangain na mga alon. Kaya naging kontento na lang kami sa pagbabad ng paa (maliban yata kay Pat na gustong-gusto talagang lumangoy. Hahaha!). Talagang wala ng halos tao nang mga panahong ‘yon kaya talagang ramdam na ramdam mo ang kapayapaan ng Baler. Sabi nga ni NL, kung ikukumpara sa La Union ay mas gusto n’ya ang ganito katahimik. Siguro’y may mga araw na pipiliin ko rin ang tahimik na bersyon ng Baler, pero minsan ay hahanap-hanapin pa rin ang makulay, magulo, maingay, at medyo wild na mga gabi ng Elyu. BIlang isang ambivert, kaya ko naman ang balanse ng dalawa. Nakakatuwa din pala dito si Kyle kasi para siyang tito na kuha ng kuha ng pictures namin.
Pagsapit ng alas-tres ng hapon ay napag-isipan na naming mag-kape sa isang cafe na malapit. Napili namin ang Gayuma Cafe. Maganda ang ambiance nito kasi parang outdoor tropical shack na rustic ang theme. Meron pang second floor na pwedeng umupo (at in our case, humiga) sa sahig dahil no shoes allowed. Masarap din ang simoy ng hangin sa taas kaya naman talagang nakatulog si NL na aming driver kahit idlip lang. Samantalang kami ni Pat ay naglaro naman ng chess. Hahahaha. Hindi ako magaling sa laro na ito pero proud ako na na-4 moves ko si Pat, well di rin naman sya magaling sa laro kaya quits lang. Hahahaha. Sa pangalawang round ay hindi na ako masyado nag-isip at tinulungan na rin siya ni Kyle kaya natalo na ako. Iba-iba ang inorder namin: si Mayi ay isang hot na peanut butter latter (kabaligtaran ng sa akin na iced) at isang pancake na may nutella at saging (pareho ni Nes Linn); si Kyle ay isang iced americano (na medyo maasim for my preference); si Niel ay isang iced nutella mocha yata saka isang pancake na may nutella lang pero walang saging; si NL ay yung pancake kaparehas ng kay Mayi at isang iced latte (na dinagdagan niya ng sugar after ilang sips); at finally si Pat na isang mango shake. Sa tingin ko’y may kamahalan ang presyo pero since tourist spot naman ang Baler at mostly ang binayaran naman ay ang ambiance at ang mga empleyado na nag serbisyo ay pwede na rin. Kwentuhan ng kung ano-ano hanggang sa pumatak ang alas-kwatro imedya at nagdesisyon kaming muling maglakad sa baywalk pabalik sa parking area. Kaunting pictures, kaunting videos here and there until makabalik na kami sa sasakyan. Mukhang di talaga na-satisfy si Pat dahil gusto pa rin niya maligo sa dagat. Hahaha. Sa susunod siguro, Pat.
Pauwi na kami at hindi nakikisama ang pantog ko. Saglit na drive lang naman ito at mukhang di na ulit sanay mag-biyahe ng matagal kaya pagdating namin sa Maria Aurora malapit sa Alfonso Lista, Nueva Vizcaya ay umihi muna kami sa isang stop over. Di pa rin talaga tumahimik ang byahe dahil bukod sa kailangan hindi makaramdam ng antok si NL ay sobra rin ang kadaldalan ni Pat. Buong biyahe niya akong finast-talk ng kung sino-sinong lalaki. Sobrang random, mula sa mga sikat na artista, hanggang sa musicians, hanggang sa mga kakilala namin. Haha.
Pagkarating ng San Jose City, nagdinner kami sa isang kainan na bago malapit sa Infinitea: ang Hongdae Chicken. Pinagmamalaki kasi ni Kyle, kaya sinubukan namin ang karamihan sa kanilang mga sauces. Paborito ko yung lemon pepper (pareho kami ni NL) pero sabi nila Mayi, Niel at Pat ay overwhelming daw yung lasa ng lemon. Actually, lahat naman ng sauces nila overwhelming kasi naparami yata masyado or baka dahil mas ma-appreciate mo lang siya kapag isinama sa rice. Hindi na kasi kami umorder ng rice bilang medyo busog pa kami. At nagbabawas ng calories yung 2 naming kasama. Hahahaha. Before dumating yung order ay rumesponde nanaman ako sa pantog kong ‘di marunong makisama. Kasama si Pat ay nagpunta kami sa pinakamalapit na CR which is sa McDo crossing pa. Malayo-layong lakaran pero okay lang at nakapag-usap kami ng kaunti. Pagbalik ay saktong dumating na ang orders namin.
Pagkatapos manginain ay dumiretso na kami sa pag-uwi dahil may shift pa si NL at 12 midnight. Kagaya ng pagsundo ay unang naihatid si Pat sa Encarnacion, saka kami tumuloy sa bahay nila NL para kuhanin ang kotse ni Kyle. Saka biglang may chika pa ngang biglaan (haha). Inihatid si Niel sa Maligaya, sunod ako, at huli si Mayi. Siguro mga mag-alas dyis na rin bago makauwi ang lahat.
Pag-uwi ko’y nag-uumapaw ang tuwa sa puso ko. Mukhang nagkaroon nanaman tayo ng panibagong rason para ituloy lang na mabuhay sa araw-araw kahit pagod na pagod na at madalas ay nawawala na sa sarili. Salamat sa limang kaibigan na unang nagpakilala sa akin sa Baler.
Sa taon na ‘to, hinaut ko’y mas marami pang mga biglaang biyahe ang mangyari, dahil may kung anong mahika sa mga biglaang biyahe. Sabi nga nila – mas madaling walang sinusunod na itinerary, walang expectations, mas nakikilala ang lugar na napupuntahan at ang mga kasamahan, at mas maraming nadidiskubre sa mismong sarili.
Unang beses ko sa Baler, at hindi man sumapat ang isang araw para makilala ka ng buo, puno pa rin ng pasasalamat ang puso ko sa muling pagpapakilala sa akin ng ilang parte ng aking sarili na akala ko’y limot ko na, pero naitago lang pala.
a brand new phase
Half of 2023 has been finished, and we're making a little bit of progress. But this blog has been left alone for quite some time.
So, we're gonna add some life to it again by posting more. This time, this will be a personal blog, full of stories from my daily adventures and trips all over the country. Some of these stories are mundane, and some may seem extraordinary but all of them will contain the magic of everyday living life to the fullest.
Join me in this journey of self-rediscovery and retelling of the important dates in my life.
reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)
OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.
THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.
The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.
AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.
THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.
YOOOOOOO
I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS
LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL
IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS
holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS.
I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT
SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP
WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????
ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE
THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.
GUYS.
HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER
20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.
GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.
I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.
OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG
i want you to stay for one day and one nigh with me and give me sp much love i dont have to cry of lonliness tonight, every night
no bUT THE LAST TIME I DID THIS SHIT I WISHED MEETING MY IDOL AND IT WAS RIGHT BEFORE I FCKING GOT THE FCKING EMAIL SAYING I WAS GOING TO MEET TAYLOR OH MY GOD
liKE THIS SHIT ACTUALLY WORKS PPL
IM DESPERATE AS FUCK, DOUCHEBAGS SO EXCUSE ME IF I REBLOG THIS BECAUSE THIS MIGHT BE THE LAST RESORT. HUHU x.x
i wish this pandemic ceases
here it is again... ✨
“You’re the one I need.”
Reblog with the first three names you see! from ml.books
Tolstoy, Austen, and Orwell, it is. ✨
Within you is
An entire universe
Awaiting discovery—
But for them to see,
You first need to
Tear yourself apart.