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This cabin is in Ripton, Vermont. It’s so pretty there. Right in the Green Mountains of Vermont. This cabin is owned by Middlebury College.

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Julia.

I’m not sure if you’re still finding methods of stalking my tumblr, but I hope you see this. I feel like I should be saying sorry for things not working out between us even though you’re the one who should be sorry for cheating on me...but I’m sorry. I’m sorry I was unable to be the best, most amazing version of myself with you. We out-grew each other, we were never going to be who we should be with each other. It’s sad and your method broke my heart, but I’ve never been happier than I truly hope you can accept that. I have accepted what you did, and I have accepted that it was so easy for you to move on. Please accept that I was not a good version of me with you, but that I am now, and that whoever I’m with deserves that. I deserve that. I deserve to be happy and I can’t remember the last time I was with you. I’m sorry. But I hope you’re happy, and I hope whoever you are with treats you well because you, too, deserve to be happy. 

The closure conversation we had was the best gift you could have given me. It was the next day that I learned how to let everything go, and for the first time in 5 months, I wasn’t angry anymore. My roommate said I was glowing the next day, and I truly felt that. Thank you for 7 years, thank you for crushing me, thank you for giving me that last conversation.

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I think the universe was telling me that I still had healing to do, and that talking to you had to be done in order for me to do so. I can’t quite put how I feel into words. I miss you, and seeing you was painful. Hearing that you agree we would have worked had we actually done something to fix us hurt, because I wanted us to work more than anything. I want to still be with you more than anything, but not the you you became. Hearing your laugh and seeing you smile again felt like home, and all I wanted to do was hold you again. It is painful to love and miss someone who destroyed your soul so deeply. I’m rebuilding myself slowly. You’re right, I feel free and at ease because for the first time in 7 years I’m not being told that everything I do is wrong. You’re right, we were no longer happy, we were no longer good together. But despite all of that, I would have carried on loving you anyway.I don’t know where to go from here, but I’ll figure it out.