I'M severely mentally unwell

purrsonal blog don't follow. interactions are ok. closet system... or not. what is a self? i believe in nothing i believe in beauty and desire i believe in pain and suffering i love life and it hurts so dearly

[thejunipertree]

About Me:

my mother, she killed me

my father, he ate me

my little sister Marlene

gathered all my bones

tied them in a silken scarf

laid them beneath the juniper tree

tweet, tweet, what a beautiful bird am I

[trans-girl-nausicaa]

running a high fever and blearily passively observing bright saturated anorexic white demons singing sounds like a close approximation of being in hell

[thejunipertree]

when i had insomnia for 3 weeks the only thing that finally got me to sleep in the end was watching markiplier play horror games. i find markiplier fairly annoying and i watched a few zombie-ish games even though ive had an irrational fear of zombies my whole life so i don't know why i even did this but it cured me so #yay

[innerchildabortionclinic]

you've heard of "relating to the author's backstory then finding out they committed suicide", but have you ever experienced "relating to the author's deranged thought process then finding out they committed some horrible crime in real life" 😭

[dahppled]

they should make a substance to abuse that has no consequences

[thejunipertree]

they should make a substance to abuse that has 1,000,000,000 positive consequences only

[wosp-reactivated]

I'm like a fish that has never known water

[longseasons]

im banned from romantic love

[jarvypup]

anytime i talk to people i feel like i need to be shot.

[thejunipertree]

and it doesn't matter if they're really nice and nothing bad happens. talking to anybody in any capacity makes me feel like i need to be shot. i go on night walks sometimes so i can leave the house and still avoid people but last night 2 people talked to me and it ruined my walk. they were both incredibly nice but i couldn't just enjoy my walk anymore because i had to spend the rest of my walk replaying those interactions in my head the whole time and worrying about how i probably was stupid and annoying and weird and i should have said something differently bc i definitely didn't say the right things and need to be exploded 1 million times forever

[sport-news-daily]

... They're from sexual pensylvania.

[freakoutgirl]

i'm a bad person but i never leave the house so it's fine

[pansyfemme]

they need to make a strap that prematurely ejaculates

[thejunipertree]

i thought these were one post until the laurel and hardy clip kept going and i was like i don't see how the rest of this applies

[gaysie]

does anyone know if it’s okay to want things or let yourself have them

[thejunipertree]

only if you deserve it

[djbodyhorror]

jerkin it. And by jerkin. Lerts just say. A sleeveless jacket or coat

[sadocanist]

I want to be a pornographic caricature but i have these stupid emotional and physical needs

[v0mitwhores]

*lights the tip of ur dick and smokes u like a joint*

[oldbutchdanielmolloy]

does anyone want to play perverts with me

[girlballs-archive]

in 2026 i will evolve into a more advanced kind of pervert. this i promise

[dragongirlteeth]

It's such a disappointment that tearing someone's throat out with your teeth kills them. Sex would be so much more fun if we could maul each other and come back from it.

[dragongirlteeth]

I think if you get killed in a sexual context the universe should just give you that one for free and let you go again.