This Is The Soundtrack To My Life

29 vegetarian engaged

[thekittenxwitch]

Felt cute today and found this cute little apple that kinda looks like a radish 🤷🏻‍♀️

[thekittenxwitch]

This weekend has been awful food wise

Tomorrow is a new start ❤️

[thekittenxwitch]

Only netted 604 today but still feel like a failure. Ugh didn’t miss this feeling

[thekittenxwitch]

It’s my weekend. Have every intention to relax.

What do I actually do?

Cook/separate food into amounts I feel okay to eat at once based on imaginary rules constructed by my ill(ogical) brain 🤷🏻‍♀️😂

[thekittenxwitch]

I forgot how much time/effort eating disorders take up 🙄😩

[demdimpleskhudobin-deactivated2]

Fun Fact: Every child born in Massachusetts is baptized in Dunkin Donuts iced coffee. 

[milestaylorcosplay]

#as someone born in massachusetts i can verify this is true

[thekittenxwitch]

Funny how relapses always bring me back here

[thekittenxwitch]

I need to follow kitten/cat pages! Throw me some suggestions! I’ve been volunteering at my local human society and it’s almost kitten season and I want to learn all I can (plus I just really miss kittens). There’s a decent number of cats I’ve been working with at least ❤️

[anorexicqueer]

someone: if you’re repressing memories that means you arent fine

me, brain full of fog: sorry cant hear you over all this white noise

[princeamon]

when u weigh in heavier than expected so you take your socks off but the number doesn’t change

[thekittenxwitch]

😂

[bones-to-perfection]

It’s heartbreaking that people can’t see that you’re mentally struggling. But at the same time you don’t want to be a burden to them.

[dctvgifs]

I am not afraid of DeVoe and what he might do to me. I am afraid of what he might do to you, and Iris and Caitlin and Cisco, Joe, Harry, Cecile. DeVoe has taken out everyone who’s gotten in his way, and Team Flash they will always be in his way.

[thekittenxwitch]

😭

[thekittenxwitch]

I miss

feeling empty,running on fumes and getting a high the longer id go. I miss fitting in tiny clothes and even then sometimes itd be too big. I miss laying down, a million things going throughout my head, and my sweatpants resting gently on each hip bone as if running away from my flesh. Like they were as revolted as i was and couldnt stabd the thought of touching. I miss being food at something. And thats the most fucked up part. I miss being sick. I MISS BEING SICK! what the actual fuck. I realize im relapsing but holy fuck whats wrong with me. Why am i getting some sick pleasure out of it and simultaneously feeling like a failure. Countdown starys now till i lose it all again 😩

[freshmoviequotes]

To the Bone (2017)

[dailylilycollins]

“I was leaving my apartment one day and someone I’ve known for a long time, my mom’s age, said to me, ‘Oh, wow, look at you!’, I tried to explain [I had lost weight for a role] and she goes, ‘No! I want to know what you’re doing, you look great!’ I got into the car with my mom and said, “That is why the problem exists.” Lily about her “To The Bone” Role.

[thekittenxwitch]

You are so beautiful

😂 didnt you ever learn to not say anything at all if you cant say anything nice,or in this case true?

[thekittenxwitch]

“breathing in,lungs collapse, how much longer till i relapse?”

— makeshift-monsters