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Mostly-hiatus. I'm Dragoon! INTJ. Libra.  In short, I enjoy gaming, art, and music. Sephiroth is the love of my life! I post a little bit of everything. Enjoy.  Got a question? Ask.

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𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬 ☽

In astrology, the moon represents where our emotional states lie and where we seek emotional harmony in our lives. One's moon sign is very important, but a lot can be deciphered by looking at the house placement of the moon about the native's emotional state, and relationships with women in one's life. <3 Lolo

1𝐇 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧: The native's emotional landscape is mostly decided by their immediate environment and their relationship with their mom/female figures. This placement usually indicates a close bond between the native and their mother, but sometimes she can be domineering over the native. The native is very open with their emotions, because they kind of have to be. They can't hide how they feel about stuff. These people are excellent at portraying and deciphering complicated emotions. Ex: Audrey Hepburn, Avril Lavigne, Jay-Z

2𝐇 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧: The native's emotional landscape is largely shaped by their material possessions and sense of self-worth. The native's mother is primary concern is meeting her child's physical and material needs, and perhaps not as emotionally attached. These people can have issues with their weight and food. The native’s self-worth can become entirely based on their material wealth as they get older, and they could have a lifelong battle with their self-worth. Ex: Drew Barrymore, Coco Chanel, Karl Marx.

3𝐇 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧: The native's emotional landscape is largely shaped by the words they say and by what others say to them. The native's mother is perhaps involved with the local community to some degree, leading to serious standards for the native's behavior in these places. These people love to talk, even if no one is listening to them. They can suffer from putting their foot in their mouth a lot. They can get really upset with people who talk to them in a certain way. They're very big on policing other people's words. Ex: Tom Cruise, Napoleon, George Bush.

4𝐇 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧: The native's emotional landscape is mostly decided by their home, their family, and their relationships with their parents. This placement indicates a very close bond between the native and their mother. She could be a very traditional caretaker towards the native. The native could seek more privacy than others, mostly regarding their emotions about things. They have a harder shell than most people would think, and don't let a lot of people see them hurting. Ex: Khloé Kardashian, Elton John, Leo Tolstoy.

5𝐇 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧: The native's emotional landscape is mostly decided by the praise they receive, what they create, and how much fun they have. The natives mother is perhaps very loud and proud about who she is, and also could be an indication that one has a very self-centered mother. The natives can take on those show-off traits. These people tend to rely on their friends and romantic partners for happiness. They have a lot of creativity and express their emotions through art, as well. Ex: Lady Gaga, Megan Thee Stallion, Ben Affleck.

6𝐇 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧: The native's emotional landscape is mostly shaped by the work conditions they are in and how useful they feel to others. The native's mother could be devoted to caretaking or to healthcare (I've seen a lot of these people have mothers who are nurses.) These natives become caregivers as well, oftentimes without being asked. Their mother could also suffer from health issues, which the native can help manage. These people can have constant health or weight issues. Ex: Adele, Vincent Van Gogh, Serena Williams

7𝐇 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧: The native's emotional landscape is mostly decided by their one-on-one (mostly romantic) relationships. The native's mother is likely focused on seeking and confirming her romantic relationships, leaving her less time with the child. I see this placement in a lot of children of divorce. The native can be very influenced by their parents' relationship in their romantic relationships. They can seek out romantic relationships because they need attention they didn't get from their parents. Ex: Beyoncé, Aaliyah, Charlie Sheen.

8𝐇 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧: The native's emotional landscape is mostly decided by their intimate relationships and toughest experiences throughout life. The native's mother is perhaps a negative figure in their life, and seeking a positive or healthy relationship with her is difficult. This placement can give the native a negative view of female authority figures in general. These people can keep their emotions under wraps a lot, out of fear of retaliation. :( Ex: Nicki Minaj, Bill Clinton, Azealia Banks.

9𝐇 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧: The native's emotional landscape is mostly decided by traveling, exploration, and new opportunities. 9H Moon natives have a great deal of natural optimism. Their mother is perhaps a very wise, social, or reckless person. Another thing this placement can indicate is having a very religious mother. These people love to travel and think that almost every problem can be solved by getting a change of scenery. They can be very emotionally reactive, but get over things much quicker than others. Ex: Robert De Niro, Lorde, Hozier.

10𝐇 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧: The native's emotional landscape is mostly decided by their public persona and their career. Their mother is perhaps the more dominant parent in the native's life, or fulfills both roles. This can also indicate that the native is similar in looks/personality to the mother. This can also indicate having a superficial relationship with the mother, or it could be icy. These people are entrusted with a lot of emotional responsibility when it comes to others; they keep a lot of people's secrets. They're very emotionally expressive and make great actors or artists. Ex: Meryl Streep, Charles III, Kris Jenner, Olivia Rodrigo.

11𝐇 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧: The native's emotional landscape is mostly decided by their friendship conditions and their social life. Their mother is perhaps a little different and very active in her community. She always made sure that the native was involved in a hobby or organization when they were younger, which made the native care a lot about these subjects. The native can be somewhat disconnected from their family, because the native’s mother may reject emotional responsibility and attachment to the native. These people can feel emotions that belong to their friends and their families; they can empathize very deeply when it comes to people they care about. Ex: John Lennon, Kamala Harris, LeBron James.

12𝐇 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧: The native's emotional landscape is mostly decided by their dreams, their unconscious mind, and esoteric subjects. Their mother could perhaps be absent from the native's life in some way, either physically or mentally, or maybe she's an unconventional parent. Sometimes this placement occurs in people who use their mother very young. Either way, this makes the relationship between the native and the mother somewhat foggy, which can hinder their relationships with other women. Ex: Mick Jagger, Kendall Jenner, Jerry Seinfeld.

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Full Moon Ritual for Inner Child Healing

A guided ritual for transformation, healing, and release—use this every full moon

It's December. The year is ending. The holidays are here. And you're supposed to feel grateful, joyful, festive. But instead? You're exhausted.

You're overwhelmed by family expectations. Old dynamics trigger you. You're comparing yourself to everyone else's "perfect" year. You're carrying the weight of everything you didn't accomplish. You're dreading the holiday gatherings that bring up childhood wounds you thought you'd healed.

Sound familiar?

December isn't just about holiday stress. It's about everything that gets amplified at the end of the year. These include the unresolved patterns and the childhood conditioning. It also includes people-pleasing, perfectionism, and emotional exhaustion.

This week, a Full Cold Supermoon occurred on December 4th. The energy from it is still here. It is inviting you to finally release it.

This full moon ritual is specifically designed for inner child healing. The patterns you're releasing in December didn't start in December. They started in childhood.

The people-pleasing. The perfectionism. The belief that you have to earn love. The fear of being "too much" or "not enough."

These patterns increase during the holidays. You are often surrounded by the very people and dynamics that activate the childhood wounds these patterns were built to protect.

So this isn't just a full moon ritual. It's an inner child release practice.

Why December Feels So Hard

Let's be honest about what's really happening right now.

Family Dynamics Reactivate Childhood Wounds

Going "home" for the holidays often means regressing into old roles. The one who keeps the peace. The one who takes care of everyone. The one who stays quiet to avoid conflict.

Suddenly, you're not the regulated adult you've worked so hard to become. You're the child again—seeking approval, walking on eggshells, or performing a version of yourself that makes everyone else comfortable.

Your inner child is activated. And it's exhausting.

Year-End Pressure Compounds the Stress

There's an unspoken pressure at the end of the year to have it all figured out. To feel accomplished. To have made progress. To be "better" than you were last December.

But what if you're just… tired?

What if this year was hard? What if you're still healing, still learning, still figuring it out?

The comparison trap intensifies in December. Everyone else seems to be celebrating their wins while you're just trying to survive until January.

Holiday Expectations Override Your Actual Needs

You're expected to show up. To be joyful. To give gifts, attend gatherings, and radiate holiday cheer—even when you're running on empty.

The season's performative nature can feel suffocating. This is especially true when what you actually need is rest. You also need boundaries and permission to feel whatever you're feeling.

Your nervous system is maxed out. Your inner child is activated. And you're supposed to just… smile through it?

The Full Cold Moon: An Invitation to Release

What if, instead of pushing through December, you used this Full Cold Moon as an invitation?

On December 4th, 2025, we experienced a rare Full Cold Supermoon—the third in a consecutive series of four Supermoons spanning from October through January 2026.

And here's the beautiful thing: full moon energy extends for several days before and after the peak. If you're reading this on December 6th (or anytime this week), you're still in the window. The invitation to release is still active.

Even if you're reading this months from now, this ritual works for every full moon throughout the year. Bookmark this page and return to it monthly.

This December's full moon invites transformation, reflection, and release. It's connected to the Winter Solstice energy, asking us to shed what no longer serves so we can step into 2026 with clarity and intention.

This isn't just cosmic poetry. It's an energetic reset.

And your body—your nervous system, your inner child—is already feeling it.

Why Full Moon Work Matters

You might be thinking: Is this just spiritual fluff, or does this actually do something?

Here's the thing: Full moons affect water. They create tides in the ocean.

Science hasn't definitively proven that lunar cycles directly influence human emotions. However, many cultures across time have honored the full moon. They see it as a time of heightened energy, illumination, and release.

From a nervous system perspective, rituals matter because they create intentional pauses. They give you permission to stop, reflect, and regulate. They mark time and transitions in ways that help your body process what your mind has been holding.

The full moon doesn't create your emotions. But it can illuminate what's already there—waiting to be seen, felt, and released.

The Full Moon + Inner Child Healing Connection

Here's where this gets powerful: A full moon ritual illuminates what's hidden.

Just like it lights up the night sky, it can light up the parts of you that you've been avoiding—the unhealed wounds, the patterns you keep repeating, the childhood beliefs that still run the show.

Inner child work is about releasing what no longer serves.

It's about recognizing that the coping mechanisms that kept you safe as a child—people-pleasing, perfectionism, numbing, staying small—aren't serving you anymore.

And release isn't just cognitive. It's somatic.

You can't think your way out of patterns that are stored in your body. You have to feel them, move them, and let them go through your nervous system—not just your mind.

This full moon ritual combines both:

The illumination of what's ready to be released

The somatic practices that actually help you let it go

Your Full Moon Release Ritual

Here's how to work with this full moon energy to release what's weighing on you. You don't need fancy tools. You don't need to do this perfectly. You just need to show up for yourself—even for 20 minutes.

What You'll Need:

A quiet space where you won't be interrupted

A journal and pen

A candle (optional but centering)

Your body and your breath

Step 1: Create Sacred Space

Light a candle. Turn off your phone. Close the door. This doesn't have to be elaborate. Sacred space just means: a container where you can be fully present with yourself.

Take a moment to acknowledge that you're doing something intentional. You're not just "journaling" or "sitting quietly." You're marking this moment as meaningful.

Why this matters: Your nervous system responds to rituals. Creating a clear beginning helps your body know: We're shifting into something different now.

Step 2: Ground Yourself

Before you do anything else, come into your body.

Place one hand on your heart, one hand on your belly.

Close your eyes.

Take three slow, deep breaths—in through your nose, out through your mouth.

Feel your feet on the ground. Notice the weight of your body.

Say to yourself (out loud or silently): "I am here. I am safe. I am ready."

Why this matters: You can't release from a dysregulated state. Grounding first helps your nervous system feel safe enough to let go.

Step 3: Reflect – What's Ready to Be Released?

Now, with your journal, ask yourself: What am I ready to release?

Don't overthink it. Let whatever comes up, come up. Some examples:

A belief about yourself ("I'm not good enough," "I have to do everything myself," "I can't ask for help")

A pattern you keep repeating (perfectionism, people-pleasing, over-giving, numbing)

A relationship dynamic that drains you

Expectations that aren't yours (but you've been carrying them anyway)

Resentment, guilt, or shame you've been holding

The need to "have it all figured out" before you can rest

Write it all down. Don't edit. Don't judge. Just let it flow.

Prompt to go deeper: "What would I have to let go of in order to feel free?"

Step 4: Write a Release Letter

Now, write a letter to whatever you're releasing. This might be:

A letter to your inner child ("I'm sorry I've been ignoring you. I'm ready to listen now.")

A letter to an old belief ("Thank you for trying to protect me, but I don't need you anymore.")

A letter to a pattern ("You helped me survive. But I'm ready to thrive now.")

Be honest. Be kind. Be complete.

Let yourself say everything you've been holding back. When you're done, read it out loud. Let your body hear it.

Why this matters: Speaking and hearing your own words activates different parts of your nervous system than just thinking them. This is somatic release.

Step 5: Somatic Release – Move It Through Your Body

Releasing isn't just intellectual. Your body has been holding this too.

Try one (or all) of these:

Breath Release:

Inhale deeply through your nose.

Hold for a count of four.

Exhale forcefully through your mouth with sound (a sigh, a hum, whatever feels right).

Repeat 5-10 times.

Shaking:

Stand up. Shake your hands, arms, shoulders, legs—your whole body.

Let it be messy. Let it be weird.

Shake for 1-2 minutes. (Animals do this instinctively after stress. You're designed for this.)

Gentle Movement:

Sway side to side.

Roll your shoulders.

Stretch your arms overhead and release them down with an exhale.

Why this matters: Trauma and stress are stored in the body. Movement and breath help complete the stress cycle your nervous system has been holding.

Step 6: Set an Intention – What Are You Welcoming?

Release creates space. Now, what do you want to invite in?

Journal prompt: "As I release what no longer serves me, I am making space for…"

Maybe it's:

Rest without guilt

Boundaries without apology

Joy without performing

Presence without pressure

Trust in yourself

Compassion for your inner child

Write down what you're calling in for 2026. Make it feel true. Make it feel possible. Make it feel like you.

Step 7: Close with Gratitude

Before you finish, take a moment to thank yourself.

You showed up. You felt. You released. That's not small.

Place your hands on your heart and say (out loud or silently):

"Thank you for honoring what I'm feeling. Thank you for choosing to release. Thank you for making space for what's next."

Blow out your candle (if you used one). Take one final deep breath.

You're done.

What Happens After the Ritual?

Here's what I want you to know:

One full moon ritual is powerful. It creates a moment of intentional release that your nervous system will remember.

But sustainable healing? That requires ongoing inner child work.

The patterns that get activated in December didn't start in December. They began in childhood. The people-pleasing. The perfectionism. The belief that you have to earn rest. The fear that if you're not "doing enough," you're not enough.

These patterns are deeply rooted. And until you address them at the source—somatically, not just cognitively—they'll keep showing up. This is where my book, Inner Child Freedom, comes in.

Going Deeper: Inner Child Freedom

The full moon ritual is a doorway. And if you're ready to release self-sabotage, reset old patterns, and rise into authentic self-worth, you need more than one night of release.

You need:

Somatic practices that work with your body, not just your mind

Journaling prompts that help you feel, not just think

Nervous system regulation tools for when you're triggered

Self-compassion practices that meet you where you are

A roadmap for ongoing inner child healing

That's what Inner Child Freedom offers.

It's not just theory. It's not just affirmations. It's body-based, nervous system-informed practices that help you:

Identify and reparent the wounded parts of yourself

Release childhood conditioning that's keeping you stuck

Regulate your nervous system when old patterns get triggered

Build self-compassion (not as a concept, but as a felt experience)

Create safety in your own body

And Here's the Best Part:

Inner Child Freedom will be FREE on Amazon December 17-19. Right in the middle of the holiday chaos, when you need it most. Mark your calendar. Download it. Keep it. Use this full moon to start the release, and use the book to continue the healing.

Your December Doesn't Have to Be Survival Mode

You don't have to push through. You don't have to perform joy you don't feel. You don't have to ignore your body's signals because it's "not convenient" right now.

You can:

Release what no longer serves you (Full Moon Ritual)

Heal the patterns at their root (Inner Child Freedom)

Enter 2026 feeling grounded, not depleted

Stop performing and start being real

This full moon is your invitation. Will you take it?

Remember:

The full moon doesn't create your transformation. You do. The moon just reminds you that cycles are natural. That release is necessary. That you're allowed to let go. So tonight, or whenever you read this—pause.

Light a candle. Write your release letter. Shake it out. Breathe it through.

Your inner child is waiting. And this full moon is lighting the way. 💙🌊🌕

P.S. Mark your calendar: Inner Child Freedom is FREE December 17-19 on Amazon. This is your chance to go deeper into the work at no cost. Don't miss it.

Source: Full Moon Ritual for Inner Child Healing

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ANYWAY OPERA OMNIA ALSO CONFIRMED THAT RUFUS ALWAYS KNEW ABOUT HOJO BEING SEPHIROTH'S FATHER

Yaaaaay wheeeee 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠

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Love him

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Still drawing

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Tangled AU pt9 #I see the chocobo

A plan

FF7 masterpost

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Darling~

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He's so cute~!

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Ehrgeiz: God Bless the Ring Playstation 1998

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Final Fantasy VIII Playstation 1999

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Drawing for Nat <3

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Family Portrait by Katie Silva for the Castlevania Limited Edition Box Set 🦇