the feeling of getting lost is weird and lost as in you don’t know where you are at this point in time who are with you and who are not, if they are being fake or real and a person like me sure doesn’t know the difference which i do accept because of my past decisions, i haven’t made proud decisions but i do not regret making it what i do regret actually not regret the right word would be ‘guilt’ for what im guilty is that i spent so much time being cheated or being someone i was not with someone i wanted something real. It’s not about how many good decisions you make it’s about what decisions stayed and proved worth called good.











