Healher’s Realm🦇

a victim of the weight of my own feelings

[thelesthatusesherwords]

Without love it’s almost like I don’t wanna be here. Existing for me is simply not enough. And it’s not enough because this world is corrupt and I’m woke about it. The hardships of the world are only worth it to me when you have someone to go through all the bad times with. A mutual understanding and agreement of we’ll get through it together. That’s all I want is a shoulder to lean on. I’m everyone’s shoulder to lean on even when I don’t have it all together but I personally need a shoulder. I’ve been strong since idk when… I’m tired. I’d like to bend, fold and break a little. But I can’t do those things with no help around.

[zz-shi]

You can always recognize someone who has suffered, they listen more than they speak.

-Sh𝚒

[nothingspecialjustasoul]

A big part of who I am is what I don't talk about.

[nostalgiaishere]

[paper-wounds]

[paper-wounds]

[nothingspecialjustasoul]

I’m not sad, just empty in a way that doesn’t go away.

[thelesthatusesherwords]

the loss of me weighed more

than my presence ever could

I thought I was loved

but I so misunderstood

[thelesthatusesherwords]

wreck of me

my feelings swallow me whole

allowing no one to digest

I fall into a deep dark black hole

from the weight on my chest

I carry all of this brokenness

leaving me vexed

tears running down my face

as I sit in distress

lost at sea

without a life vest

self destructive soul

is this me at best

all I’ve ever known

is my heart being swept

your hand reaches out towards me

at my deepest of depths

I try to hold on

but I start to drift west

please don’t let go

please I’m wrecked

[thelesthatusesherwords]

withering

eventually you’ll leave

as I watch the distance grow

I water the roots of your stem

while I wither away in the snow

no sunlight, no water

I am deprived of what I need

yet I give and I give

while your thorns make me bleed

in brokenness I hold on

in hopes of what could be

the silence so strong

I already start to grieve

it hurts so immensely

I can barely even breathe

you’re guarded so tensely

we can’t even plant a seed

we could of grew together

instead you pluck me like a weed

[thelesthatusesherwords]

convenient lover

the comfort of my absence

speaks louder than your voice

yet love doesn’t speak like this

there shouldn’t be a void

all I feel is empty

incomplete and confused

wandering in my head

why you treat me the way you do

I am to be chosen everyday

not just in convenience

I am bruised and bleeding

from a love that is misleading

I’m living out a nightmare

and I’m not even dreaming

my heads underwater

my last breath is screaming

[remanence-of-love]

[adorerose]

I just want to be surrounded by so much love in my life. And not just relationships. Love for my job, my home, the stars, the sunsets, the place I live where ever in the world that is. I want to experience love in all forms

[mournfulroses]

André Gide, from a journal entry featured in The Journals of Andre Gide, Vol. 2: 1914-1927

[thelesthatusesherwords]

neglected depths

as I look in your eyes

it makes the air thick

and the silence

louder than the voices in my head

leaving my heart at the pit of my stomach

creating a void in my chest

a constant and familiar feeling

a result of neglect

I know love

I’ve shown love

and still at lows I am left

when will I be enough

to be embraced

at every depth

[peaceishim]

[leonardospoetry]

Something's gonna break one way or another