I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy...

Hi I am Lisa. I live in Australia in a small piece of 'heaven'. This is my blog to try help me recover from mental health and feel better about my life in general. If you want to know more about me please feel free to ask. I answer everything privately, unless it's anonymous or you want it published. I will listen, give advice and support where I can. All you have to do is ask. I love being here for my followers. Please feel free to ask me anything. Have a great day! Smile :)

[quotefeeling]

“I don’t want you to think I got through this undamaged, okay? But I’m learning to live with it. Because otherwise, the damage is all you are.”

— David Levithan, Every You, Every Me

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“One of the best feelings is knowing that you’re wanted. Knowing that someone wants to talk to you, wants to know how you’re doing, or wants to see you. Whether they pick up the phone to send you a quick text, or stop by your house to catch up, someone or something reminded them of you specifically. It just feels really nice to know that you’ve been on someone’s mind and that they care enough to let you know that.”

— Lessons Learned in Life

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Some of the most poisonous people come disguised as family and friends.”

— Unknown

[quotefeeling]

“Some steps need to be taken alone. It’s the only way to really figure out where you need to go and who you need to be.”

— Mandy Hale

[quotefeeling]

“I think hell is something you carry around with you. Not somewhere you go.”

— Neil Gaiman, The Sandman

[quotefeeling]

“People don’t become gay, bisexual, pansexual, transexual. People just fall in love with another person.”

— Calum Hood

[quotefeeling]

“If you can’t do anything about it then let it go. Don’t be a prisoner to things you can’t change.”

— Tony Baskin

[quotefeeling]

“Sometimes two people need to fall apart to realize how much they need to fall back together.”

— Colleen Hoover, This Girl

[quotemadness]

“There is so much I cannot say. Will you remember my silence better than my words?”

— Lucrezia

[thelonelydarkness]

I just want someone to chill with, to hang out and enjoy life stuff with, the hug and have a cry with, drink tea and talk till late at night, someone to snuggle.

When did the world become a shallow selfish place to make people disposable. I can't tolerate this pain

[thelonelydarkness]

Do you know why people give up? Have you been one of those people struggling on the bottom and trying to get back up seems so impossible?

I have people I listen to that come to me with all their problems, but they never have actual time for me. I'm sick of talking, I'm sick of people telling me I'll get through because I've done it before.

I'm a single parent. I have severe mental health. I also found out this year I have autism which explains why my kids are, and why I don't fit in. My family are toxic and not supportive. The only friend who has time for me is a long way away. So I'm alone and I'm struggling. I'm asking people for time with me and I'm getting excuses, ignored, and pushed away. I can't do this anymore. I don't want to do this anymore. Why am I everyone else's problem? I've worked so very hard on me. But now it seems being self aware is a bad thing. And no one wants that kind of person because they think it makes them look bad. No one wants to face up to stuff when it's easier to deny.

No wants me. I just need to disappear.

[quotefeeling]

“You can be a good person with a kind heart, and still say no.”

— d.k.

[quotefeeling]

“I know what it’s like to be afraid of your own mind.”

— Dr Reid’s/ Criminal Minds

[quotefeeling]

“Some people just can never understand how much they really mean to you.”

— Unknown

[depressionarmy]

Mental disorders aren’t a joke.

[itastemetal-deactivated20200404]

i will never understand why people think bipolar/borderline are like, quirky and desirable. mood/personality disorders are embarrassing. one time i literally had to explain how i exhausted myself and slept for 16 straight hours because i felt WAY too much for ten minutes

[suicideisthesolution]

I don't know how many times I survived myself without telling anyone.

-V. J.