just madd

what’s up i’ve been suffering from madd for over a decade • 25 (sideblog. main: porousuy)

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

me after getting too carried away with a weird daydream plot

[thestruggleisdaydreaming]

Actual footage of me discovering a song that I can use in my daydreams to pretend I wrote to portray my trauma:

[creepish]

me picking a scenario to fall asleep to: there’s nothing good on

[skiaismadd]

When you finally are alone, got the right music and can head into ur paracosm

[black-yuki]

When you get caught in a full on, pacing, talking to yourself session

[aislingean]

MaDD culture is relating really strongly to the lyric "TV taught me how to feel, now real life has no appeal"

[daitheflu-mx]

madd problem #7566464755755:

when you want to continue a plot that worked perfectly a few hours ago but now it seems silly or just too much.

[paraesthetics]

sometimes I’ll go ahead and daydream it anyways, then decide later if it’s going to be “canon” or not :,)

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

[skiaismadd]

Things that annoy me about madd

- not being able to come up with a good enough plot

-not being able to ADD to the plot

-redoing the same scene(s) over and over because they didn’t feel right or because I can’t come up with anything else

- when ur paras just aren’t right like they for some reason won’t do what their told ??? Bestie wear the denim jacket not the pink jumpsuit

- when the music isn’t hitting right anymore

-not being able to actually daydream because you have to actually live your life unfortunately

-when your paras just don’t look like themselves like they are almost foggy or you keep seeing a different para or imagining them different in some way

-not being able to actually be in ur paracosms

-jumping to different plots or paracosms bc it doesn’t feel right or you’re bored or it’s dry

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

[goingmaddfr]

Y'know when you think of a really great plotline but it kinda interferes with your backstory and you have to alter it just a little bit but then it kinda hinders up your entire timeline and disrupts space and time of your paracosm so you're just there figuring shit out like :

[daydreamaddly]

hanging out with friends and thinking of the PERFECT daydream for when you get home

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

"omg I daydream sometimes too! I probably have MaDD!"

[maddhopex]

does anybody go through phases where they desperately try to daydream but their brain just won’t cooperate????? Like i still daydream ofc but its all over the place and its so frustrating like i cant focus on one plot and i get bored of whatever plot im daydreaming so quickly.I dont even know how to describe it but i feel like i wanna punch myself in the face..this has never happened to me before help

[maddcheshirecat]

the moment when you daydream something rly sad to the point of tears so you want to daydream something happy bc you don't like feeling sad but you cant think of a happy daydream bc your brain is in sad mode.

[skiaismadd]

When you day dream something really traumatic/triggering and then move onto the next scene

[themadd]

What’s your “reliable” daydream like? The one where (when you just can’t seem to daydream for the life of you) you can always kinda turn to