~Yeah, I'm MaDD too~

Side MaDD blog | 15 | she/her/bitch/bro/dude/whatever you want | Bcoz daydreaming isn't just a lovely pastime, is it? | Ask me whatever y'all feel like!

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

i feel like every time i talk about my paras on here it's either about them railing eachother or suffering and idk ig i don't treat them very well 💀

[goingmaddfr]

not my parame suffering from shell shock-

[goingmaddfr]

yeah hi, okay, what's that? where was i?

BUSY IN MY HEAD CREATING A WHOLE NEW PLOT WITH ALL DIFFERENT PARAS, (ALL FROM TOKYO REVENGERS BTW LMAO) AND HAVING MY PARAME GO THROUGH

THE NEGATIVE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT ✨

THE BASTARDISATION ARC IN THE UNDERWORLD, KILLING PEOPLE AND DOING DRUGS WOOHOOO

how are y'all tho besties :D

[goingmaddfr]

Y'all also forget your own age sometimes right?? Like, my parame is 16-22 (depending on whether im doing a timeskip scene or no-)..so i just keep thinking im 16, and then all of a sudden im like wait nOOO-

[skiaismadd]

it’s so funny how ppl who don’t understand madd think it’s cute and creative but in reality im projecting trauma onto my paras 24/7 like yeah i could give my paras a happy safe good life with no issues but instead i give them trauma with no therapy

[goingmaddfr]

So guess who's back- haha did y'all miss me-

[thestruggleisdaydreaming]

DUDE WHERE DID YOU GO

[goingmaddfr]

So guess who's back- haha did y'all miss me-

[suicidal-painting]

Next level daydreaming is listening to a podcast which reviews the story your paracosm is based on and then daydreaming about those people’s reactions to your paraself’s character-

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

YES!!! or the paras reacting to scenes of other paras or themselves 😭

[goingmaddfr]

Or your paras OUT OF LITERALLY NOWHERE are now actors going to interviews and panels and giving autographs to your fans waiting outside and stuff-

[talkaboutmadd]

it be so sad when you’re daydreaming in the car and realize you’re almost home 😭

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

nooo I hate that feeling 😭 even worse when you're completely invested

[goingmaddfr]

Sometimes I feel so bad for the people who have to go through their shit without MaDD...

[goingmaddfr]

*drumroll*

I. Have. A. New. Paracosm!!!!

🎉🎉

[goingmaddfr]

Whenever you get burnout do you ever get like a physical painful headache if you try to daydream again? Mines been going on for a week now :(

Yeah I feel ya, it's not very painful but I do get a headache, mostly with a little uneasy feeling in my throat. I really am not able to daydream for a while after that - anywhere from a few hours to a day or 2.

[daitheflu-mx]

when I look at myself I see a stranger because I don't look like my parame

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

same, I never feel like I actually see myself when I look in a mirror. I also feel like I look slightly different every time I look at myself, and it's hella trippy

[goingmaddfr]

Yeah, sometimes I feel like I'm seeing a bit of my parame in my..it has even started building my confidence by a little..

[maddness-in-my-veins]

I wonder how it fills like to be completly mentally healthy 🥴

[talkaboutmadd]

i wonder that all the time 😭

[headinthecloudsagain-deactivate]

like, you have no unhealthy coping mechanisms, zero unrecognized and unresolved trauma, you can function properly in society, can maintain relationships, sleep properly at night, express your emotions normally, actually have a sense of purpose…fam that is the mental equivalent of finding a golden unicorn in a field full of four leaf clovers

[goingmaddfr]

^^ that whole para was just too overwhelming and unrealistic for y'know-

[jupiter-on-the-compupiter]

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

literally like 90% of my daydream plots revolve around trauma 💀😭

[headinthecloudsagain-deactivate]

lmfaoooo i can maybe count on one hand the amount of my paras that don’t have some form of crippling trauma

[goingmaddfr]

And I sure do have a wide range of trauma to pick from for the day-

[goingmaddfr]

Y'know when you think of a really great plotline but it kinda interferes with your backstory and you have to alter it just a little bit but then it kinda hinders up your entire timeline and disrupts space and time of your paracosm so you're just there figuring shit out like :

[everyone-with-a-para]

I hope everyone with a para who is tired of being the main chatacter has a great day

[maddcheshirecat]

the moment when you daydream something rly sad to the point of tears so you want to daydream something happy bc you don't like feeling sad but you cant think of a happy daydream bc your brain is in sad mode.