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My little skunk friends... Fog. How amazingly it makes the world smaller. But does not stop thinking. Steve Bannon, a man who was very close to the white house,, was brave enough to actually say that the wholeĀ āMe Tooā movement was an existential threat to patriarchy. I thought: is this the birth of another inquisition? The D.C. which hunt? The existential threat is the ignorance of patriarchy itself, which brought us to the delicately dangerous time we live in. Of all animals, it is us humans, supposedly the apex of this kingdom, that are acting as a cancer, slowly, with our greed and consumerism, destroying our host, the Earth.
a ways to go yet, but itās getting there.Ā
so this whole ME-WE made me think. the word itself is interchangeable as far as right sideĀ upside down goes, but it doesnāt work when you look at it from the back because theĀ āEā ends up being backwards. but it was interesting to see words as windows: making the background solid instead of the word itself, which is what I was thinking of doing in the beginning. so I began thinking of words that could be seen from front and back and still be the same, and came up withĀ āOT TOā... canāt flip it upside-down, but it works both ways from front and back... on further thought, it appeared that numbers work pretty well this way. likeĀ ā101ā³ orĀ ā888ā³ etc. can read them front or rear AND upside-down!
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I still havenāt figured out how to post things in order. So this latest posting is out of whack. Not quite in chronological order. As far as I can tell, I began building thisĀ āshapeā three years ago. For a fact I know that Iāve been working on the inside for this whole year, and itās still not finished. It still throws me aĀ ācurved ballā and I think where the hell is that coming from? But thatās how it grows.
Somewhere along the line I learned about trust. I think it was in the big truck. Trust and intuition. And amazingly enough, Andrij, our doctor friend... An amazing person. Lived in Kyiv, Ukraine. Was a doctor. Married, with a small daughter. When Chernobyl blew, their daughter developed a brain tumor, so they came to America thinking that advanced medicine here could save her. It didnāt. So they lost the daughter. Then, his wife left him. Oh. Before they came to America, heād had some sort of an accident where he broke his back and was confined to a wheelchair... So all this incredible trauma. Unbearable hardships. And he always told me:Ā āChil(d), donāt get excited. Relax. No matter what happens, itās all for the best!ā. I couldnāt believe it! Where was this young man getting his strength, his convictions, that kept him in such an incredible frame of mind? If anyone had reasons to be depressed, it was him. But no. So trust. In everything. Sometimes you get burned. But that too is a learning thing. For the better. How couldāve I suspected that the little doodle was gonna grow, over the years, into this?
I still havenāt figured out how to post things in order. So this latest posting is out of whack. Not quite in chronological order. As far as I can tell, I began building thisĀ āshapeā three years ago. For a fact I know that Iāve been working on the inside for this whole year, and itās still not finished. It still throws me aĀ ācurved ballā and I think where the hell is that coming from? But thatās how it grows.
Yes. This Message to Humanity, how many decades ago did I find it stapled to a telephone pole on Cannery Row in Monterey where I was living? Working at Kalisaās Cafe, the Bohemian Place in a building that Steinbeck wrote about, she the Queen of Cannery Row, an old Latvian woman who was proud to have shook Hitlerās hand when still a child in Riga? We do create the World. Being a consumer is alright, life is such, but thereās a little bit more...
All of these drawings are long gone. Itās a miracle that through the years of driving the original doodle survived, and photos of these drawings that Iād managed to put into a small hand-made book are still around to show me whatās happened. Iād completely forgotten the evolution of this concept. Forgotten the connection of the hearts to the Vesica. The sexual context where it was born. And of course when the Vesica became the three dimensional symbol of Woman which not only gives birth to all geometric forms as said in texts on Sacred Geometry but with the womb came the acceptance of all birth, and the idea of the ocean being the womb of Mother Earth from which all life emerged, and space being the bigger womb that contains the uni-verse. The Mind being the ultimate Womb, and finally the realization that thereās the funny notion of the Womb-Tomb and itās hard not to suspect a lot of things.
From a simple doodle from somewhere around 1985, when I was still driving truck, at a truck stop outside of New York City, days before cell phones, and I was at a pay phone when suddenly the phone next to me started ringing so I answered it and it became my first and only experience with phone sex, it was crazy, she said she was 18 years old but couldāve been 300, and she drove me nuts, I was banging my head against the wall, somebody saidĀ āslow down dude, youāll have a heart attackā, but at any rate, thatās where the doodle was born, and from there to now itās been an organic growth blossoming fruition of an unknown which is still growing. 33 year meditation on a mystery from doodle to womb-tomb-three-dimensional-Vesica...Ā