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hayden-christensen

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HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN as DARTH VADER Star Wars: Episode III - Revenge of the Sith (2005) Obi-Wan Kenobi - Part III (2022)

fairycosmos

i can’t believe me “trying my best” is just me showering regularly and eating normally. mental illness is so humbling

incendavery

sound of electronics

thexfiles

suicidal people deserve a space to talk about their suicidal feelings without risking hospitalization/institutionalization or being accused of being manipulative or attention seeking

exhaustedborderline

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zabrakian

Twilight: New Moon 2009 | dir. Chris Weitz

Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.

attainablerecovery

Because traumatized people often have trouble sensing what is going on in their bodies, they lack a nuanced response to frustration. They either react to stress by becoming “spaced out” or with excessive anger. Whatever their response, they often can’t tell what is upsetting them. This failure to be in touch with their bodies contributes to their well-documented lack of self-protection and high rates of revictimization and also to their remarkable difficulties feeling pleasure, sensuality, and having a sense of meaning.

“The Body Keeps The Score” by Bessel van der Kolk

adziedoodlesphan

pick-me-up notes i thought i lost

jasperwhitcock

bella’s relationship with charlie wasn’t perfect. she was unfair to him a lot, but i really appreciate the inconclusion of such an odd father-daughter dynamic. i appreciate the inclusion of a father who had gone through tragedy & loss, but was still strong enough to go through the motions of his life and still deeply loved his daughter even if he struggled to express it. i appreciate the inclusion of an independent daughter who felt the need to take care of her dad but was surprised to find he could take care of her as well. i appreciate that she was so much like him that she too struggled to convey her love for him. i appreciate that though there was distance and awkwardness and topics difficult to speak about, there was always love beneath it all as the foundation of their bond.