whats the point

vent blog

[thememorieswillwane]

too much of a coward to pursue my true dreams but too sad about it to be able to move on

[thememorieswillwane]

what’s the fucking point anymore

[thememorieswillwane]

i miss being happy

[writingdose]

(me with fanfics except I keep writing them)

[sunchildsatoru]

writer mike wheeler core

[d1gust1ng]

can I die already

[thememorieswillwane]

i wonder if my bsf knows that me being a part of her debut court is genuinely the only thing keeping me alive rn bc i dont want to ditch her when i alr said i would do it

[thememorieswillwane]

i genuinely bone-deep hate myself

[zeta-finnish]

Straight up killing it. And by killing it? Well, let's just say... myself.

[thememorieswillwane]

why dont i just let myself have what i want like they literally wanted me to come and i wanted to go but i still kept saying no go without me despite the fact

i fucking hate myself because now i feel bad that they left me behind even though its my fucking fault i should just end it all

[the-l0ser-st4rr]

i’m so fucking done can i just shoot myself or something

[thememorieswillwane]

crazy how it’s supposed to be a celebratory day and one stupid fucking mistake makes me genuinely want to kms

[thememorieswillwane]

i deadass cannot listen to la la land anymore im going to end it all this shit is so fucking depressing

[thememorieswillwane]

yknow sometimes i fuck something up and all i can think about is how useless i am and how little i am worth and how i should just go