| Mind Palace |

Jay | 23 | liar. delusional. mean.

[themundaneone]

a bit about life

[themundaneone]

boring lang kaya ako umiiyakkk

TAMA!!!

[themundaneone]

gusto ko bumili ng headphoneeee waaaaaa, kung kailang may ipon at extra ehhh pero waaaa diko alammm parang di ko kase kailangan pero gusto ko pangmalakasang musiccc!!! NAKUUUUUU

[kosmogrl]

learning not to return to places where I miss the past but see no future

[themundaneone]

Hirap kasama sa work, lahat nalang iaasa na para bang kaya hatiin ang katawan?

Opening Shift: Focus dapat sa docs (update daily), harvest expired/Near Expiry Monitoring. Uploading of Sales/Scheduled pickup.

Closing shift: docs, refill selling area, segregate damaged /expired, organize storage/counter area.

Graveyard shift: General Cleaning, refill, receiving/refilling new delivers (Closing procedures included!)

Hindi nagagawa karamihan sa opening and closing shift, tapos iaasa nyo sa graveyard? Tapos magccomplain bakit hindi nakapasa sa QA?

Most of the time sa weekend tuwing may GY, wala kayong nilalagay na tao sa closing shift? mid lang? really? Tapos kasama pa mismo sa GY, walang pakialam. Namimili ng gagawin potek.

Shh nalang ako, nagre-remind pa ako nung una mga concern na need gawin. eh ayaw nyo, EDI WAG! Lakas makareklamo! Kumpleto sa tao yung store pero parang isa/dalawa lang kumikilos. Dami palagi napupunta sakin na gawain, overworked na!!! Tapos kulang pa rin? Not my fault. Puro kayo endorse, dahil kulang sa time or dahil natatamad lang kayo? Settle this, settle that. NO ACTION TAKEN!

Bahala talaga yan.

Ang negative kasamaaa! Waaaaaa, your problem outside of work, wag dalahin sa work. It pays you for "working", not for "ranting problems". Set it aside. ewan baaaa.... parang yung isa dyan, hindi aware.

[cad4verous]

good morning world who’s ready for another day of feeling slightly nauseous and weird about everything

[friendlymachine]

question what the tv tells you, question what a pop star sells you, question mom and question dad, question good and question bad

[themundaneone]

google photos notification says, "Walk down memory lane" — Me now: "Nooo, I'm walking out!!"

This is an exit!

[themundaneone]

my self is happy today 😁😁

***gotta post it, for the first time in a while, I got GENUINELY happy. I like this feeling, it became rare to me and I just feel proud of it hihi. Im happy.

[hoseoch]

“what are you gonna do, cry about it?” yes . the fuck

[singing-bowl]

at this time of year you might be tempted to create new rules for yourself, if you do, make sure that they are designed to serve you, not to punish yourself for imperfection.

[themundaneone]

What do you even call this...LIKEEE???

Imagine, trying to gain weight by finally eating a more decent amount of food, but your mind immediately goes... "I can't do disss, this is overwhelming!!"

One look at a full plate and instead of feeling good because it's full, your eyes start to hurt just looking at it.

Eating like a mammal, but it's a koala... everyoneee!!!

Slow. Overwhelmed.

Just staring at the food. 😑

Yes!! LIKE a koala.

Last thought: Maybe there's a "plate psychology hack" or something? What color should the plate be to make this more appetizing? Hahah dude...

(Yes, there is. 🧐)

[pointnclick]

When someone tells me I look tired I don't get offended I'm like thank you for noticing my anguish

[plainsbison]

#myanguish

[themundaneone]

I hate it when I feel really exhausted, b'cause it never just stays physical. There's always this sudden wave of sadness that sneaks in, pulling along all the quiet misery I thought I was holding together just fine.

Jay

[themundaneone]

And… I’ll probably never forget about you

Some memories just choose to stay, no matter how quiet I become.

And… I’ll probably curse myself if I ever walk into someone else’s world again,

Because I know what my past felt like —

the weight of everything I did,

the kind of heaviness that makes me think

maybe I don’t deserve a love that soft.

So I stay with myself —

Not out of fear…

but out of honesty.

| Jay

[themundaneone]

I'm not depressed, I'm just sad.

I'm not suffering, I'm just not contented.

I don't hate love, I just hate myself

I hate life —

but I'm living.

I'm not broken, I'm just broke (haha, brain said: "btw you're out of budget again!! " )

...sinabi nya yan????

[swordbymyside]

even at my most evil i’m considerate