TJ

IG- wildluckylad -26yrs Transman Fitness Country music Gemini

[oh-archivist]

tHE BEST REPLY TO THAT COMMENT EVER.

I’m using it from now on

(shameless s7 e4)

[loudlyburninghaters]

i aM USING THIS

[theodorejames26-blog]

Its almost unreal, who would have known All these years this little bottle could save my life

[theodorejames26-blog]

Oh hey look it’s a transguy in a binder how original! Lol

[theodorejames26-blog]

Well here goes nothing, saving up for top surgery, I don’t know if this go fund me page is going to work but I figured I would give it a try even if it fails,never know unless you try! And plus it’s better than working in porn or the street corner! LOL (disclaimer I have not worked those professions and do not plan to, lol) hit me up on Instagram if you would like, wildluckylad.

[theodorejames26-blog]

Mindset

I just read 2 and a half hours worth of blog entries. They were someone in my life’s blog and it was over 6 years. It was amazing to see how much he has changed, but it also showed me his hearts been threw the ringer. I have a pretty bad history when it came to relationships and getting my heart broken. I think his is worse, but he’s showed me real love. Me and him have had some rocky times, but my feelings haven’t changed. He still gives me those butterflies since the first kiss, I want to be the man that shows him real love cause that’s what he did for me. I also found out he hit high and asked 2 lesbians for a three way. Made me laugh my ass off but also at the same time made me realize he’s more badass than I thought. Reading his history first hand from him made me realize I love him more than I thought I did Before I read his blog.

[theodorejames26-blog]

[theodorejames26-blog]

Constant mental fight

I’m so confused, I’m not sure what to think. I sound like an old Italian wash woman complaining. He would rather sit at home alone on his phone and make friends over the internet on a Friday night over spending a night with me his boyfriend :/

[alexthetransmeme]

[theodorejames26-blog]

So true 😑

[boyhoodjourney]

All these years of discomfort, pain and dysphoria and the solution was as simple as this.

[forclosetedtransboys]

This is for the trans guys who only call themselves guys when no one’s around, for the trans guys who dream about using their chosen name, for the guys who are never read as male – whether they present as masculine or can’t yet.

You matter.

You will get everything you want one day.

You are not always going to be in the closet.

You are a guy, whether they know it or not.

[theodorejames26-blog]

Ever have one those days?

When your insecurities cross your mind when you compare yourself to cis males? The feelings are strong today. Being a pansexual trans man and dating a cis gay male. The fear is real that my boyfriend will want to be with a cis male over me. I’m the first trans man my boyfriend has ever been with. He’s only been with gay cis males and it makes that deep rooted fear real he will not want to be with me anyone cause I’m trans or he will find a cis gay male to replace me.

[theodorejames26-blog]

It’s a start,

At the start of 2017 I started finally fighting my thoughts and slowly accepting the fact that I could be transgender. It all started when I made myself think I only liked girls, Of course at first it’s confusing, so I turned to the trans Youtube community and it was a huge help. With a long 2017 of thoughts, and a lot of help from YouTubers Chase Ross, Ty Turner, Aiden and a few others I finally came to terms. The first start I accepted to myself liking girls and guys after a sexual encounter with a cis-male close to me who was gay. I started slowly coming to terms with myself and my sexuality. It took time but I finally felt comfortable and right about myself. I made a Grindr account and I started my journey as slowly but surely finally identifying how I really felt inside and have people properly refer to me. Till this day I’m socially coming out still to all my close friends, it’s a slow process but every step is making me better as each step passes. I’m here to start another chapter since my rebirth of my true self. Followers, friends, conversations all welcome! I’m glad to be a new part of the tumblr community