the persian lesbian

Story of a girl who is so tired of hiding

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Is it really about nature?!

All the time when a feminist argues with someone else the first topic that they argue about is how women and men are naturally and biologically different and recently i am thinking about that biological difference is related to the way you are expected to act and be in the society. i feel like if the society wants a woman to look slim, not be masculine, look and act a certain way, you become that! so maybe a lot of differences in your nature like not being strong enough is more about you working on that and exercising enough to be strong because it wasn't expected on you than biological differences.

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Life would suck even if i wasn’t a closeted Muslim lesbian

so... here’s the situation I’m having here: don’t know what it’s like in other countries but in here, you have to somehow choose what field you wanna get to at the age of 15! not so specific like university but you have to choose if you wanna go to the field of biology or mathematics or art or extra.

and it sucks because every body expected me to choose mathematics and i accepted and started attending special classes that math fields have to take. but now that i have to choose the real deal, I’M A MESS because i really love psychology and that is not the field i have studied for the last three years.

how the hell am i such a disappointment to my family always and forever?!  

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Not coming out but at least something!

I’m starting to give my mother little hints here and there. little things like wow! that actress is so hot even “I“ would marry her! or giving her movies to watch with gay characters. to be honest i still haven't decided if i wanna come out to my family ever or just somehow buy my own place and live my life as a hidden homosexual! i know that even if i do come out they're gonna probably kick me out or worse, send me to conversion therapy. and if i don’t, it’s gonna be a hard life. Iran is not like other countries the moment a girl buys herself a house and wants to live alone, everybody looks at her different. the most ideal life is finding an apartment and some gay friends and just having a gay building together! just how beautiful it could be to open the door, kiss your girlfriend before work and say hi to other gay neighbors! it might be the definition of heaven!

the only thing i want in my life at this moment is a little house of my own, with a lot of plants everywhere and a couch that i can sit and hug my girlfriend on it and close my eyes for a moment.

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Starting to own me

It’s nuts! it’s really, REALLY nuts. living your whole life afraid of being caught is exhausting. And it’s not like it’s for nothing. They will fucking kill me if they find out i’m a lesbian!!!

I don’t know how long I have struggled to find peace in my life and i have never came close. But that is gonna finish now. I wanna start owning me. I wanna start writing about my life and my struggles. I wanna make my peace not find it cause i don’t know if it is anywhere to be found.

I wanna make my little cozy house in which i can eat my girlfriend all day long!

This blog is that. This blog is the honesty my life has been missing.

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