I craved the attention you gave me,
You said all of the right things, and I eagerly believed them
I was naive at 15
I had no experience at all, but I could only imagine the experience you had at 35
It frightened me to think that someone as confident as yourself was interested in an insecure girl like me
The thought of having an older man by my side gave me butterflies and hope,
Hope that there was someone who wanted to make me happy and love me
I was naive to think that your intentions were good,
You messed with my head when you told me that I was going to pay for my mothers mistakes,
my heart sunk and I pushed you away
you didn’t come back like I hoped you would.
I still think about you to this day,
As I remain the same naive girl that I was years ago.
