While I wait for Megs to reply (bb even after this I will still want your input) I’m posting it here too bc I’m seriously on the verge of another anxiety attack (and that’s the third time today in the span of five hours, so just see the level of stress I am under, as much as I just want to get in bed and cry myself to sleep.) And I can’t be bothered with a cut so deal with it.
Given the circumstances I cannot finish this on time, I’m being realistic. As much as I thought I could it is impossible. So my choices are as follows:
Hand in what I have and fail.
Talk to my teachers and be granted permission to hand it in on Monday, with a penalty on my mark (aka I won’t get the best possible one for handing it in late).
Write in a piece of paper/fill in paperwork stating that for X reason I pull back and I get another shot next year. If I do this I’m gonna be screwed financially and everyone in the family’s going to be mad.
So I’m aiming for the second option because, as of now, it seems like the logical one. Yes, that means busting my ass to work even harder. And honestly I’d rather have a lower score out of the full spectrum than fail (and not get my degree) or wait another year while trying to figure out how I’m going to pay for it and get shit anywhere I look for it.
So, thoughts?
My opinion? I say go for the second option. It might mean more work but but at least you would get a mark and won't fail for what I'm sure is great work regardless of how tired you are now, or how much you lost before.
I'm online for another hour if you want to talk/vent, but you're already talking with Megs and I don't want to distract you any more. I do hope you get some sleep though. At least soon.
