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being unofficially janked (aka undiagnosed chronic illness/neurodivergency) is so funny to me because my greatest achievement this week has been getting clothes out of the dryer and folding them

Oof it’s been a long time tumblr. I forget this exists unless I want to read fanfiction. I’m 26 now obviously still chronically ill and disabled but a lot better than I was before. I’m still tired constantly, bladder is still messed up and my knee subluxes constantly but I found a career with dog grooming (not a great choice with osteoporosis and arthritis but it be like that) I got 10 tattoos now and facial piercings living my scene kid dreams and just trying to find happiness in life. I went off my antidepressants the middle of 2023 and I’m still doing fairly okay with some bad days here and there. Just focusing on saving money and figuring out how I’ll ever love out of my parents house with this economy 🥲 while simultaneously spending all my money on concerts and 10 pets

I don’t think anyone noticed I haven’t been posting but uhm hey lol. I mostly just lost all interest in tumblr and I was feeling real good mentally and physically after so long but alas good things come to an end and now my issues are popping up again 🙃 my bladder is f*fled and always has been but now I barely sleep because I get up to pee every 2 minutes but the ultrasound came back normal. My tonsils were seriously infected and inflamed and I have an appointment tomorrow to see if I can remove them just to not have to deal with them since my throat also is an issue for most of my life. And I have a sleep study too since they think I have sleep apnea. But yeah Idk how’s everyone been. Feel free to ask questions if you want to know how I’ve been

the-memedaddy

meirl

quotemadness

“There are different ways of loving, aren’t there?”

— Patrick White

ororomunroedontpullout

Anyone else feel like the minute that you get in front of a doctor, all the physical and mental symptoms you are acutely aware of over the past months feel like they never happened and you just in front of the doctor gaslighting yourself as you try to explain the things you know you experienced

chronicsonicironic

Not even god himself

sheglows

*me taking yet another buzzfeed quiz at 2am* please tell me who i am

desultory-suggestions

Sometimes we outgrow people who aren’t growing

daisyprayers

Experiencing burnout in an area you love doesn’t mean you are no longer passionate about that thing, or are any less good at it. It’s often an indication that there are other parts of your life that need your care. A garden looks most beautiful when every flower is watered, and you deserve to nourish yourself in the same way. You will flourish again.

speedlimit15

me: im gonna go to bed early and get a good nights sleep netflix: here’s a bunch of 45 minute documentaries on the wildlife inhabiting coastal islands me: hhhdbhnnnnnnnnnnddndkkj coconut crab

lovplant

having a physical form is so distressing how do i unsubscribe

I keep trying to be active but it’s hard lately. Two days ago we had to put my 2 year old dog down. She had a seizure disorder that ended up actually being a brain tumor. Two days ago she had a total of 11 seizures and paces the house and you could tell she couldn’t see or recognize us. It was really traumatic and she was so young and so full of life and all of a sudden she’s gone. We’re all handling it badly but I hope we all heal soon.