Letter from your younger self - Tarot PAC
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𐙚CHANNELED MOODBOARD [USING TAROT AND INTUITION] P-1
𐙚CHANNELED MOODBOARD [USING TAROT AND INTUITION] P-2
I am waiting to grow up. I cannot wait till I go out anddd travel and dd make more friends. I want to travel around the world and make a lot of money.
I want to make soooo much money that I can buy ANYRHING that I want without asking my parents. I want to adopt a lottttt of animals. I want to be able to earn so much that I can travel the whole world and have as many as pets , toys and foodd I suppose I can. I know we don't have much in our hand. I am not complaining, but do we have enough in the future to not depend on anyone to get what we want?
If not, it's alright. There's still plenty of time in our hand. We both can do something about it, right? Like we always did.... Well, this tarot reader tells me that life has not been kind to you, but still kind to you? She keeps telling stuff I don't gettt , do yo get what she says ? She says life has been kind to you than the most of people, you just don't see it.
Many people have tried to hurt you. The ones you trusted the most. Wherever you went with kind intentions, people tried to shake your foundation and make you look miserable and beg for help. I know it's sad to go through all that alone. But when she told me that you survived all of it and you held your head high.......... All I wanted was to grow up and experience it!!!!!. Because that is what I ever wanted to be.!!! Unshakeable, powerful and independent. Isn't that what we both wanted?....
I know there will be problems along the way, but we both will get through it, right? We always do......I hate it when I have to take permission for EVERYTHING It is so exhausting to ask the elders for something that I want to buy or something that I want to do. This reader tells me that now you take no permission and do what you want. And oh my god, can you just please take me with you?!!!!!!! Cause girl, I want to do the same things that you are doing. But anyways, I'll wait. Cause I know that you are out there creating the best future for me. I know you will do it sad, exhausted, angry. But I know you will do what you want to do.........For you , for me , for US.!
And nothing could make me happier than to know that when I grow up, I'll be exactly what I wanted to be as a child. Do you also sometimes wish that you would be me? I mean, I know it's boring to be a kid. Why would you want to be a kid? But then this lady tells me that you crave to go back and be me. Well, I don't know why.?Anyways, do you still watch my favorite movie and think about your younger self? Cause if you don't, then I must say you're a LOOOSERRRR. How can you forget the movie that I enjoyed the most? If we both ever meet in a different universe, would you still enjoy it as much as I do? Would you still watch the same cartoons with me as you did when you were a kid?This lady here keeps telling me that no matter how much you achieve in life, you always think you haven't achieved anything.
Dummy. I don't wanna be that. I want to make sure that I reward myself and dance in my room alone with loud music on whenever I achieve something. Cuz duh, imagine having the money and freedom and not being happy.Nah nah nah . That's so sad. I'm literally here waiting to be YOU and when you aren't getting to be YOU, all you do is act like you have nothing. That's illegal. Okay, let me tell you a secret. Let me tell you a big, big secret. This lady right here has told me that you're gonna find your love soon.
The man that you, oh not you, we have been dreaming of is just around the corner and they say he's very masculine. This woman is saying that he's going to be the it man for you. Now I don't know what she's saying but I hope it's all good. Also, let me tell you a secret. This lady has told me that you'll have a surprise coming right around December and November. So yeah, when you get that surprise, think about me and celebrate. And oh, also don't forget to buy some sweet, A pretty looking YUMMYYY cake.
I love you so much. Bye bye.
I need to go and play.Dont tell ma
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𐙚CHANNELED MOODBOARD [USING TAROT AND INTUITION] P-1
𐙚CHANNELED MOODBOARD [USING TAROT AND INTUITION] P-2
Are you rich ? how are you doing?
We used to be so fascinated by elders when we saw their college notes . We would be so fascinated when somebody from neighborhood would dress well and show for a job. I always thought it was so cool to be so smart to get a degree and then go out and get a job!! When you were a kid, going to a foreign country felt like going to a different planet.IT WAS THAT COOOL.Mom said only smart people can go abroad , are we smart ? Well idk bout you , but I do think I AM . Everybody had this big dream of moving out from your own state, country or city and then settling somewhere else far from your family. And if you end up managing to a totally different place, you were a blessed kid because only rich kids could do that. Either rich or smart kids had the privilege of moving out.
I always was so unserious about life. All I cared was going to school, getting good grades, coming home, demanding some good food, going out to play till mom called up every neighbor to search me and then return and sleep ,or watch TV till dad returned. This reader tells me that your life as a kid, which means my life is much more interesting and fun than yours!!. Now I don't know if I should be happy or sad about it????. She says that you aspire to be me.!! Like out of every person on this world, you? aspire? to? be? me.?
I don't know if it should be a badge of honor or a trophy of shame? Well, let's say I'm a badge of honor VUOO HAHAHAHAHAHAHA because at least right now I have a more interesting life than anyone on this planet!!! Amen to that . Every auntie who walks by me, talks to me. Every family in the neighborhood likes me. I am the cool kid of the alley. What about you? This lady tells me that you are a fucking loser!!. You don't want to have friends and that you have detached yourself from the world. But I get you. Because even as a child, you were hurt for being way too sweet, honest and trustworthy. And I see that that problem is persisting even as an adult........Well I'm happy that you didn't change. I'm proud that the good aspects of my personality are still alive in you.......
You know, we both always had a dream to grow up, to be independent, to always have a luxurious life and to be able to afford anything.! I used to imagine you doing everything and anything that the world told we couldn't. And we always ended up shutting the world down. I don't know if anybody has told this to you, but I love you. I miss you and I admire you............ If you ever think that life is being too hard, just know that I would always be there in the form of a photo, a pillow or a teddy bear. You can always hug any of that and just imagine me there.hehe If I could, I would walk through the realms of time and run to you and hug you. This lady tells me you used to be very sad about how life always gave all the problems of the world to you. But then, I remember reading in my moral science textbook that the ''toughest battles are given to those who can fight them''.
And now that I know that you are getting the toughest battles, HAHAHAHAHAAH, you are making me proud, girl, because you aint the weak one. And we never wear the weak one. You don't always get what you want when you ask for it. At that very moment, but know that at some point, life will always give you what you want .I dreamt of being a scientist. I dreamt of being a chef. I dreamt of being an astronaut. Oh, I also dreamt of being the richest person in the family.!!!!! Have you accomplished any of that?
Well, least of the least, I at least hope you still don't have to be scared of your mother before getting a packet of chips!!! Even if you have done that, I am very proud of you.
Okay, now I see the cards that this girl has pulled out for you. And trust me, babe, we are not too far away from the dream that we have all been striving for. We will always have to pay the cost to get what we want. We will always have to pay the cost to get what we want. And sometimes the cost will be in the form of losing your most loved people. You will always lose the people that you love the most and probably you always have. In our world and for people like us, trusting people is like trusting a hunter who is in search of food. Searching up, whenever somebody leaves you, attacks you or just ghosts you out of nowhere, just accept it and go on with life. Even if you have no one, know that you will always have me. Not physically, but always in your memory in hand.
I am just 5 years old now and I cannot believe that these arms, hands and this hair, which are a part of me, will grow and be a part of you. So whenever you feel sad or down and feel like nobody has your back, look at your eyes, look at your pretty smile, look at your hands, look at your nose, look at your hair. Just look at your hair and know that once upon a time there was just 5 year old tiny nose, hand, hair and legs and you will always find a part of me in you. Is papa still your greatest cheer leader and favourite person ?Tell him I can't wait to make him proud .....Is he proud of you , are we still a GANG ?
I need to sleep now. But hope to speak to you again and I love you soOOOO much.
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𐙚CHANNELED MOODBOARD [USING TAROT AND INTUITION] P-1
𐙚CHANNELED MOODBOARD [USING TAROT AND INTUITION] P-2
Ahem ahem , can you hear me ? I mean read me ?
Do you still believe in fairies? Because I still think it's true. Maybe fairies are true, maybe barbies are true, maybe there is another universe where we actually do have barbies, and the castle, the mermaids, and the jungle book characters too!!!!!!!. Also, have you found anyone yet??? I just can't get old fairy tales. They're so dreamy, they're so nice!!!!!. Have you found Prince Charming? Do you have palace, did you get a tiara? Do you have a gown? Does he love you??. I hope he truly does. This lady right here tells me that me and you are totally different people. I don't think that's true. She doesn't tell me, but I know that what she means is fairy tales are not true, and that it doesn't work how I think it does, such a meanin OUFFFFF. Maybe not entirely, but at least some of it might be true, right?
This lady tells me that all I have is genuine smile and am full of life, while , you just put up a smile to make others feel better. She tells me that the people you trust end up creating the most chaos in your life, and that I dream a lot and you don't at all. I just hope it's all a lie, and if it's the truth, I just hope no matter how you're living, you're happy, content, and joyful. I hate how everyone thinks I'm just stupid,!or too kiddish!, or I live in my own world.! Mind you: I daydream a lot. But they just cannot see what I can seeeeeeee. They just don't get me ATA LLLLLBut I know one thing for sure, that it's only you who'll understand me.
I see the cards on this lady's table, and this lady keeps blabbering about someone. And she tries to fool me by saying it's you. She says that while trying to make others happy, you got lost. She says that you always are exhausted and never feel good enough for anyone. But this lady also says that you have one of the most prettiest smiles. And guess what, I have one of the prettiest smiles too. So it makes two of us.
This girl kept telling something about anxiety. Now I don't know what it is, but it doesn't really sound like a witch's tea ??. This girl says that you are one of the most dreamiest girls out there. She says that you are one of the most calmest person someone who has to guard their heart. She says that your heart is like a castle and that you must protect it. Is your heart as pretty as the castles of the fairies and princessss ? Nevertheless, please protect it.
It's soooo cooooool to have a heart as beautiful as a castle. She also says that life is going to be very kind to you in just a few years. She's asking you to hold up, to hold on to life. And this lady requested me to talk to you. As she says, it's only me who can help you hold on a few more years of hope. Till the fairy of luck knocks your doors. How cool is that ?WE'RE SOOOOOOOOO LUCKYYYYYYY. I would go mad if the fairy of good luck ever met me. This lady says that you like being alone. You like doing everything by your own self. Oh, she also said you love flowers and gardening. At this point, I think the future me is some sort of a secret princess. Because only princesses are alone, smart and love gardening. You know what? Let me go and read my fairy tale book again. Because, oh my god, my future life is so exciting. I love you so much.
[readers note- I also think this pile had some kind of a traumatic early teen phase or maybe the condition in your home worsened after you turned 10. There is something about a lot of trauma, disappointment, and people belittling you or just talking you down. This pile gave me energy of someone who had a really sad teenage. Maybe you were a very hopeful child and were forced to grow up and take the burden of other's expectations. You are a very sensitive person so people's words affect you a lot. And now that things are stable, you are always scared, wondering when will it get worse. Because you don't remember the last time when things were all good and you could enjoy life. You think that every time you try to enjoy life, something goes wrong and maybe everything that you have built is about to collapse. And sometimes, when you think of your younger self, you just cannot believe that you were that person once upon a time and you never thought as a child that this is how you will end up.Nevertheless , sending you lots of love and hope]
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𐙚CHANNELED MOODBOARD [USING TAROT AND INTUITION] P-1
𐙚CHANNELED MOODBOARD [USING TAROT AND INTUITION] P-2