How do you express your emotions without feeling like you are only doing it for attention? I really want to talk to someone but I convince myself that I can deal with it by myself and I would only be looking for pity if I told someone. I don’t think I am looking for attention, but just for someone to listen because I have never had someone just listen. Well I have but now I can’t talk to them without me feeling worse about myself. My whole life I have had to act like I didn’t give a fuck, what are emotions? I’m just here trying to make people laugh. I have always been ashamed of feeling sad, nervous, or confused. I need someone to listen, just sit there with me and let me say everything, but I am too scared and nervous to trust someone. What if they view me differently?








