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Elon took over Twitter touting his whole "I'm bringing back Free Speech!!!" and has since made speech cost $8.
As sad as i am about twitter falling apart, i can’t help but be like 🍿 🍿 🍿 🍿 🍿 🍿 🍿 🍿
it is so nice to be working the day shift again after working nights for almost 6-7 months
Kindness and love is vital to internal and external happiness. Without either, life becomes difficult.
Axiom #11 of The Axiom Series, theredshyguy
oh hi. it’s been YEARS since i’ve been on here. because elon musk bought twitter and he’s a poo poo head, i’m making a migration back here.
long time no see, all!!
Her little sister is trying to pronounce the word “who”
LMFAO
adult life is truly just thinking “I NEED TO CLEAN” while dealing with the 17 other things that have a hard deadline
Adult life is also never cleaning because it’s the only responsibility that Doesn’t have a hard deadline
bruh same
im having this sort of re-realization that adhd is really super debilitating in my life to the point that i am really bothered with how forgetful and scatterbrained i am on top of my inability to literally start or finish anything at all and it's just like. it's only recently gotten to point that it started bothering me so much that i'm going to get re-evaluated and rechecked or whatever since i am not sure if i can still go back to my old doctor under my insurance and it's like aaaaa.
but it's also mainly that i hate forgetting what the fuck i'm doing every 5 god damn seconds. so there's that too.
doctor: looks like we’ll have to perform a CAT scan. is this something you’re familiar with?
me: I’ve spent my whole life scanning my environment for cats
Me rn
Deciding to turn a paper in next week, making it 2 class periods late, not doing one last assignment in another class entirely, stressing over a project for another class sitting and being paralyzed with fear
And I said “I’d rather go back to college” this time last year.
😂😂😂 PFFFFFFFFFFFFT. What was I thinking??
also I've been away from tumblr for *awhile*.... I'm not used to this shade of navy blue being used now.
the context for this: school and how it is so much of a trigger for depression, especially during spring.
sometimes you have to go into preservation mode when your mental health deteriorates a bit. this can mean or manifest itself as different things. it’s very much tailored to the person, by the person.
for me, it means setting absolute bare minimums and striving towards them to keep myself in check. even if it means turning things in late, missing or being late to classes or what have you. as long as an effort is made *at all*, that’s what matters in *my* preservation mode.
my mental health used to take a much worse hit when i was in school several years ago. with me going back to school again this past year and having to relive nearly all of the emotions and experiences from past semesters, it has not been at all easy. but if there’s one thing i learned from all of it, it was that your own physical and mental health should come first before anything else.
merely being in school during the spring semester will set off the spiral of emotions and stuff from what happened so many years ago. as a result, spring semesters especially are not easy for me. where going through these would nearly cause me to crumble entirely before, im now making it through one step at a time. mind you, the semester has not been AT ALL perfect, but as far as learning how to manage and care for myself is concerned, it’s been a solid step in the right direction.
just the act of setting bare minimums has reminded me that, even if I do slip up or if something bad happens, it’s not the end of the world. that even during these bad slumps, if I do turn something in late, it’s better than not turning in anything at all. that if I do show up to class late, I can at least acknowledge that I’m *trying* to go to class. that if I don’t give something my all due to low motivation, it isn’t indicative of my self-worth. and, on top of this, just further acknowledging that I *don’t have* the same energy I used to have when I was in my early 20s. especially now with a condition I didn’t have then which makes doing even simple things hard.
Thankfully, I’m not crumbling. I’m just doing the bare minimum until the semester ends, and will continue to do so until these feelings pass. I’m not going to work myself more than I need to. and that’s ok.
Because to me, not crumbling is progress enough.