Aayush Suman @theresacatonthesofa - Tumblr Blog

Sharon Olds, from “A Week Later”

Mary Oliver

for there are so many in line, whose lives aren't as lost as mine.

the stars have already died.

To write, it took all my theories and smashed them into little beliefs so I could learn to trust.

We were together. I forget the rest.

source: annalaura_art

Did you get enough love, my little dove? why do you cry?

- from the track 'Fourth of July' written by Stevens Stevens

the image floats,

it's stagnant but not the feeling,

among thousand others running like a train, through wires of my brain.

there is a sorrow, it reveals, from it's camouflage or perhaps my own ignorance that clouded my timeless empathy.

his smile is all that waters the memory.

it's all that there is.

it's all that there will ever be.

back on tumblr after so long ;)

p.s. - don't have anything to write though :/

For you, I'd bleed myself dry.

Depression can be delusive to your own mind.

What is grief? If not love persevering.

- unknown

is it truly the curiousity or is it just the stubbornness of my denial?

on this shirt, I found your smell and I sat there for ages, contemplating what to do with myself.

- from "102" by Matty Healy

hold on, if love is the answer, you're home.

- from 'Epilogue' by Daft Punk.

there's no one here.

I yearn for a calm mind.

Aayush Suman