[thesadbreeze]

I talk to god a little less now that I've lost my prayer.

[thesadbreeze]

Lowering my screen time is my only resolution

[thesadbreeze]

I think avoidant attachment is real. It's in my veins pretending to be my blood. Its colour is red.

I don't know how to save him from my love, the same red.

(the image doesn't belong to me)

[spirulin4]

avoidance has saved me from everything it's also killed me a hundred million times

[swagvo1d]

when the bugs start eating my heart all they will taste is you

[thesadbreeze]

I'll have to die to know if my grandmother is really gone or her heart still beats somewhere, somewhere happier.

[thesadbreeze]

Do people really die? If so, then why do they still breathe, laugh, cry, wave and smile in my memory.

I'm paralysed by my memories because you say she is no more.

[thesadbreeze]

I'm too fond of past and future. Happiness feels so good from a distance. I crave for what I had and what I can have until I have it.

[thesadbreeze]

I like how we label somebody as bad until it's us. It makes me realise how foolish often I, you, we and they can be.

[thesadbreeze]

people who like mathematics actually exist ? I'm jealous.

[thesadbreeze]

life doesn't end when you stop trying to fit in with your 'avoidant attachment issues.'

[thesadbreeze]

I am in a train, this half blind man was begging, So I took out money from my wallet and gave it to him. He said "women themselves can't wear properly, what can she give me" before taking the money. Everybody laughed, yes it was funny.

I was wearing a plain yellow shirt and a jeans.

I felt terrible because I understood that even a blind man has an eye to question my clothes but not to question his begging. I know I'm rude. But the humiliation was real. you can be kind , nice and helping and you'll still be judged for things you never thought shaped how they see you. Be you, be kind.

[thesadbreeze]

Be modest, hide your shoulders

Don't go alone, not at night 

Brother I'm afraid you are a monster

Like their brothers are to me

In next life I won't be a controversy but a woman.

-karabi

[thesadbreeze]

There are sadness but then there's the sadness of having acne.

[thesadbreeze]

I hate when people ask " are you flirting ?" when I just expressed my inherent uncontrollable over-flowing love like for god sake don't you dare to think that I say this to OTHER PEOPLE. I either love or don't talk at all. So no it's not FLIRTING.

[thesadbreeze]

[thesadbreeze]

Again writing from the overflowing love I've been carrying in my lungs, hardly able to breathe.