The New Me

"I believe people deserves second chances. I believe life happens for a reason. I believe after failure, I can still stand up and become successful in what I want to do. I am more than ready for the next chapter in my life!"

[wnq-writers]

Today is the day I will whisper ‘I love you’ and walk away.

jaedynrenai98  (via wordsnquotes)

[thesecondroadworthtaken]

My struggle.. and realization..

I struggle with myself image a lot. I never thought I was pretty or cool enough to be popular. The more I stress about things, the more weight I’ve gained and it only gets worst.. today possibly marks the day where my journal to find the best part of me begins. I having been wasting about 8 years being overweight. Time of youth and beauty is flying by and I need to stop taking these times for granted. This account will be dedicated to my weight loss journal and possibly along with my whining as I try to over come with my old bad habits on how I deal with my stress

[hplyrikz]

I can relate to this

[floralls]

[love-personal]

[thesecondroadworthtaken]

Only bff understands. Only bff knows what you mean.

[thesecondroadworthtaken]

Something I always struggle with..

I actually struggle with a lot of things.. But one of them is acting rich. Well I am rich for my age. I worked so hard to get everything i wanted. Those kids my age just ask and they got them. I had to work had for it. I was one of those kids too. Got a father who would give me anything I want but I was unfortunate to lose him when I was 14. I only lived with him for like 10 years my whole life. I took those shit for granted. And then I had to work for my shit. I was a mess when he left. Everyone in the family was a mess when he left this world. I had to kept working to improve my life. I wanted to act like those spoiled kids buying things for myself and acted like someone got them for me. How nice would that be? I am thirsty for those cared moments. It's not that I don't have anyone. I still have my mom and brother. It's just Idk I want to over come this shit and become better. I want to live real but I am fucking a mess and I am too embarrassed and such a coward.. I can't show the world how pitiful I am. All I wanted was to be normal like those average American kids. Well.. At least i have a confident to tell it now.. Life's still long and I am still working better on bettering myself.. Well goodnight world bcuz that's enough of my problem. I don't own all the problem in the world so ima psh now. :)

[thesecondroadworthtaken]

The scariest thing is happening to me, I'm sad about it but I have no idea why I'm sad..

[thesecondroadworthtaken]

When you have no one to turn to who listen or understand, that feeling is horrible and I'm such a coward.. I wish to die

[thelovejournals]

and we drink our coffee and pretend not to look at each other.

Charles Bukowski, “Luck” (via thelovejournals)

[thesecondroadworthtaken]

I messed up, okay? But why was I held responsible for my past?

[throwtheafterparty]

fuck the fucking fuckboys before the fucking fuckboys fuck you

[words-of-emotion]

Constantly in a battle with my own mind

Unknown (via words-of-emotion)

[words-of-emotion]

Don’t lose sight of your goal.

SixWordQuote (via words-of-emotion)

[dateaboysuggestion]

date a boy who will have profound conversations with you

[phooooooootos]

[eu-pho-riaa]

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here