convalescence

"Gatsby believed in the green light, the orgastic future that year by year recedes before us. It eluded us then, but that's no matter—tomorrow we will run faster, stretch out our arms farther. . . . And then one fine morning— So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past." -F. Scott Fitzgerald

[thesharamarie]

I am truly happy that I got to see #GreatAmericanGhost two nights in a row. My workouts wouldn't be as good without their music. Plus, 😍. (at THE MET)

[willcabrerapoetry]

Night & Day

I was a cold evening starless city-lit clouds over bundled eyes looking up at me and I was a cold evening smoking cigarette-dragging  cherry-ember moon guiding the ebb & flow of my smoke-signal flirting and I was  a cold evening longing for the new day’s warmth you were promising yourself to be.

I was  a cold evening December- touching, joyfully melting; you were a warm afternoon June- hugging, missing me; but we were diametric opposites in the galactic ballroom of our solstice hearts.

[thesharamarie]

Abcabc, 02 November 2015 (I haven't shared in awhile! Here's my newest.)

Lay me down Full-length prostration Bare skin and open heart

Hover above me wearing that crown Love me with every inhalation and exhalation Limbs locked from the very start

You’re heaven on earth And now heaven on me, in me I need to feel you sink deeply

You’re more than worth All the priceless pearls of the interminable sea Anything to have you with me, in me

Kiss me beneath the rising sun Fold around me as the moon shines Wake beside me intertwined, more beautiful in morning lights

We’ve only just begun Ponder the possibilities and the endless timeline Together all the indelible sights

Lay me down Full-length prostration Bare skin and open heart

You’re mine now And I, yours, your fixation This is only the start

[thesharamarie]

from

Nail me to the hardwood floor. Pounding Pounding Until I cannot feel anymore Except this Dirty linoleum floor. You left me to rot In the unclean crevices and cracks You cannot take back All the fucking shots To my heart And the burning Of my dignity. I once thought I was Pretty. Now I'M just broken and Bruised. My heart aches And I'm feeling Used. But used is better Than Nothing.

[shadow-poet]

Reverse Love Poem

I can live without you. Please do not believe that I need you. It was all a lie. When I pushed you away I said I would be happier And this is still the truth. I told you long ago that I needed you I remember Your silence. I don’t want Forgiveness, I never asked you To embrace me; I want you To stay away from me. I will never again tell you I love you.

(now read from bottom to top)

[thesharamarie]

Missing.

And I miss your green eyes and your dark brown hair. Eliminating all oh woe is me and I want your hands gripping my thighs in between my thighs, close, deep and your tongue inside of me; pull me close, so deep; your tongue deep inside of me.

[poems-and-words]

[thesharamarie]

[thesharamarie]

"Captivated by a perfect view Time stopped and I found my muse Brighter than the morning sun Flame burned until the night was done My faith in love was born again From the clouds you were heaven-sent." -Our Last Night

[yumireko-deactivated20170815]

If I had a flower for every time I thought of you…I could walk through my garden forever.

Alfred Lord Tennyson (via yumireko)

[4am-reflections]

what my life has been: messy hair, young love, not wanting to get out of bed in the morning because it’s too cold, remembering things we wish we’d forget, the silence you hear when you go outside at night, cute boys with heartbreaking smiles, getting lost in a book, missing people we shouldn’t, doing everything possible to embarrass your best friend, walking past people you used to know and pretending your strangers, going everywhere with headphones in your ears, cold feet and making up stories about strangers on public transit.

4am (via 4am-reflections)

[thesharamarie]

"To Pursue Happiness" / 05 October 2015

Love at least one moment every day. Love that moment with all your being. Feel its beauty warm your insides, So much so that the heat Radiates outward, Positively affecting anything In your vicinity, And, of course, Stoking the fire In your core and behind your wide eyes. Feel that love stretch from the Tips of your toes To the tip of your nose; To the crown you wear so well, To fingers' ends. Even if it's just for a mere breath Or single heartbeat: Strive to love something Every day.

[thesharamarie]

@lydiamusic, I can't imagine anything more beautifully intoxicating than being present while you perform. #RunWild #Lydia.

[thesharamarie]

[thesharamarie]

"Just like our eyes, our hearts have a way of adjusting to the dark" -Adam Stanley -

[thesharamarie]

Next - Too Close

Next's official music video for 'Too Close'. Click to listen to Next on Spotify: http://smarturl.it/NexSpotify?IQid=NextTC As featured on Platinum & Gold Col...

oh, gosh. This song. Thank goodness I didn’t understand the lyrics when I was a little, innocent fourth grader singing along at all the school dances.

[thesharamarie]

My Life <3

PETA

...happy Saturday.