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Sam Heughan as Jamie Fraser · Outlander 1.02

bakustark

Morally ambiguous character with long hair and a tragic backstory: [exists]

Me:

me: *on my period*

me: sometimes u gotta bleed to know that ur alive and have a soul

make--it--gayer

veztemporana-deactivated2019061

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scumbagsblog

I’ve never seen this with the update and it makes it so much funnier

teshuvahdyke

environmental racism isn't a thing. God how can people be so stupid. Plants don't have fucking opinions.

I’m … legitimately blown away that you think environmental racism is about the marginalization of plants.

dr0wnedperfectionist

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ritavonbees

from grammatical context I feel it is more likely anon was implying that environmental racism is when plants are bigoted, which if anything is funnier

Last Night..

I had this horrible anxiety attack while facetiming my parents. Honestly idk what to say to them today, they totally dealt with it horribly. Asking what was wrong after triggering and continuing to stress me out. Then telling me that it’s all in my head and it’s my fault that I’m freaking out. Like they expected me to talk to them during the attack but like they did not understand that I was very much dissociating and hyperventilating. They don’t really “believe” in mental health problems they just think you should power through, and if you’re not doing well its your fault. So now it’s awkward bc I’m afraid that if I talk to them about it they’re just gonna lecture me and low key trigger me again. But the things we were talking about/ what triggered me is something I have to do like, today, so now I’m afraid I’m gonna break down doing it. So I've been very much avoiding it, but I can’t live like that. Ugh. The past two weeks I’ve been so stressed and anxious and I just put so much pressure on my self and I’m sick of it. I think I should prob go talk to a professional, but idk who or how to do that

#like the future is a big stressor for me #I just want to be a sugar baby #or one of those people who knows wtf they want to do #because im at a crossroads and it feels like im drowning #but realizitically im only gonna work at these places for a handful of years #ive just been really unhappy lately and idk if it the pandemic or the life i chose #and im afraid its the later and dont want to choose poorly again #I just feel like people pressure me into my life choses and I cant say no #personal #mental health

When I was younger, I was always fascinated by how people living through major events throughout history were always so focused on their day to day lives. When I read diaries and primary sources, people would be talking about huge events with worldwide significance but they would just be...living their lives. Like COME ON a world war is happening and your main area of focus is how the rationing sucks and how you want to go to dances and stuff after All This Is Over?

But I get it now.

Now I understand.