Shooting Star

My name is Mackenzie and I am 23 years old. 7th Regiment 2014/2016. Oregon Crusaders 2017

[thesilenceisending]

"Does anyone ever realize life while they live it...every, every minute?"

Thorton Wilder, Our Town

[thesilenceisending]

I know I said this before, but I’m actually going to be taking time away from Tumblr for a little while. There’s a lot of things going on in my life that keep pushing me further down into a place I really don’t want to be. Tumblr has been an outlet for me to express my feelings and has always been something that made me feel better, but things are different now and I don’t think my rants on here are going to help, well I know they aren’t. It mostly makes me feel like I’m calling out into the abyss, and no one is there to respond. The past week has been the worst week yet and I don’t think it’s going to get better anytime soon. I honestly don’t know how avoiding Tumblr is going to help (it won’t), but I’m grasping at straws and I need to try something. 

[thesilenceisending]

I'd rather argue with you than to be with someone else

Kanye West

Blame Game

[thesilenceisending]

My worst nightmare is coming true. Please be okay. Please just be okay. As soon as I got that text my whole world just stopped. I'm calling everyone and asking everyone to see what happened and no one is answering me. I still love you and care about you more than anything in the world and I can't help but feeling like this is all my fault. I don't know what happened. I just want you to be okay. I just thought you were ignoring me and I was so so wrong and now everything is just crumbling around me. The only thing that is going to keep me going is to know if you're okay. I don't know how I would be able to live if you're not.

[thesilenceisending]

Wow my anxiety is really bad

[bring-the-homo]

I’m v offended I haven’t seen some of those in the rip vine videos so I made my own

[kabaks]

the older i get the more i realize what it meant for lily and james potter to die at 21. when you’re 11 and you’re reading the books, watching the films, 21 feels ancient. it did to me. even the actors they picked looked like they were in their thirties, because actual 21 year olds standing next to harry in the mirror would have been an excruciating sight i think. actual 21 year olds lined up in the photo sirius shows harry would have been horrible to see. they weren’t adults. i look at 21 year olds now and most of them are still teenagers. and i’m so sad because you know harry turns 21 and then 22 and then 28 and 29 and realizes how terribly young his parents were, how brave they were, how exceptional they were, GOD I’M SAD IM GETTING A BEER

[stuffedanimalpurse-deactivated2]

me, talking to a dog: you’re soft. are you even aware of your mortality? of course ur not. u pure, wholesome and sentient unselfish being. do u feel that? that’s my heart. i love you. look at those ears. here take my wallet

[maisiewilliams]

if only?? notre dame was real?????

[thesilenceisending]

Being home is so stressful

[odin-n-out]

So finals have got me down and I’ve decided all I want for christmas is to be as happy as jeff goldblum in a multi-colored cat sweater

[odin-n-out]

We are….less than close to our goal…..

[odin-n-out]

WOOOOOOOOAAAAAHHH WE’RE HALFWAY THERE

[odin-n-out]

OH MY GOD

OH MY GOD

OH MY GOD

[odin-n-out]

Hey everyone I just want to say

We did it

[marmitewarlock]

Live your dreams 2k18

[officialaudreykitching-deactiva]

‪At the end of the day it’s really just about being a good person. It doesn’t matter how you dress or what your hobbies are … It’s just about being a peaceful and compassionate person. That’s really it. Everything else is surface and irrelevant.‬

[ukulelekatie]

oh hi thanks for checking in I’m still a piece of garbage

[kalgalen]

Goddang raven tap dancing on my roof

[kalgalen]

Get A Job

[thepictoblr]

That IS his job

[kalgalen]

OH my bad sir please proceed

[paper-mario-wiki]

this my favorite edgar allen poe poem

[thesilenceisending]

So I actually thought I was going to be able to fall asleep early for once but I was wrong. My upstairs neighbors are blasting a movie so loud it is shaking my room, I can hear my one roommate laughing, and I'm having a panic attack

[taquito]

must be nice to be naturally pretty

[spengs]

im laughing @ this image of jeff goldblum bc it makes him look like a centaur but w the horse bit cropped out

[spengs]

update:

[spengs]

Look I didn’t spend 20 minutes drawing jeff goldblum as a centaur in front of my family for 3 notes

[betaruga]

Life found a way…