Goose on the Loose

This blog exist purely for my estranged rants. I'm not sorry.

[thesillygoose96]

WHO THE FUCK ASK IF THEY HAVE A PLUS ONE 4 DAYS BEFORE THE FUCKING WEDDING. COULD YOU RSVP FOR ANYONE BESIDES YOURSELF????!!!! NO!!!!!!! SO GUESS YOU ARE FLYING SOLO BITCH.

[thesillygoose96]

I'm Back

Hello I'm still alive if anyone cares. Lots of life updates

Got Engaged in 2024

wedding in 2026

still working remote

moved in with my bf in 2023 (now fiance)

almost 30 and dreading it

still depressed

finally got all the medical stuff figured out and have been cleared for 2 years now

still obessed with live shows and concerts

still gay (figured out I'm Pan though)

Actaully feeling like I have a future now.

[thesillygoose96]

I get a little bored sometimes

[thesillygoose96]

If one more fucking thing goes wrong with my body I’m going to lose my fucking mind. I can’t do this anymore. I don’t want to fucking be here, stuck in this fucking pain.

[thesillygoose96]

More things are going wrong

[thesillygoose96]

If one more fucking thing goes wrong with my body I’m going to lose my fucking mind. I can’t do this anymore. I don’t want to fucking be here, stuck in this fucking pain.

[thesillygoose96]

I’m so tired. I’m so fucking tired of feeling this way. I being so fucking stressed out and depressed.

[thesillygoose96]

I am not ok. I don’t even know how to fucking process this. It’s not happening. I going to ok. Deep breathes.

[thesillygoose96]

I’m about to lose my fucking mind

[illustration-alcove]

Classic R.L. Stine’s Goosebumps covers by Tim Jacobus.

[thesillygoose96]

I can’t even post I’m having mental breakdown cause people following my spam account. Fuck. Debating making more accounts.

[thesillygoose96]

You look so happy now. I want to be happy for you. Too bad you’re a complete asshole now and are acting like a child.

[thesillygoose96]

It’s wonderful to be alone

[thesillygoose96]

Let’s be honest. If I did it all of my problems would be gone.

[thesillygoose96]

Fuck I hate you

[thesillygoose96]

I don’t want this weekend to end. I don’t want to go back to reality.

[thesillygoose96]

I hate this day.

I’m fucking done. You don’t get to yell at me for being upset. You didn’t tell me you had the day off. Then yelled at me that I was controlling you by wanting to know what was going on. Then yelled at me for crying. I’m done. If you don’t fix this. I’m fucking out!!!!!

[thesillygoose96]

I should have fucking ended it there

[thesillygoose96]

Wouldn’t it be hilarious if I just *die*. I’m kidding.....