[tordenvejr]

if i may... i am glad you are here on this earth with me

[thesleepingsoul15]

You are in wind, I am in the water.

Nobody's son nobody's daughter.

[thesleepingsoul15]

Come on,make it easy say,I never mattered.

[thesleepingsoul15]

In winter

I collapse!!

[thesleepingsoul15]

Childhood memories drags behind me like a possessed man?

[thesleepingsoul15]

How do you confront your buried self?

[thesleepingsoul15]

अगर मगर और काश हुं मै!!

[imfullofworms]

All of me

is wrapped

up in you.

All of me

that is woundless,

bruiseless—a thing

born bloodless

from glances, touches

and kisses.

I simply wasn't

before there

was us.

by me <3

[elationhigh]

did it hurt? when you realized that your childhood trauma was going to affect you for the rest of your life and truly changed you as a person and didn’t just give you a good sense of humor?

[pealiveson]

Dear school,

Here’s what I’ve always wanted to say to you. Just two words.

Fuck. You.

Fuck you for making my life, a life that I loved, a life I continuously work to find worth waking up to, a living hell. Congratulations because you’ve turned a child with curiosity and a spark into a teenager who drinks tons of coffee and is never mentally free because of assignments that never stop coming. Congratulations, for turning an innocent, happy child into a teenager who loathes everyone around them, who prioritizes marks over morals and health. Congratulations, you’ve turned everything I loved about learning and made it the thing I despise the most. Congratulations, I have stopped dreaming now, I’ll go by your rules and I’ll stop thinking that I ever had a choice. Congratulations, I have given up on a life that does not revolve around academic excellence and bullshitting papers. Congratulations, you have made me hate my life worse than my worst demons ever did. Congratulations, you have turned a human into a numb robot.

I don’t feel anymore. I stopped feeling a long time ago because feelings were never as important as the test tomorrow. I stopped playing a long time ago because my joy right now was never as important as the test tomorrow. I stopped voicing my opinions a long time ago because they were never as important as the answer that the book said was correct. I stopped learning a long time ago because it didn’t matter as long as my marks were still low. I stopped loving myself a long time ago because I am not lovable and I am a disgrace if I am rebellious and don’t give you the grades you want. I stopped wanting things a long time ago because I don’t deserve them unless the exam scores are 100 percent.

I stopped living a long time ago because it was never as important as going to school tomorrow.

So congratulations. Congratulations for taking a little human and killing them inside and producing an academic ghost of a robot.

Congratulations. What a fucking feat. You have killed my soul and replaced it with bitter, deep-rooted anger.

Congratulations, for ruining all our lives.

Fuck you.

[scribblesbyavi]

ⓘ This user just wanna lay under the starry sky on a full moon night and listen to old classics with love of life.

[abernathyvalois]

April come and bring rainstorms to wash all my trouble and discontentment away

[velvetdayss]

*Think twice before doing this* bold of you to assume that I'm capable of thinking even once

[dyingbelladonna]

In exams I use this thing called the guess and hope method

[kleise-ta-matia-sou-kai-xorepse]

I miss those days in 2003 when I didn't even exist

[velvetdayss]

My Pronouns are anxiety/overthinking

[mysterieuxclairdelune]

{Hannah Green, from "Are you still hungry, Mother?"/ Unknown/Sam Gordon, "A Mother's Hate"/ Ella Wilson/ Joan Tierney/ Ella Wilson/ Ocean Vuong, from On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous/ Unknown/ Nayyirah Waheed/ Sharon Olds, “Holding To A Wall, Treading Saltwater”/ John Green, Turtles All the Way Down/ Safia Elhillo, "an inheritance," published in Narrative Northeast/ Annie Ernaux, from I Remain in Darkness/ Poplar Street by Chen Chen/ Unknown/ Tumblr User: @inkskinned/ Elena Poniatowska, from "La Flor de Lis," published c. January 2011/ Kyung-Sook Shin, Please Look After Mom}