Soldier

System of darkness and despair

8 posts

[thesoldier-system]

I can’t off myself because I feel I have a duty to my younger alters to be able to let them live happily like I never got to

[thesoldier-system]

How are you supposed to pick a career path with DID? We want to do different things😭

[thesoldier-system]

Yk when you can’t tell anyone how you’re feeling because then it becomes real, then you have to face and confront your problems and that’s awkward

- ??

[thesoldier-system]

I’ve had some thoughts on how humans perceive mortality.

If life has no meaning, if we don’t truly have a goal while alive on this planet , does it even matter if we live? What’s driving humanity forwards if we can’t even possibly comprehend why we’re here? why bother?

Well,

humans are feral, like wild beasts, they live only to take from others. Our purpose must be some twisted game if all we are, and all we ever will be are monsters disguised as diplomats, congressmen, fathers, mothers, wives, husbands, doctors, cops, priests all of it.

all are hypocrites in the end. Judging one for the sharpness of their knife and then praising another for the quality of the cut. Beautiful humans who hide their faulty ways are just as guilty as the ugly ones who showcase theirs.

In the end humanity was born to be doomed.

It could be anything, an accident that came from space, the sun; sick of our cruelty, exploding, or our very own greed, our pride we chocked to death on.

It’s the deserved fate of humans to die.

if not, man would cause chaos on more worlds than just this one.

- Twoa

[thesoldier-system]

Nothing outmatches the life we have to live…

…other than the relief of death that follows

[thesoldier-system]

I need system friends </3

[thesoldier-system]

I’ve always disliked people, I find them disgusting by nature, though I might admit it’s not fault of their own.

Something about how people ruin the things in life that have meaning and value, watering them down into shallow concepts, ghosts of what used to be the beauty of words.

- Mori

[thesoldier-system]

When you can’t talk anywhere but online about your DID cause of fear of judgment:

- Tony