The Strangely Lost

My Dream, My Thoughts, My Soul ...

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[thestrangelylost]

30/11/2015 22:59

People pretend they know it all, they know your past and present, they understand what you've been through, and pretend you have to agree with their vision, of your own self.

There was a time I used to bow, and agree to what ever is thrown, while i keep everything deep down and struggle with my own self.

Life showed me both ends of the spectrum, I've tried to please the ones I thought they used to accept me the way I am, they way I think and act and give every little bit of my heart while I end up with nothing.

I'm strong enough to please my own self, be happy with the little things I do and make the ones that truly matters smile all day long while giving me more than I can ever give to them.

Believe me, I'm strong enough to live by my own self enough to die on my own and smile while I close my eyes for the last time.

[thestrangelylost]

07/10/2015 15:49

Being beaten in the face feels way better than being hit deep inside your heart.

No matter how many layers you have, one day you will find someone that will shatter your heart although you thought you don’t have any.

The feeling of being broken, Knives loitering deep inside. Staring, drinking and thinking, why now and why me.

After all this time, why you, although I feel and look strong, inside I gave it all up, that strange particular feeling, of being strangely lost.

When trust can't been found and not even love is around.

You  look at faces and feel that you can even trust your own self, cause you are afraid of opening your mouth.

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[thestrangelylost]

18/08/2015

The moment when you open your eyes and you are half way through your scariest dreams.

Don’t know if you are alive or slaughtered while your lips are still shivering and taste fear.

Your eyes wide open like you have just watched someones death happening.

Looking around for walls painted in blood and voices which loiter in your head.

Holding to your own self feels safer than ever before, While your brain is ticking the fear away.

A dream which will keep it close enough to remember, so I grin every time just with the thought becoming reality.

[thestrangelylost]

16/06/2015 00:50

Your eyes glitter when you smile.

While your lips feel warm without being touched.

The moment you spoke, curiosity started.

Being unknown but yet felt close to known. A sleepless night staring at your thoughts feels like my past being narrated through a soft voice.

I would like to thank you for your beautiful presence although far and new yet feels warm and humble.

[thestrangelylost]

15/05/2015 18:18

The angriness changed to pleasure, the fear to guts, loneliness to peace, My masks thrown away while my inside me became my outside.

While I listen to the drums being played, imagining your own head being bludgeoned to death I smile and laugh around.

This feeling inside me self pleasuring me is endless.

You stepped inside my own world, but one day you will regret all the moments we shared while they change to endless nights.

Words can be spoken, feelings can be broken, but thoughts will keep loitering inside your empty heads while you try to forgive, your own self.

My Face and my Soul reflect coal, I don’t need to hide or run I am what I Am and proud of my own sickness while others try to hide their own.

Forgiveness is a something I hope I will never know, while hatred makes me feel alive and peaceful with my own soul.

My heart is no longer bothered to care, parts of me are ripped apart by my own mistakes while you sold & used me for your own self.

If you pretend to know me think again and leave me alone. If you want me to be inside you, you need to break my walls and of the ones before you.

What i have inside me is growing, while it kills every light that might get me back to reality.

[thestrangelylost]

23/04/2015 04:00

Wake Up Lullaby is all I’m listening, A woman’s voice deep and seductive, Making me addictive with every step,

Feels like I’m sipping from the devil’s cup, While I’m wearing my skin through this dark passage, I dread to feel.

I could feel her lips touching while she is calling my name. All I want is to see and feel her from the inside while I smile next to my trophy.

A hand I need to hold, a face I need touch but all I have is a voice loitering through a passage were all is dark and burned to ashes.

[thestrangelylost]

09/04/2015 08:00

The taste of death wake me up each morn, Deep inside burning my flesh and bones, And reminding me I’m still valid.

My Eyes hurting each time screaming for more unconsciousness sleeping to feel dead again.

Craving to be alive once again while, the sound of Walls being scratched with fingernails Loiter inside my head continuously.

I never hated or wanted change, but the paths we take change on their own, Just like wine changes it taste.

Blow me away, crucify me, eat my own flesh while I look away, I will give you the gun, But make me feel alive once again.

[thestrangelylost]

07/10/2014 16:00

When sadness is so deep that you can feel your throat being slit from inside

The strange feeling in your stomach, like it’s twist in torns.

Sweaty hands around your neck while you try to take your last gulp of air.

Cold rushing into your body as if you have just been thrown into open waters.

Slowly being swallowed, just like pride until you’ve touched the bottom.

You can Scream like you know how to, While I march away grinning.

Cause you just made me proud again.

I am my own sadness and happiness, Inside I have my own pins that pearses and pleases me all the time time.

Cause at the end

Ashes are Ashes, we all fall down.

[thestrangelylost]

05/10/2014 07:10

When you open your eyes and nightmares are back to the grave.

but they leave

that sore feeling of waking up guilty just like a slaughterer.

You know you are safe but deep down you are still gagging.

While trying to run away when the floor under you is covered with frozen remains.

Try to talk and ask for directions, when the ones you 

are asking have their eyes and ears slit off

and

each light you see is just a reflection of your own soul.

[thestrangelylost]

02/09/2014 03:30

Tears may run down my face,

Hearts may be broken within days, Your smell against my skin vanished, The sensation of feeling safe and understood, went away.

Within minutes feelings grew, Within hours dark secrets were shared, Within days love grew without boundaries.

I will never forget your beautiful face, Your warm heart always ready to touch me, The lips that make me feel alive, and your Simplicity that makes me miss you every second.

Days are running out, which makes it more tense each time we meet, more Passionate more Intense and Addictive.

I just want to tell you that,

I’m here to make you feel Safe, I’m here to make you feel Yourself, I’m here to make you feel Wanted,

I’m here to Love you, and hold you next to me.

Till our eyes are buried under dust.

[thestrangelylost]

29/08/2014 16:00

Slowly coming undone, I will crawl on you, While you take your last breath. Feeling your cold skin, under my teeth, Bleeding.

The insatiable craving, of watching you in pain. Broken, Bruised and Blinded, makes my soul eager, for More and More.

Now,

Turn towards me if you’d like, Smile and Caress me,

Tell me that you Love me, Call me Strange, Whisper I’m a Pussy,

Cause now you’re pleasuring me.

[thestrangelylost]

20/08/2014 10:30

Like being thrown down a cliff, were you can’t hold or rest.

The feeling of being slit from head to toe, you cant even hold your chest.

Inside feels heavy with thoughts, while your face is blank with blood.

The moment when you realise you’re lost, lost into your own thoughts.

A million words, hundreds of people, around me, talking to me, looking at me, but just one really matters.

The one I wanted to stay next to, The one I wanted to make love to again, The one that kept me awake all night.

Just by looking at her eyes, my heart feels heavy.

Just by touching her lips, I feel drunk and insatiable.

Just by touching her thighs, I feel safe, warm and understood.

[thestrangelylost]

15/08/2014 15:00

From morning to night, I will stay out of sight. As far as my eyes can see, my heart will feel.

My fault, Mea culpa, I should have known by now. Realized how things should go, Shit, but that’s how it is.

No more heavy breathing, while I try to rest.

No more hard feelings, while you act like you don’t know me, while I wait in my bed.

While you look down on me, I choke in my own words and feel paler inside.

In the world that has become, my skin feels cold and my heart lost without hope.

It’s not about the past, but about the people we became.

It’s cause of you.

[thestrangelylost]

10/08/2014 11:00

You won’t always see what’s coming, but you know what you have.

See what’s keeping you inside, while you bite your thoughts away.

You won’t always be lucky, but you will always have an ace, which is your heart.

Confusion will make you realize, what you have and what you need, but most importantly, what you feel.

Keep smiling, and let the ones around you wonder while they slit their throats with Envy …

[thestrangelylost]

12/12/2013 19:30

The moment when you close your eyes, feel your heart lost and your soul empty.

The wind whispering outside, While the rain is blown away. Like leaves on a Sunday morning.

Water dripping and pushing himself in, towels eat all the ones that made it through.

The sweet smell of a new day being born, A day hated by some & celebrated by others.

For me it was the day I was born, The day that I keep close while others reject.

Tomorrow i just wish, Happy Friday the 13th to all …