Diary of a homophobe

I'm slowly dying of misunderstandings from those who should understand and love. I'm slowly going to.... pronouns: he/his/him — • A FROM MONGOLIA •𓇢𓆸 𝟏𝟗𝟖𝟔—the nuclear disaster that caused the explosion of 4 nuclear power plants and later permanently destroyed the cities of Chernobyl, Pripyat, Limansk.

[thetheloony]

—"Am I human? I don't feel human after I died. I still feel the rope around my neck. Is it terrible?" —Sallivan Tarbish.

⟡₊ ⊹ 𓇢𓆸𓍯𓂃𓏧♡. ⋆.˚

AND SO ON....

I'm Sullivan! Sally Tarbish, Sullivan Tarbish... My name means "mist" and my last name means that I'm not human! hehe... Like that... In my country, we can change our last name at birth (our parents do it for us!!!....) I'm just a person, I like sweets and other delicious things... (Chips too!) 🍿

☣⚠ — I am engaged in drawing. I rarely draw because of my laziness. I'm trying to be open and understand the ideas expressed and shown by other artists!!!!☢️⚠️⚠️

𓇢𓆸𓍯𓂃𓏧♡

DNI: adult seducers, bots, radical feminists are those who wish all men in the World to die on the basis of gender.

—ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀꜰʀᴀɪᴅ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴄʜᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍsᴇʟᴠᴇs? —any people who have seen the blog)

—𝑵𝒐. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒂𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒅𝒐, 𝒏𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒂𝒓𝒆. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒂𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒏. 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒎 𝒂𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒑𝒖𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕. 𝑰 𝒈𝒐𝒕 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌. 𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒏 06/27/2025. 𝑰𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒃𝒆𝒈𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈. 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆.

⋆ ☄.°‧ 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 ·｡

— My head is my enemy. If anyone had read or listened to Clark, or understood what words make up who I am, they would understand how I understand it. I have nothing to do to kill people, to do evil, to wish Something bad if they haven't done anything to me, it's just stupid and cruel. And I don't want to be cruel anymore after others have been cruel to me....

⋆ ☄.°‧ 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 ·｡

⋆ ִֶָ ๋𓂃🎐 ⋆

[thetheloony]

I'm genuinely confused, do you have other accounts? I've been interested in your account for a while now since I've never seen someone who is homophobic but not hateful. Although, for a lot of your posts the same people reblog it, like it, comment and defend you. I find it rather odd because their pages are mostly full with reposts of your posts, along with their likes.

This is just an observation I made but I would like to hear your opinion on it. 🌷

I don't know. They do what they want. Or they don't. I don't give a damn about that. 😶‍🌫️🤌

[thetheloony]

ASHER: — Sally, I brought you a new book!

SALLY: .. NO.. not about the fucking artificial intelligence, please.

ASHER: No. This is a book about LGBT acceptance.

SALLY: I hope you bought it forever.🥲🤌

ASHER: Where are you.....

SALLY: Well, whatever say... I'm in the fridge.

[thetheloony]

You can't be upset because people block you after you go around calling yourself homophobic. Blocking instead of attacking is honestly a better outcome than anything else. You can't expect people to dive deeper into what you mean when the first thing they see on your blog is you calling yourself a homophobe. If you want them to understand you, you gotta understand how it looks in their perspective.

And then why do they write to me and tell me what to do? I have already answered all these questions. But no, they need to be noticed and blocked...and this is not the first time. Although it's almost all clear to me. I just notice it and block it in response. What else should I do? )

[thetheloony]

I will continue to talk about myself as a homophobe. I won't hide. Why? Because my attitude towards LGBT people, even if it is neutral, fits the description of homophobia (why?) Don't be afraid to write to me, don't be afraid to ask questions, and then don't block me if you don't like it. I'm not forcing you to watch my blog or be offended/afraid of me. I'm not going to harass you just because you're "not like that." You are what you should be. That's all I wanted to say.

You can accuse me of hypocrisy, or whatever you call it, but I don't want any misunderstandings. I'M TRYING TO UNDERSTAND YOU. so understand me in return.

[zelovinit]

I got sick of you labeling yourself as homophobic when you aren't so I decided to show you the different types of homophobia. If you still can't find your own label, I'll help even more:

Homophobia is an irrational fear, prejudice, or aversion toward homosexuality and individuals who identify as lesbian, gay, or bisexual.

Internalized homophobia occurs when LGBTQIA+ individuals consciously or unconsciously absorb society's negative biases, stigma, and prejudices against queer identities and turn them inward, directing that shame and self-hatred toward themselves

Heteronormativity refers to the pervasive cultural belief that heterosexuality is the default or "normal" mode of human interaction. People raised in heteronormative environments may naturally feel uncomfortable simply because they haven't learned to accept or understand other ways of living.

An Unconscious Bias happens when someone holds prejudiced beliefs or makes assumptions without realizing it. It is often driven by a lack of education or exposure to the LGBTQ+ community.

[thetheloony]

I don't think it will help much. Sometimes tolerance reaches such an extent that any word can be perceived as a phobia. That's what I'm leading the monologue to. Basically, I don't care what else people might call it. Maybe I'm good for you, I don't know. (It feels good, thanks)

Thank you for giving me a couple of examples and types of homophobia. I'm still figuring out what exactly is in me.

[thetheloony]

I will continue to talk about myself as a homophobe. I won't hide. Why? Because my attitude towards LGBT people, even if it is neutral, fits the description of homophobia (why?) Don't be afraid to write to me, don't be afraid to ask questions, and then don't block me if you don't like it. I'm not forcing you to watch my blog or be offended/afraid of me. I'm not going to harass you just because you're "not like that." You are what you should be. That's all I wanted to say.

You can accuse me of hypocrisy, or whatever you call it, but I don't want any misunderstandings. I'M TRYING TO UNDERSTAND YOU. so understand me in return.

[thetheloony]

Happy pride!

[thetheloony]

Happy pride month and happy Omnisexual Day!!! 🥳

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[thatrandomrebloggers-blog]

Hey y'all I did a square in the quilt! :D

[tylers-tackboard]

Thought I'd reblog this for pride month :P

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[thetheloony]

🤌💚

[thetheloony]

Brochacho, if you're homophobic why are you following me? My whole content revolves are mlm relationships 😭 (Not trying to be rude btw)

Because I can. And it doesn't matter to me who I subscribe to and who I don't (as long as it's not a psycho). And you're just a human being, and so on...

[thetheloony]

Some people still don't understand that just because I'm homophobic doesn't mean I'm holding up a sign that says "I want you all to die."

[thetheloony]

What's your favorite drink? (Tea/coffee/juice/hot chocolate/etc)

Juice

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🥲❤️🌱

[thetheloony]

Forgive me, I love you.

What are you apologizing for, Syberry?