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Hi, I'm Trevor

Inbox/asks:

I receive a lot of messages and asks daily and it's gotten to a point that I can't respond to all of them. Every so often I go through and answer some, but I can't answer all. I do read every single one I get, but just know it may never get a response.

a few things about me:

!!If you're old enough to be my parent I will block you if you interact. I know you will look and I can't control that, but don't talk to me!!

I'm Into:

- Bellies

- Weight gain, rapid gain, accidental gain

- Weight gain denial

- Teasing about my gain and light shame

- Mutual gain

- Contrast

NOT Into:

- Death feederism

- Immobility

- Ed related talk associated with feedism

DO NOT:

- Ask me to show certain parts of my body. I show off only what I'm comfortable with. At the end of the day this isn't a job, so everything I post is going to be what I'm comfortable with.

Does anyone say anything about your weight anymore?

Close friends and family don't much, but there are definitely looks. I notice people looking at my belly as well as the food I'm eating. I do still get a few comments every so often at family gatherings, especially from cousins I'm close with. I have one cousin who used to be kinda chunky, who jokes about how we traded places. I was always skinny growing up, and he was jealous, but then when I started getting fat, he slimmed down. Now he looks similar to what I was, and I'm bigger than he ever was.

thethoughtfulstudentcomputerus

I wish I could just be like 230 pounds and have stretch marks all over my belly and have the struggle of losing weight. Like even if I lost the weight I'd still have the deep stretch marks to remind me of what I did to myself and the thought of that is fucking hot to me. I don't want to be fat forever, but maybe seasons of it. I get fit for a bit and then family sees me after not seeing me for a while and they'll be thinking "he got even bigger". Like it's a known thing that no matter how in shape I get, I ultimately will end up stuffing myself to the max again and again and ruin all my hard work and get even fatter than I did the last. Maybe some day, I'll just give in and stay fat.

thethoughtfulstudentcomputerus

This is hilarious now

How much do you weigh now?

Not sure, my scale told me I'm 185, 304, and 233 when I tried to weigh myself today, so I have zero idea at the moment. I was weighed at a doctor appointment a little over a month ago and was 286, so I'm thinking I'm somewhere in the mid-280s to low-290s. I'd be shocked if I'm below 280.

pudgyfolk

another day another “my belly wont stay under this shirt at work so i’ve just given up and it’s a crop top now”

thethoughtfulstudentcomputerus

fuck that's hot

God you're so hot!! Happy to see you posting again!

Out of curiosity, what has you trying to lose weight?

Honestly, I'm just too damn big and the struggles are annoying day-to-day. I have to pay attention to weight limits and am always crossing my fingers that I can trust chairs when out in public/at someone's house, my belly touches the steering wheel when I drive, shoes and socks are hard to put on, I struggle to fit in a lot of normal sized spaces.... like the world really isn't made for big people. I genuinely can't even imagine what it's like for people bigger than myself. I had to get an MRI recently for migraines and I'm not over the weight limit, but I just barely fit in the normal sized machine and I had to wear two gowns bc one wasn't big enough to close.

I've been trying on and off for a while, but I just keep losing a little and gaining it all back. The lowest I get is around 275 and then next I know I'm back up to around 300. The problem is what y'all warned me about a long time ago--I'm so far gone and get off to said struggles every night after stuffing my fat face. I genuinely want to get back to a normal weight, but at the same time I struggle to finish unless I'm shaking and slapping my huge stuffed belly--it's actually a problem 🥴😂

Lol so I had my first neurologist appointment yesterday for migraines and was 285lbs, and one of the first things he said was "have you always been heavier?" Which I told him I used to be 120lbs, and I've actually lost almost 30lbs from my highest, and he was like "was the weight gain bc of covid?"

Lmfao how many people have blown up since covid and been unable to lose the weight that he thought it was the most likely explanation? Or another question, I wonder how many have this kink and blame the gain on covid.... I mean, thinking about how kinks often form (shame), it'd make sense that it's actually common.

Also, the nurse seemed surprised that my bp was in a normal range, which was kinda hilarious.

#gaining weight on purpose #gaining weight #fatboy #getting bigger #gut #fat

Out of curiosity, do you know what your weight is currently at? I'm just wondering if you've lost, maintained or gained, regardless of your intentions!

Currently sitting around 280-285 ish. I'm not really trying to gain or lose atm, just eating what I want when I want to, and it's been kinda holding steady.

softkittytiff

Getting Round ✨

My brain automatically assumes people that blow up do it on purpose and I feel like it’s a problem 😂

There’s this girl at my school that I’ve had in a class before years ago, and I haven’t seen her around again until this semester, and she’s put on quite a bit of weight. Like she was a bit chubby before, but now she’s FAT. Like her belly was hanging out of her tank top today and she at one point tried to pull her shirt down a bit, but it just didn’t budge. Her gut was jiggling with every step she took, and I just wanted to go up and slap and shake the thing, and tell her what a good pig she is 🫠 She also has a massive double chin now, and my brain can’t help but wonder if she got fat on purpose. Is that awful of me? Like I don’t just stare at people and make it weird, but my brain just automatically goes there.

There was another person that I’ve been wondering the same about because she blew up FAST—like was pretty small at the end of the winter semester, not even chubby, and then over the summer got BIG and came back in the fall with a gut and thick juicy thighs with stretch marks all over, and didn’t seem to try to hide any of it. Like 90-100lbs kind of weight that you’d have to be stuffing your face all the time to get that big in 3 months. She’s only like 5’ tall, so it really adds a lot to her frame, and I’ve overheard her talking to other people about her new back issues, and I can’t help but wonder if it’s because of the weight of her belly and boobs that she didn’t have this past May.

#fat belly #gaining weight on purpose #gaining weight #getting bigger #chubby #fat #gut

pudgyfolk

are you open to be teased here while you work?:3

yes please!

I'm so hungry and want pizza but nothing is open near me at 1am 🙁

#I'm gonna wither away #i want pizza

that belly sticks out so far

Only going to stick out further

It's the first thing to enter a room by far, and definitely gets in the way. I keep knocking shit over with my gut. You'd think I'd be used to its size by now, but 🤷‍♂️

You are so unbelievably hot. The way you look in that dark green shirt..... 🤤🤤🤤

Thank you ☺️ I love going to the store in that shirt to get junk food--I definitely get quite a few "you really need all that?" looks 🥴

Part of me is sad when you go on hiatus, and another part of me always looks forward to you inevitably showing up with another picture that shows how much heavier you got bc you just can't control your appetite! Last weigh in was 312, I don't quite remember how long ago, but I'm sure I don't speak for myself when I say, I look forward to the new weight update next time you post ♥️♥️♥️🤤🤤🤤

I'm currently recovering from top surgery, and have lost a bit of weight as a result of my appetite being fucked and also bc I have to eat the stuff my family buys. I can't drive atm, so I've had to eat nasty healthy shit bc they refuse to buy the ice cream, cookies, and fast foods I've been asking for. I'm down to about 298 rn

Once I'm recovered I'll likely gain all of it back pretty quickly though 😂