'nuff said
If you'd like to read my old stuff (from back when this all started) here's a link. I hope there's something there that can help. 😊
❤️ Jen
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'nuff said
If you'd like to read my old stuff (from back when this all started) here's a link. I hope there's something there that can help. 😊
❤️ Jen
I finished another one! I actually love how this turned out. It's my great-grandma that did tarot card readings out of her apartment in NYC. My uncle told us she charged $1/reading and had about $70,000 by the time she died in 1970...that is a LOT of people. 😳😲
❤️ Jen
My very first tiger drawing and my latest
Your skill level is unquestionable but listen.
I love him.
me also. as well.
This is the COOLEST thing I’ve seen in AGES. You both completely made my entire week.
Vote for me! Daily if you can... I appreciate all votes. I am moving up to #1, currently #4. Help me win this thing!
Since I Have A Severe Mental Illness, I Love Creating Art Because It Gives Me An Escape From All The Noise In My Head.
My newest artwork..."waiting". Just finished him this morning.
I hate that SEPTember OCTOber NOVember and DECember aren’t the 7th, 8th, 9th, and 10th months.
Whoever fucked this up should be stabbed
Today’s your lucky day
Something I'm working on now...
Mixed media heart...made out of foam clay, painted with acrylics.
Hello everybody...sorry it's been so long...
See...I've been down lately. I've gained weight...and I mean a LOT...like about 100lbs lot. I already had trouble getting around...now it's damn near impossible. I hurt so much when I try to walk and the only time I get comfort is when I'm in my recliner, so that's where I stay most of the time. Can't even sleep in my bed. This really sucks. TBH...I even entertained the thought of ending it...but I couldn't do that to my kiddo, so here I am pouring my troubles onto you guys. Lol. Sorry about that. To top it off the voices are being a huge PITA. Of course when my psychiatrist asks, I just say it's bearable. Why do I lie to him like that? Hmm...maybe because I'd rather not go back in the hospital again... Anywho, back to the weight. I really don't know why I gained so much. I never changed a thing about how or what I eat...just started gaining. Even started eating less most days. Not that it helped. I'm in a wheelchair when I'm not in the house, not that that's very often. I'm tired all the time. My hair is getting so thin now. My skin is very dry, and im tired all the time. I just don't know what to do at this point. I'm so stressed out all the time that all I want to do is cry, and ee just found out that our landlord died, and they're going to have to sell the house we've stayed in since November 1998...
Well...I'm tired, so I'm going to go to sleep now.
Goodnight all. Thanks for listening...
❤️ Jen
I go to work, no one knows I'm schizophrenic.
I make prosthetic feet, none of the costumers know the person who made their prosthetic is schizophrenic.
I go to the grocery store, none of the fellow shoppers or cashiers know I'm schizophrenic.
I take the bus, no one knows I'm schizophrenic.
I go to concerts, no one knows I'm schizophrenic.
I sing karaoke at bars, no one knows I'm schizophrenic.
I pass my neighbors in the stairway, no one knows I'm schizophrenic.
I walk in the park, none of the owners of the dogs I pet know I'm schizophrenic.
Sure, these people may notice that I seem anxious, odd, maybe spaced out at times, but they don't know I'm schizophrenic.
So you don't know that if the strangers around you are schizophrenic either. We are ~0.3-1% of the population. We are everywhere. We are your coworkers, your classmates, your neighbors, the people at the grocery store or on the bus, the people singing at the bars and concerts, the people in your friend group or family. We are part of your community, part of society, part of your life. You wouldn't know unless we told you, and we often don't because of the unfair stigma against us.
Just please consider that we may be close by the next time you choose to make fun of us, or demonize us, or erase us.
And yes, we are also the people speaking to someone that isn't there on the side of the road, or living in a long term psychiatric facility, or locked up in prison, but we are all still part of your community, part of society and part of your life and deserve the same respect that any other human deserves.
Just because you don't care about us, doesn't mean we aren't there.
I am not attempting to hijack this post, but it got me thinking about my own situation, as an individual who got diagnosed as an adult and experienced what I now understand was a childhood onset of symptoms.
I’ll never forget reading a book for a class assignment when I was 10, and the word “schizophrenia” was used metaphorically. My teacher asked if any of us knew what that meant. While being symptomatic and undiagnosed, I was one of two students who was familiar at all with what it was, though incredibly vaguely.
I was chosen to give an answer, and all I knew was “hearing voices”. I was agreed with, but my teacher also added a joke that it meant you were a “real crazy person”.
None of my peers, none of my teachers, and no one in my family understood they were regularly interacting with a schizophrenic. And it’s really wild to understand this.
You're all good! This addition is extremely relatable. People never talk about schizophrenia as if there could be someone with it in the room. Including educators who give us our first impression of what schizophrenia is. And if we are struggling with symptoms, and they teach us that being schizophrenic makes you a bad person in some way, we might be less willing to tell people about it. The negative stigma is a big reason a lot of us go so long trying to hide it and not asking for help.
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I hope some of my followers can help... 💔
It's my 12 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
Finished coloring my hair tonight...
Love it! 😍❤️😍
Weird thought...
I need to design watches.
They'd be Tigerlady's watches...
Otherwise known as...
...
...
... "T'watches" lolol
Interested in buying my artwork? Visit me on artboxy, or let me know here! Thanks so much for looking!
❤️ Jen
Sorry I haven't posted in so long. So much has happened, I don't even know where to begin. The voices are still here obviously. The good news is my kidney filtration rate is back up. So that's good news. 👍 maybe I can get into a drug study again...
Oh! Before I forget. I don't remember if I posted this before, but here's a little something I wrote about my marriage a few years ago...
A peek into my marriage - "you're so lucky"
"You've been married 27 years?"
"You're so lucky".
I don't feel lucky.
Determination?
Or did I even think
of the outcome?
Neither wants to be here.
Why are we?
We still care...
...but, love?
Love seems farthest from your mind,
not even our kid is safe.
Why do you insist
on treating us this way?
Questions turn to anger -
anger clouds the judgment.
Your reactions are killing us.
If you just thought about
what you said,
and what you did...
The abuse.
Not physical,
but it might as well be -
it hurt us deeper than you'll ever know.
Changed us -
into a mess
of emotions
we don't know how to control.
But you do.
And control you do,
both you and us...
Every day.
Can't do anything.
Can't buy anything.
Unless it came from you.
Aren't marriages supposed to be equal?
How is this equal,
when I can hardly do anything
without your approval...
You are *such* a good actor.
Might win "best in picture"
for your performance
in this show.
You may have everyone else fooled,
but you don't fool us.
Still think I'm so lucky?
You don't know the half of it...
...yes... I am *so* lucky.
I gotta tell you...so much stress. So much. Even my psychiatrist is like "no wonder you haven't gotten better"...
Welp...that killed the writing mood. 🫤😜😂
I guess I'll have to write some more another time. I promise I won't wait so long this time...
❤️ Jen
It's that time of year again...
How do you snuggle with your bubby(s)?
250 posts!
Yea! How bout that? I'm up to 250 posts!
Good advice, dontcha think?
Here's to 250 more!
❤️ Jen