Neuro Electric Butterfly

liquid reflective Atlantis/rosettes on the lute of Pythagoras everything you see is your own/in the cybershade; harmony in ultraviolet, smears in red electric rainbow A memory that desires to be total and sublime, but can never be.

[gods-chariot]

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“Sunset Corp” - Dania Shapes

[rustedskyprisms]

Those posts that say things like “I hope every teacher who embarrassed disabled students goes to hell” make me spiral like few other things do, through no fault of the people sharing them or possessing that sentiment. I got mistreated a lot when I was younger, and it kind of shaped my entire worldview and self-concept for years, and it’s still inside of me, and I basically have to like metaphorically induce electric shocks on myself each day to not hate everything that I am. And I’ve had anger inside of me that I really don’t even want to think about, and I’ve….had to basically push it down because I’m not at a place where I can change the world for better, and all it does is gnaw at and invade me. I have every reason to be angry, but I will hurt myself if I stay there. And it’s crazy that just these simple words send me into like…like it’s too much.

If I heard someone talk like that in person, there’s a possibility I’d start crying and begging them to stop and I’d run out of the room. I don’t know. Depends. It’s just…I really do still hate myself, and it’s not on an individual/personality level. It’s what I am to the world.

[enchantedbook]

'The Reunion of Body and Soul' by William Blake, 1813.

[vro0m]

Whole stadium singing about love while being watched by their president who's currently bombing Iran.

[diana-andraste]

Jean Moral for Diana Slip, 1930

[thestockmarketphotos]

[rustedskyprisms]

I think there are a lot of people like myself who are threats to capitalism and society not in some edgy punk way but in a way that really feels painful. People who are not able to work, people who are completely under the radar or in the shadows that do not get represented/seen/heard on a wide scale ever outside of harmful stereotypes.

[prettycolors]

[dogpuppy]

[mandywondering]

I mean, in some very interesting Technically Correct ways, they didn't actually die? Now, they're very much no longer alive. But the forces involved are such that they didn't get any of the usual cellular processes of death, they simply went from biology to physics in less time than it takes a signal to travel down your optic nerve.

[dietspam16]

if you go from biology to physics without dying first you don’t go to heaven the uber driver went over this already

[rustedskyprisms]

The thing is I’d be better in mental healthcare than the vast majority of people in that field but I don’t believe in anything about the way the system is set up and no you cannot “reform it from the inside”.

I don’t believe in making money off of people who are suffering, I don’t believe in telling people they are sick, but I do believe that a lot of people need someone to help them.

[butchdeanjohn]

positive image: a portrait of gay america (1985) by stephen stewart

[vague-space]

Foggy lights (2007)

[rustedskyprisms]

Paint soaked semi-halved gelato

[ymutate]

[ymutate]

Ross Bleckner, The Forest, 1981

[rustedskyprisms]

Yes I do think it’s always best case scenario when someone survives a suicide attempt, but from experience, you really cannot expect all people who attempted to immediately believe that it’s good they survived. And you can’t pressure them into that feeling; you have to understand WHY and HOW a person could even reach a point where they tried to take their life before you get them to try to see that it’s for the best they survived.

[rustedskyprisms]

Before a person is expected to understand the importance of their life, it has to be understood how they reached a point where they felt dying was a better alternative.

[rustedskyprisms]

Yes I do think it’s always best case scenario when someone survives a suicide attempt, but from experience, you really cannot expect all people who attempted to immediately believe that it’s good they survived. And you can’t pressure them into that feeling; you have to understand WHY and HOW a person could even reach a point where they tried to take their life before you get them to try to see that it’s for the best they survived.

[enchantedbook]

'Girl in a magic Forest' by Sergei Lodygin, 1920s.