You poor moron!!!

I am Dedan! Guardian of zone 1!!! (asks are CLOSED!!!) If you are the phantom responsible for all the specters. Get outta here take the goddamn specters with you or I will kill you. - love Dedan~ my drawing blog: @hissingbonehead my main blog: @nothinguniquesblog

[thetsundereironfist]

Ey bud; as another mun who understands the 'dead blog, should i keep it' dilemma, i feel u strongly. but if you do eventually choose to give up the character, i would suggest that you 'archive' the blog instead of deleting out outright, so you and others can look back on old posts with fondness.

It feels good to know that I'm not the only who feels this way! :') Your right it would be better to just keep this blog, then down right deleting it.^^; But then again I might come back to this blog, I'm still not sure yet. Thank you so much for understanding~! This means alot to me~!! ❤❤❤

[thetsundereironfist]

I'm sorry about not posting anything on here or answered any asks in like forever. I'll admit I've just been being really lazy and procrastinating on this blog. I'm debating whether or not should keep this blog alive. Even though it took me forever to say this -_-; I might come and bring this blog back again I'm not sure yet. I'm not making anymore excuses this was just plain laziness. And again I'm really sorry about the inconveniences .

[thetsundereironfist]

Hey Dedan, how have things been around here since we last spoke? ^^

Things have been doing greatly Guardian of the Elsen! My zone’s production has been running smoothly. No need to be punish my elsens quite as often. Oh! By the way how have my elsens been? Are they ready to come back from their rehabilitation?? OWO

[offbrandcozbi-deactivated202002]

I don’t like spewing about my problems but given the situation…the Dedan of my file recently attacked me and took most of the Elsens.

Please don’t be angry.

[thetsundereironfist]

It’s quite alright, I’m not mad if anything more confused. The fact that there’s another me, and this other me did this to you. I’m sorry to hear about what happened. I’m glad that you are ok and doing well!

I mean why?!! Why would he do somthin like that!? He must be stupid or somthin! -M-; I mean killing another guardian?! Sounds stupid and a big waste of time! I mean if it were me I would have just took the damn Elsens! I wouldn’t try to kill another guardian over it. That’s stupid and unproductive! (Also the queen would probably have my head if I were to ever do somthin like that oMo;) It also astonishes me the fact he decided to attack one of the most important guardians. The guardian of the Elsens! THE ELSENS!!! You Cozbi are the reason we even have our Elsen at all.

[offbrandcozbi-deactivated202002]

“Wait….So you aren’t mad at me?”

A goofy grin spreads across her face and she engulfs him in a hug.

“Oh thank you, all of that means so much to me, especially coming from you!”

[thetsundereironfist]

“Heh nah It’s fine, you weren’t the one who delayed my elsens it was that stupid imposter”.

He said slowly patting Cozbi’s head, as he looked away to hide the obvious bashfulness written on his face. Dedan then pushed away from of Cozbi’s embrace, filled with rage.

“Besides, if anything I’m more fucking mad at that asshole. Who thinks he can go around mocking me by pretending to be me. And has the audacity to kill our source of our elsens!? The nerve of that fucking prick”!

He yelled while clenching his fists tightly. Shaking with rage “Another Dedan? How can this be fucking possible?! How”?! The steel guardian thought as he stared at the ground in disbelief. He knew very well at times he could be a massive prick. Getting pissed, yelling at his workers, and just being fucking hard on them. He couldn’t control it. Which was one of the many reasons why the steel man hated himself. Taking all his rage and self loathing out on others, just because something didn’t go his way. But to go as far as to kill another guardian? This made Dedan’s blood boil, the fact another him did this? He just had to ask.

“So…this other me what is he like”?

[offbrandcozbi-deactivated202002]

Her smile faded quickly and she rubbed the back of her neck.

“He used to be….quite admirable to me, he wasn’t ever really kind but he wasn’t mean either. I wanted to be like him actually when I first met him and the rest of the Guardians from my file, he was stern and serious but showed respect to everyone… except me of course.”

She paused for a moment then crossed her arms behind her back.

“he would always say that I was a ‘fake’ or ‘useless’ Guardian.”

She paused again and stared at the ground, she tried to remember when it all started going bad.

“He started being so aggressive when him and a fellow Guardian had a disagreement and stopped talking to each other. He blames me for whatever it was, I have always just tried to make friends and do my job. I borrow the Elsens and rehabilitate them, or if I can’t fix them I keep them to prevent anything bad from happening.”

Could she really be the reason? She hadn’t really thought about it until now as she was explaining everything, she didn’t wanna be the reason so many Elsens were constantly going burnt. Was it because she started getting along with the other Guardians? She sighed and looked back at Dedan.

“that’s pretty much all I can think of at the moment.”

[thetsundereironfist]

For the very first time, Dedan was speechless. Dedan wasn’t much to talk to when it came to emotions. Hell, he didn’t really have anyone to talk to when it came down to it. He would keep them bottled up, until he would later explode it on one of his employees. Then getting pissed off at himself for loosing his temper. Dedan could see the pain in Cozbi’s eyes, feel the hurt in her voice. He still felt responsible for it. Feeling a pain of guilt wash over him. The poor girl, she goes through so much, and all this bullshit she has to deal with. He then paused for a moment. “wait!? Have I gotten soft”!? He thought, while struggling to find the right words to break the silence.

“Look kid, I don’t wanna see you blame yourself”.

He said as he put a hand, firmly on Cozbi shoulder.

“If I’m being honest, I ain’t good when it comes to this reassuring shit. If anything, I’m the least person ya wanna to go to. An it really isn’t my place to say, but I’m mean you did all you could ya know? How were you suppose to know that this was going to happen”? You couldn’t of prevented that".

He then paused to look away for a moment. looking back into Cozbi’s eyes, staring straight into them.

“Listen to me, and listen good. It wasn’t your fault… You did the best you could. If it’s anyone’s fault, it’s your fellow guardian. He gave up on you, when you needed him the most. An this nonsense about you being a fake guardian, I don’t want you to believe any of that crap.

“You, Cozbi, Guardian of the Elsen, did your job the best way you knew how. And if others can’t appreciate it, then they can just go shove it. Even, if it’s another me.

He said with a faint smile on his face.

[offbrandcozbi-deactivated202002]

She stared for a moment, she didn’t know what to do. She felt so many emotions rush over her at once. She felt so happy to finally have someone validate her, but on the other hand she felt fear and sadness eating at her insides. She wants to believe him! She’s trying her best…and yet what does she have to show for it. They don’t care.

Despite trying to keep from crying she felt her tears start to overflow, she began to tremble. She quickly crouched and wrapped her arms around him.

“I don’t wanna make you feel bad because of my crying, they always tell me I’m overemotional. I just wanna thank you, you’ve been one of the kindest people I’ve met. If I would have talked to anyone from my file they would have pushed me aside or faked listening.”

She squeezed him and dug her face into the side of his neck.

“I wish my Dedan was like you.”

She paused then breathed out a shaky sigh.

“I’m just tired of being hated by everyone.”

[thetsundereironfist]

“kid shhh…it’s going to be alrite”.

He said comforting her. Huh, The kindest person? That’s the first, no one has ever said that to Dedan. No one in the other zones have ever genuinely thought of him that way. They just thought of him as a naggy, pessimistic asshole. His elsen said nice things but only because they fear him. But she said it so genuinely, It almost brought a tear in his eye. Dedan refrained himself, he had to be tough for Cozbi sake.

He has never done anything nice for anybody before. He didn’t know why Cozbi made him feel so obligated to be nice. Maybe it was because the steel guardian could relate to Cozbi in some levels. Or she reminded him of a younger him when he first to led zone 1. Maybe he has gotten soft? He thought “Ya know what I don’t give a shit anymore! I’m going to try to do something nice for someone for a change”. Dedan thought. He’s going to help Cozbi in her time of need, where her other guardian failed to do so. This imposter is going to fucking pay for this! And Dedan is going to make sure of it.

[offbrandcozbi-deactivated202002]

She continued to sob for a few seconds. She didn’t wanna stress him out with her baggage so she put on a smile and pulled away, but stayed crouched to his height. When she saw his clearly upset expression a tinge of fear ran through her but she suppressed it and kept her smile.

She started wiping the tears from her face. She wanted to change the subject as her original intent was to not make him upset.

"So uh you might be wondering what I meant when I kept mentioning my ‘file’, well the best way I can explain it is sorta like an alternate universe. I go back and forth through teleporter blocks and The Nothingness, there are infinite amounts of universes and such with different versions of you and even me. Maybe it’d be easier to explain if you met someone else from my file.”

She sighed and shrugged.

“Eh whatever I can’t think of any examples.”

She kept her grin even though she still felt the need to cry.

[thetsundereironfist]

"Hmm"?

Dedan said looking back at Cozbi, he hope he didn't upset her by getting angry. Dedan could tell how much Cozbi was trying to hold back her tears. He also couldn't think of any examples either by the way Cozbi explained some of her guardians in her "file".

"who do you think would be the most negotiable"?

[thetsundereironfist]

Hello, Dedan! Would you mind if I requested a hug from you..?

Ya better not tell anyone!

[thetsundereironfist]

How's Zone 1?.... I haven't been there in quite a while...

[thetsundereironfist]

Hey Dedan, how have things been around here since we last spoke? ^^

Things have been doing greatly Guardian of the Elsen! My zone’s production has been running smoothly. No need to be punish my elsens quite as often. Oh! By the way how have my elsens been? Are they ready to come back from their rehabilitation?? OWO

[offbrandcozbi-deactivated202002]

I don’t like spewing about my problems but given the situation…the Dedan of my file recently attacked me and took most of the Elsens.

Please don’t be angry.

[thetsundereironfist]

It’s quite alright, I’m not mad if anything more confused. The fact that there’s another me, and this other me did this to you. I’m sorry to hear about what happened. I’m glad that you are ok and doing well!

I mean why?!! Why would he do somthin like that!? He must be stupid or somthin! -M-; I mean killing another guardian?! Sounds stupid and a big waste of time! I mean if it were me I would have just took the damn Elsens! I wouldn’t try to kill another guardian over it. That’s stupid and unproductive! (Also the queen would probably have my head if I were to ever do somthin like that oMo;) It also astonishes me the fact he decided to attack one of the most important guardians. The guardian of the Elsens! THE ELSENS!!! You Cozbi are the reason we even have our Elsen at all.

[offbrandcozbi-deactivated202002]

“Wait….So you aren’t mad at me?”

A goofy grin spreads across her face and she engulfs him in a hug.

“Oh thank you, all of that means so much to me, especially coming from you!”

[thetsundereironfist]

“Heh nah It’s fine, you weren’t the one who delayed my elsens it was that stupid imposter”.

He said slowly patting Cozbi’s head, as he looked away to hide the obvious bashfulness written on his face. Dedan then pushed away from of Cozbi’s embrace, filled with rage.

“Besides, if anything I’m more fucking mad at that asshole. Who thinks he can go around mocking me by pretending to be me. And has the audacity to kill our source of our elsens!? The nerve of that fucking prick”!

He yelled while clenching his fists tightly. Shaking with rage “Another Dedan? How can this be fucking possible?! How”?! The steel guardian thought as he stared at the ground in disbelief. He knew very well at times he could be a massive prick. Getting pissed, yelling at his workers, and just being fucking hard on them. He couldn’t control it. Which was one of the many reasons why the steel man hated himself. Taking all his rage and self loathing out on others, just because something didn’t go his way. But to go as far as to kill another guardian? This made Dedan’s blood boil, the fact another him did this? He just had to ask.

“So…this other me what is he like”?

[offbrandcozbi-deactivated202002]

Her smile faded quickly and she rubbed the back of her neck.

“He used to be….quite admirable to me, he wasn’t ever really kind but he wasn’t mean either. I wanted to be like him actually when I first met him and the rest of the Guardians from my file, he was stern and serious but showed respect to everyone… except me of course.”

She paused for a moment then crossed her arms behind her back.

“he would always say that I was a ‘fake’ or ‘useless’ Guardian.”

She paused again and stared at the ground, she tried to remember when it all started going bad.

“He started being so aggressive when him and a fellow Guardian had a disagreement and stopped talking to each other. He blames me for whatever it was, I have always just tried to make friends and do my job. I borrow the Elsens and rehabilitate them, or if I can’t fix them I keep them to prevent anything bad from happening.”

Could she really be the reason? She hadn’t really thought about it until now as she was explaining everything, she didn’t wanna be the reason so many Elsens were constantly going burnt. Was it because she started getting along with the other Guardians? She sighed and looked back at Dedan.

“that’s pretty much all I can think of at the moment.”

[thetsundereironfist]

For the very first time, Dedan was speechless. Dedan wasn’t much to talk to when it came to emotions. Hell, he didn’t really have anyone to talk to when it came down to it. He would keep them bottled up, until he would later explode it on one of his employees. Then getting pissed off at himself for loosing his temper. Dedan could see the pain in Cozbi’s eyes, feel the hurt in her voice. He still felt responsible for it. Feeling a pain of guilt wash over him. The poor girl, she goes through so much, and all this bullshit she has to deal with. He then paused for a moment. “wait!? Have I gotten soft”!? He thought, while struggling to find the right words to break the silence.

“Look kid, I don’t wanna see you blame yourself”.

He said as he put a hand, firmly on Cozbi shoulder.

“If I’m being honest, I ain’t good when it comes to this reassuring shit. If anything, I’m the least person ya wanna to go to. An it really isn’t my place to say, but I’m mean you did all you could ya know? How were you suppose to know that this was going to happen”? You couldn’t of prevented that".

He then paused to look away for a moment. looking back into Cozbi’s eyes, staring straight into them.

“Listen to me, and listen good. It wasn’t your fault… You did the best you could. If it’s anyone’s fault, it’s your fellow guardian. He gave up on you, when you needed him the most. An this nonsense about you being a fake guardian, I don’t want you to believe any of that crap.

“You, Cozbi, Guardian of the Elsen, did your job the best way you knew how. And if others can’t appreciate it, then they can just go shove it. Even, if it’s another me.

He said with a faint smile on his face.

[offbrandcozbi-deactivated202002]

She stared for a moment, she didn’t know what to do. She felt so many emotions rush over her at once. She felt so happy to finally have someone validate her, but on the other hand she felt fear and sadness eating at her insides. She wants to believe him! She’s trying her best…and yet what does she have to show for it. They don’t care.

Despite trying to keep from crying she felt her tears start to overflow, she began to tremble. She quickly crouched and wrapped her arms around him.

"I don’t wanna make you feel bad because of my crying, they always tell me I’m overemotional. I just wanna thank you, you’ve been one of the kindest people I’ve met. If I would have talked to anyone from my file they would have pushed me aside or faked listening.”

She squeezed him and dug her face into the side of his neck.

“I wish my Dedan was like you.”

She paused then breathed out a shaky sigh.

“I’m just tired of being hated by everyone.”

[thetsundereironfist]

"kid shhh...it's going to be alrite".

He said comforting her. Huh, The kindest person? That's the first, no one has ever said that to Dedan. No one in the other zones have ever genuinely thought of him that way. They just thought of him as a naggy, pessimistic asshole. His elsen said nice things but only because they fear him. But she said it so genuinely, It almost brought a tear in his eye. Dedan refrained himself, he had to be tough for Cozbi sake.

He has never done anything nice for anybody before. He didn't know why Cozbi made him feel so obligated to be nice. Maybe it was because the steel guardian could relate to Cozbi in some levels. Or she reminded him of a younger him when he first to led zone 1. Maybe he has gotten soft? He thought "Ya know what I don't give a shit anymore! I'm going to try to do something nice for someone for a change". Dedan thought. He's going to help Cozbi in her time of need, where her other guardian failed to do so. This imposter is going to fucking pay for this! And Dedan is going to make sure of it.

[thetsundereironfist]

Skate fast?

[thetsundereironfist]

Nice muscles >;}

Flustered steel man

[thetsundereironfist]

I thought y'all should know the asks are open if you guys want asks question or whatevar.

[thetsundereironfist]

Hey Dedan, how have things been around here since we last spoke? ^^

Things have been doing greatly Guardian of the Elsen! My zone’s production has been running smoothly. No need to be punish my elsens quite as often. Oh! By the way how have my elsens been? Are they ready to come back from their rehabilitation?? OWO

[offbrandcozbi-deactivated202002]

I don’t like spewing about my problems but given the situation…the Dedan of my file recently attacked me and took most of the Elsens.

Please don’t be angry.

[thetsundereironfist]

It’s quite alright, I’m not mad if anything more confused. The fact that there’s another me, and this other me did this to you. I’m sorry to hear about what happened. I’m glad that you are ok and doing well!

I mean why?!! Why would he do somthin like that!? He must be stupid or somthin! -M-; I mean killing another guardian?! Sounds stupid and a big waste of time! I mean if it were me I would have just took the damn Elsens! I wouldn’t try to kill another guardian over it. That’s stupid and unproductive! (Also the queen would probably have my head if I were to ever do somthin like that oMo;) It also astonishes me the fact he decided to attack one of the most important guardians. The guardian of the Elsens! THE ELSENS!!! You Cozbi are the reason we even have our Elsen at all.

[offbrandcozbi-deactivated202002]

“Wait….So you aren’t mad at me?”

A goofy grin spreads across her face and she engulfs him in a hug.

“Oh thank you, all of that means so much to me, especially coming from you!”

[thetsundereironfist]

“Heh nah It’s fine, you weren’t the one who delayed my elsens it was that stupid imposter”.

He said slowly patting Cozbi’s head, as he looked away to hide the obvious bashfulness written on his face. Dedan then pushed away from of Cozbi’s embrace, filled with rage.

“Besides, if anything I’m more fucking mad at that asshole. Who thinks he can go around mocking me by pretending to be me. And has the audacity to kill our source of our elsens!? The nerve of that fucking prick”!

He yelled while clenching his fists tightly. Shaking with rage “Another Dedan? How can this be fucking possible?! How”?! The steel guardian thought as he stared at the ground in disbelief. He knew very well at times he could be a massive prick. Getting pissed, yelling at his workers, and just being fucking hard on them. He couldn’t control it. Which was one of the many reasons why the steel man hated himself. Taking all his rage and self loathing out on others, just because something didn’t go his way. But to go as far as to kill another guardian? This made Dedan’s blood boil, the fact another him did this? He just had to ask.

“So…this other me what is he like”?

[offbrandcozbi-deactivated202002]

Her smile faded quickly and she rubbed the back of her neck.

“He used to be….quite admirable to me, he wasn’t ever really kind but he wasn’t mean either. I wanted to be like him actually when I first met him and the rest of the Guardians from my file, he was stern and serious but showed respect to everyone… except me of course.”

She paused for a moment then crossed her arms behind her back.

“he would always say that I was a ‘fake’ or 'useless’ Guardian.”

She paused again and stared at the ground, she tried to remember when it all started going bad.

“He started being so aggressive when him and a fellow Guardian had a disagreement and stopped talking to each other. He blames me for whatever it was, I have always just tried to make friends and do my job. I borrow the Elsens and rehabilitate them, or if I can’t fix them I keep them to prevent anything bad from happening.”

Could she really be the reason? She hadn’t really thought about it until now as she was explaining everything, she didn’t wanna be the reason so many Elsens were constantly going burnt. Was it because she started getting along with the other Guardians? She sighed and looked back at Dedan.

“that’s pretty much all I can think of at the moment.”

[thetsundereironfist]

For the very first time, Dedan was speechless. Dedan wasn't much to talk to when it came to emotions. Hell, he didn't really have anyone to talk to when it came down to it. He would keep them bottled up, until he would later explode it on one of his employees. Then getting pissed off at himself for loosing his temper. Dedan could see the pain in Cozbi's eyes, feel the hurt in her voice. He still felt responsible for it. Feeling a pain of guilt wash over him. The poor girl, she goes through so much, and all this bullshit she has to deal with. He then paused for a moment. "wait!? Have I gotten soft"!? He thought, while struggling to find the right words to break the silence.

"Look kid, I don't wanna see you blame yourself".

He said as he put a hand, firmly on Cozbi shoulder.

"If I'm being honest, I ain't good when it comes to this reassuring shit. If anything, I'm the least person ya wanna to go to. An it really isn't my place to say, but I'm mean you did all you could ya know? How were you suppose to know that this was going to happen"? You couldn't of prevented that".

He then paused to look away for a moment. looking back into Cozbi's eyes, staring straight into them.

"Listen to me, and listen good. It wasn't your fault... You did the best you could. If it's anyone's fault, it's your fellow guardian. He gave up on you, when you needed him the most. An this nonsense about you being a fake guardian, I don't want you to believe any of that crap.

"You, Cozbi, Guardian of the Elsen, did your job the best way you knew how. And if others can't appreciate it, then they can just go shove it. Even, if it's another me.

He said with a faint smile on his face.

[thetsundereironfist]

Hey Dedan, how have things been around here since we last spoke? ^^

Things have been doing greatly Guardian of the Elsen! My zone’s production has been running smoothly. No need to be punish my elsens quite as often. Oh! By the way how have my elsens been? Are they ready to come back from their rehabilitation?? OWO

[offbrandcozbi-deactivated202002]

I don’t like spewing about my problems but given the situation…the Dedan of my file recently attacked me and took most of the Elsens.

Please don’t be angry.

[thetsundereironfist]

It’s quite alright, I’m not mad if anything more confused. The fact that there’s another me, and this other me did this to you. I’m sorry to hear about what happened. I’m glad that you are ok and doing well!

I mean why?!! Why would he do somthin like that!? He must be stupid or somthin! -M-; I mean killing another guardian?! Sounds stupid and a big waste of time! I mean if it were me I would have just took the damn Elsens! I wouldn’t try to kill another guardian over it. That’s stupid and unproductive! (Also the queen would probably have my head if I were to ever do somthin like that oMo;) It also astonishes me the fact he decided to attack one of the most important guardians. The guardian of the Elsens! THE ELSENS!!! You Cozbi are the reason we even have our Elsen at all.

[offbrandcozbi-deactivated202002]

“Wait….So you aren’t mad at me?”

A goofy grin spreads across her face and she engulfs him in a hug.

“Oh thank you, all of that means so much to me, especially coming from you!”

[thetsundereironfist]

"Heh nah It's fine, you weren't the one who delayed my elsens it was that stupid imposter".

He said slowly patting Cozbi's head, as he looked away to hide the obvious bashfulness written on his face. Dedan then pushed away from of Cozbi's embrace, filled with rage.

"Besides, if anything I'm more fucking mad at that asshole. Who thinks he can go around mocking me by pretending to be me. And has the audacity to kill our source of our elsens!? The nerve of that fucking prick"!

He yelled while clenching his fists tightly. Shaking with rage "Another Dedan? How can this be fucking possible?! How"?! The steel guardian thought as he stared at the ground in disbelief. He knew very well at times he could be a massive prick. Getting pissed, yelling at his workers, and just being fucking hard on them. He couldn't control it. Which was one of the many reasons why the steel man hated himself. Taking all his rage and self loathing out on others, just because something didn't go his way. But to go as far as to kill another guardian? This made Dedan's blood boil, the fact another him did this? He just had to ask.

"So...this other me what is he like"?

[thetsundereironfist]

Sorry about the inactivity as of late... So to show how sorry I am here's some flexin

[thetsundereironfist]

Here's a headcannon! Instead of the batter using a baseball bat he uses a big fukin pencil

[dedansteeth]

originally it said “i think i know more about american girls dolls than you do” but it sounded so wrong and made me so emotionally upset that i removed the s

wild shtuff right 

[ggenggar]

@demalore

[thetsundereironfist]

SO I MADE A LIL SOMETHING…

[im-gone-yall-blog]

“OH NO, HE CUTE!!!!!!!!”

[thetsundereironfist]

SO I MADE A LIL SOMETHING...