Hi, did you happen to write a fic on ao3 with a user caller Kawiininja?
Disclaimer; this ask is only likes reblog only on tumblr and selective audience only on tumblr to avoid seeming them again on different platforms thank you. So I be continued offline from them permanently. No screenshots please. This is for my readers only who like my platform continue do what I do. I honor that.
This is the first post that was rated mature but nothing serious happen. Just establish legal boundaries but everyone can relate.
The premise of the name is this Also i didn’t pick mutant and monsters as name it wasn’t full collab I resent that they did
They written horror they were horror short story artist.
I only did insightful things without gore and Pschological horror only elements
Horror is not my favorite subgenre but I like mystery and combined why characters do things they do and solving what if that in portal
Hi guest! 🙂↕️ I did. Yes to answer your question what happen to that story? Mutants & Monsters . It was 2-3 years occur. Pre production happen in fall 2023 to early 2024. It was creative project that no longer exist anymore it was more between me. I didn’t want to work with someone who make me uncomfortable or anxiety dread privately and legally. They never respect boundaries until I was firmly no I am not going to work with someone who clueless about imbalance codependency, who didn’t reflect the destiny framework I wanted I was the only one who was independent in the connection to move on. I flat out say not it last story I decided to cut the plug I have better inspiration when it was less toxic and creative wise. I didn’t agree with plans they had for the story wise.
Then others stuff. My writing became more realistic for readers the more I work on the craft. The twins. Every time I try to work on story I was in darker creative space needed to escape for my own well being honestly. So I travel with family and friends I took spiritual journey just to work on my soul mind and body make sure I am actually happy in result. Like actual joyness to get out of bed looking forward for stuff. It was best decision I was present then I was. We were no longer comptabile in beginning I thought they overstay their welcome tbh.
It was great premise just with wrong person strangers thing tmnt crossover . I prefer would working the project under a different name and not reminded of same person who burn bridges to get there still in keys until I close kingdoms that once belonged to me,
After that I did fic for Star Wars called courage to heal the concept resonate with with me
The forgiveness to move on not exactly person itself accept the situation to move on. It was forgiveness with irreconcilable terms without the pressure to forgive allow the same person back in your life. I am not going in full depth what actually happen since it was agreed legal gag order and meant as protective order for my peace from their chaos they release.
I was delaying I never had to work with them again so I finally got rid of their toxic aura and insufferable need to try to fix things that didn’t need to be fixing. I was confidante they were confidante I was tired of the damn role tbh. So rebranding wise for my personal life and wellbeing rebrand creative wise. I was in difficult situations until I was finally out. I was in clique I wanted ouT.
Then legal leverage occur. I had creative difference I wanted full creative control this time on orginal stories.
Collab was only going to be healthy . I say it was the same clueless and immature circumstances that ruin the dynamic before it happen.
They are not on tumblr so I feel lot safer happier to confess to you and users now they were gone in digital space.
They left digital page in general it was mutual agreement to take full accountability of what happen. Mutants and monsters fall apart is on them i wasn’t one who did things that made online friend cringe. I was in wrong time at wrong timing who didn’t know what to act until finally intervene.
That why they didn’t deserve closure on story and collab . You need to work on yourself before you do full commitment that why there was drastic cliffhanger to the premise
Since they didn’t do the work the universe is showing result. You only want to know what you want.
Audience didn’t deserve a half ass fic i wasn’t giving my full all percentage of. So recharge I give my full all on better healthier balanced terms. That same standard I do for my real life writing perseverance and protecting your peace.
Mutants and monsters is not my favorite work because it was with them. I was more happier from their influence.
Commitment is chemistry. The key that true collab. Mutual respect mutual respect for boundaries
The work I did in Couseling
I finally realize all black and white thinking framework
I adocate for myself. As soon as I took matters in my own hands, they deleted the fic then November 2024 they deleted their whole a03 account that we agree to be readers of each other obviously that expire when I wanted nothing to do with them fic I wanted to distance them from toxic online friendship and toxic collab idea then they delete their account to do some actual spiritual cleansing i don’t care what happen to them tbh we are not online friends anymore I rebrand for better result. I been happier then ever ever since.
I’m an artist, not a content farmer. I curate my archive to reflect the quality and creative standard I demand of myself today. That project no longer met those standards, so it was removed. I prefer to be remembered for the work that reflects my growth, not the work I outgrew.
I hope that answer your question. 🩵🙂↕️
The destiny is all I ask.
That why I want different collaborations for better result as I progress for better experience
And advice for the guest just because you were in long collab hypothetically doesn’t meant you need to be obligated to tolerate lack of boundaries when they were clingy sometimes it good to say firm no.
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