Katelyn

22

[cronenburger]

“One day the sadness will end.

But I don’t think today’s the day.”

David Lynch

[they-callme-smallz]

update on my life since i never use tumblr anymore

heres cooper and i, a week ago today right after we went out to eat for burgers. god we were so happy, so content and so full of fries.

a year ago today i was trying to get over another boy who left me shattered. i laugh now as i think about it, i thought i loved that guy. i thought i wanted to be with that guy for the rest of my life but oh boy was i wrong. 

i met cooper five years ago and for the longest time i thought all he would ever be to me was my best friend. he’s always been in love with me, since the day i met him hes always wanted to be with me. turns out hes the love of my life and i couldnt be happier to call him mine. we’ve been together going on four months but it feels like years. he left last wednesday to go back home to california and i couldnt be more broken but i will see him soon.

im so happy and so in love.

[they-callme-smallz]

update: we broke up almost three months ago. we barely talk now. i pray for him every night, hoping he finds happiness in life without me. i never wanted to hurt him :(( but i did just that. i pray to god hoping he will let me be with cooper again but i know that wont happen. he isn’t part of my journey, not in that way. tho my heart is very much wishing he was. 

[they-callme-smallz]

It’s been years and I still think about him. I’m 24 now. I have a baby with a different man (a bad man :( ) I still think back to cooper and how we were so happy together. we were best friends. he showed me love and I gave it right back to him. he was the kindest man to me and I’ll never forget that. last I heard he was dating someone who showed him the love that he deserves. she makes him so freaking happy. She loves him the way I wished I could all those years ago. he deserves everything good in this world and I can only hope that I will get the same in return one day.

[humansofnewyork]

“Adults guess and assume that I’m not going to understand things just because I’m a little kid.  And it can be frustrating.  Cause, like, I really want to know stuff.  Or even when they do talk to me about things, they’ll always try to ‘tone it down to my level.’  They especially avoid the heavy themes like sex and death and cannibalism and stuff.  But that’s stuff I want to talk about.  I’m really fascinated by the Donner Party.  The entire expedition, really.  What did it feel like to eat people that you knew?  I’m also fascinated by how the human mind deals with death.  It’s like people shut down the idea of death completely, and insist that heaven and hell are places after death.  But death is death.  And everyone after death is dead, because consciousness is just your brain.  And even if there is evidence of life after death, it’s difficult to assess.  We’re going to be incredibly biased toward any information that suggests there’s something more.  Because we are so desperate to believe it.”

[teenscoolest]

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[dankmemeuniversity]

[notesoutofmymind]

- out of my notebook

[oh-my-pumpkin-pie]

i wait all year for autumn to return because it’s the only season that actually feels like home.

[they-callme-smallz]

I literally felt so cute on this day.

[they-callme-smallz]

wow hello i havent been on tumblr in 20 years whats poppin

[they-callme-smallz]

update on my life since i never use tumblr anymore

heres cooper and i, a week ago today right after we went out to eat for burgers. god we were so happy, so content and so full of fries.

a year ago today i was trying to get over another boy who left me shattered. i laugh now as i think about it, i thought i loved that guy. i thought i wanted to be with that guy for the rest of my life but oh boy was i wrong. 

i met cooper five years ago and for the longest time i thought all he would ever be to me was my best friend. he’s always been in love with me, since the day i met him hes always wanted to be with me. turns out hes the love of my life and i couldnt be happier to call him mine. we’ve been together going on four months but it feels like years. he left last wednesday to go back home to california and i couldnt be more broken but i will see him soon.

im so happy and so in love.

[they-callme-smallz]

update: we broke up almost three months ago. we barely talk now. i pray for him every night, hoping he finds happiness in life without me. i never wanted to hurt him :(( but i did just that. i pray to god hoping he will let me be with cooper again but i know that wont happen. he isn’t part of my journey, not in that way. tho my heart is very much wishing he was. 

[they-callme-smallz]

I’m just so confused and I feel like life is a big WHAT if AND when and I hate MYSELF and I hate my job and I can’t wait to move forward and live again

[they-callme-smallz]

update: im not confused anymore and i dont hate myself and i got a new job and yeah im living and i am so happy

[they-callme-smallz]

update on the the update: im a little lost right now but im trying to keep my head up. i hate myself again so thats nice. im happy but only sometimes.

[krabby-kronicle]

[nucleic-friend-deactivated20171]

this has a completely different meaning this year than last year doesn’t it

[necromorph-slayinglovemachine]

My boyfriend & I usually have sex on the floor behind his bed so when you walk in you can only see the bed. And we were having sex one day & I was on top and his mom walks in and she can't see him but she can see me with my shirt on, and she's asking me where he is and I'm sitting on his dick & he's on the bottom trying not to laugh and moving around to make me make faces. And we were talking for like 15 minutes while I was sitting on his dick and having pleasant talk with his mom. NEVER AGAIN.

[they-callme-smallz]

I’m just so confused and I feel like life is a big WHAT if AND when and I hate MYSELF and I hate my job and I can’t wait to move forward and live again

[they-callme-smallz]

update: im not confused anymore and i dont hate myself and i got a new job and yeah im living and i am so happy

[floralls]

[they-callme-smallz]

update on my life since i never use tumblr anymore

heres cooper and i, a week ago today right after we went out to eat for burgers. god we were so happy, so content and so full of fries.

a year ago today i was trying to get over another boy who left me shattered. i laugh now as i think about it, i thought i loved that guy. i thought i wanted to be with that guy for the rest of my life but oh boy was i wrong. 

i met cooper five years ago and for the longest time i thought all he would ever be to me was my best friend. he’s always been in love with me, since the day i met him hes always wanted to be with me. turns out hes the love of my life and i couldnt be happier to call him mine. we’ve been together going on four months but it feels like years. he left last wednesday to go back home to california and i couldnt be more broken but i will see him soon.

im so happy and so in love.

[wnq-writers]

I knew you could hurt me, but I didn’t pull back. I complimented and caressed your petals. I made sure that everything I said and did was for your benefit, water and sunlight for your soul. All I really wanted was to see you grow, but I guess I wasn’t as good of a gardener as I hoped to be. I hope whoever has you in their care next does a much better job.

Maxwell Diawuoh | Rose (via wnq-writers)