lexington

everything is so scary

[theysingtome]

SELF HARM TW!!! ⚠ ✧ a real, actual, angel ♱ part of a DID system persecutor lol ✧ lwk crazy :P

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[iluvanz]

i've been now consistently working out for an hour and half every day this week and burning over 600 cals everytime. i added le sserafim's workout routine as my cardio for the end of my session and lawwwwd have mercy it's killing me.

but i'm lowkey already seeing small results so yayyyy 🫢

[irljinxfromarcane]

I honestly love my scars so much!! They're like the only part of my body that actually I find really attractive. I wish I could show off my sh scars. I just absolutely adore them!!!!

[bakedbananners]

tabula rasa

[blackribbons]

a girl without scars is like an angel without its wings

[barcod33]

when someone asks why i cut and i cant tell them it's because the scars are pretty so i just say i was sad

[catcrumb]

[neurodivergentaf]

it's so wild when your parent changes when you become an adult. my dad is very cordial and non confrontational - he regularly helps me with adult stuff like changing the oil or providing insurance tips. he's always smiling when i call him on video and providing jokes when i complain about college

when i was a kid, i would have to tiptoe around his anger issues often, sometimes running quietly past his work table until he got his own place completely separate from our family, locked away for days. every so often he would start screaming in the car and trying to hit me or my brother for talking too loud while my mom attempted to calm him down as he swerved on the road. and now he, smiling, helps me with car insurance.

like oh, this is just who you are when you have power over someone, and this is who you are when you dont have power over someone. no wonder you can have a normal life, friends, work while scaring the shit out of your kids and wife. i see it now. i see why no one would have believed me. that, i think, is one of the core fears of trauma - seeing the outside of it from the perspective of other adults that brushed you aside, and understanding. of course, that understanding gives the opposite of solace; it just gives you more grief with nowhere for it to go

[theysingtome]

never see the light cuz i never see the day

[theysingtome]

you and me we're in a love posture four hands, four feet, a monster

[neat-username]

"I asked ChatGPT--"

Yeah well, I asked the wasps nest in my attic. It sang its answer so beautifully to me, but I am so very afraid of it. Perhaps it will soothe my itching soul...