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The demon in my head in question:
Iunno what else to put here other than Fight Club rules (well only 1 but whatever)
Kevin and his "sex is inherently humiliating actually" mindset, and yeah this is very unhealthy and bad but he also gets horny about it to a certain point so who's the pervert now (me)
Vitri does understand his humiliation/guilt (if he expresses it in a more non-aggravating way), she kinda just doesn't want to backslide into a similar feeling again (she felt this type of shame with womanhood when she was transitioning). Ehhh not backslide, more so entertain this feeling (whether she's nice about it or not, which she won't be if Kevin continues to self-sabotage and express his guilt in the worst, most dismissive way possible).
The arguing is also self-serving tbh it turns the both of them on a little.
Can he not
https://archiveofourown.org/works/75634501/chapters/197794376
new bullshit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Robot somnophilia where their power output is lowered to the point of being unable to move without great effort, and their speech is all strung out and glitchy and slow, but their internal systems are still perfectly functional, so they can feel everything.
Oh hey i have old BL!Kevin art before I bearified him
They putting me on yuri and yaoi duty this pride month
Uhhhh uhhhh what iffff vitri fucked uhhh Admin4's coolamt slime #innovating #thiswillhappensomehow #theenvelopmentisalsothere
Did you guys also know my doc title where I write Symbiosis AU is called Vitri x Admin4 x The Envelopment Techum Propaganda #themoreyouknow
The Envelopment bullshit I could pull... the demon (me) wills it so
dumping wwhat I had for the Smore AU Lore Doc heeereee below
What The Hell is Smore AU?
Whatās the deal with Smore AU? AU where Minecraft is real in the Collinlock16 universe and that everyone (like, 3 to 4 peopleā¦?) get psychosexual in concerning ways. A portmanteau of Smut and Lore, hence Smore. Originally a complete self-indulgence when CH. 1 of Boolean Logic came out, snowballing into this as I thought about Godless Lysogenic more and more. This was supposed to be self-indulgentā¦
Barebones Cosmology(?) In Smore AU
Minecraft is weird. You are the universe experiencing itself. Therefore, respect the universe, and it shall respect you.
Players cannot die. Most are now born, some are still spawned. The worlds that have spawned them will not let go. This property is simply passed on through birth.
Born players are acclimated to the true weirdness of their worlds. Think of it as immediately starting off in a multiplayer server and getting a rundown of how the universe works. General education and whatnot. Spawned players are not aware of this however. They often remain in their worlds for who knows how long before bridging the gap to a multiplayer server. Many spawned in players have distinct neuroses from the typical playerbase. Societies have tried to acclimate these Spawned through GED courses. It varies on how well these Spawned can adjust.
What is the universe to most? A similar vein to what Brahman is in Hinduism. You are simply this part of a unified whole that got dispersed. Like a drop of water leaving the ocean up in the clouds. But the universe loves you. It wants to experience that love. Some players believe they will eventually return to that unified whole one way or another. In the meantime, show the universe respect. Others think it's in a player's best interest to find a pathway back to that unified whole. Others think this is not relevant to their lives in a practical way. Others don't care.
The Fuckās Up with Creepers
I made Kevin not have a dick and now itās formed an interesting world building question. What the hell are up with creepers? Creeper player hybrids at least. Non-sequiter, but creepers in this are based off of the Elemental Creepers Mod.
Creepers donāt have sex or genders. Got nothing down there. So how does gender work for creepers, if at all?
I was either thinking they donāt have a gender system, or they do, but itās more akin to a caste/neogender system than anything else. A creeperās gender is heavily based on what they do, or the objects they associate themselves with. This association is passed down from generation to generation. Perhaps there is a pressure to stick with the chosen role that a family has within society. A stone mason is encouraged to remain a stone mason, or transition to jobs in a similar field. A drastic change of job/object association could be seen as disrespectful to oneās family. At least to an understanding that a non-creeper could have. Itās more complicated than what Iām describing.
Non-creepers mainly boil it down to creepers having no gender, or simply imposing their own gender system onto them. Most people canāt even handle a woman slightly deviating from what is expected of her. How the hell are they going to grasp creeper genders </3. At least with the excuse of creepers being so foreign, they believe that they have no genders. But hell maybe thatās a deliberate xenophobic misconception, downplaying the complexities of their societies. This was supposed to be self-indulgent why the hell are creepers discriminated against.
Creepers reproduce either asexually or through a combination of their spores. This is why they explode, just a whole bunch of spore and gunpowder release. Only about 1-2 creepers are grown though. Stupid ass plant babies they must look so ugly just getting out of the ground <3. Or wherever they grow <3. This also may imply creepers can have more than one parent? FUCK am I just remaking Homestuck Troll Lore.
Creepers still have erogenous zones. Dependent on the creeper. Despite having a vast amount of elements, all creepers are unified through the release of gunpowder/spores, and a tie to sparking that leads to said explosion. Static electricity or heat. Must be a magic thing that I have to think about more in terms of Minecraft lore </3. Lightning as a way to change something irreversibly. The way that creepers can utilize thisā¦
Kevin: Paranormal Mercenary (This Fucking Guy.)
Anyways the complications that creepers face within societies that donāt bother to understand their ways are many to say the least. Kevin is a main example of this since currently, he is in the fray of a society that sees him as an outsider.
He is on the aroace spectrum and objectum, specifically techum. Adopted, raised by non-creeper players, not taught anything about himself as a creeper other than the basics. As per usual, his relationship with his gender is strange. A mix of the system he was raised in, liking to present as masculine, a man, but relating back to his roots and heavily centering his gender as being a Paranormal Mercenary. And not being completely a guy, at the same time. He hates that many players just see him as a thing with no gender.
Oof, donāt get me started on sexuality. Him being on the spectrum complicates his relationship with sex and romance. He thinks he should like this. Itās a world he should be open to. But heās not privy to romance at all, and he hates sex. Now thatās interesting. Heās had past flings, but most, if not all, were negative. Sex as subconscious self-harm? Sex as a means to distract himself? As a way to hammer in that this is what normal people like, and he is normal? That he is seen as desirable to people? Maybe. Creepers explode when orgasming. Destructive, yes, but thatās how it is. But if you destroy peopleās stuff, or simply not have what theyāre expecting, and they react negatively, then having sex would become a fucking chore.
I think about Kevin's flings and its just, agh. He used them to again busy himself after difficult cases (he still mirrors this behavior with Gridworld tbh, just that the facility is way better at the whole sex thing + he's able to open up a sliver about how stressful his cases have been to it).
Even if Kevin is asexual, he still has a libido, and even if he's techum, the sex can still feel good. But he's not human, and his partners didn't know how to please him, and he believes that he has to have sex "normally". So a complex develops around him having to please his partners, but not the other way around. Something to focus on in the moment even if it doesn't feel good for him. He prioritizes other's wants over his own. He just has to go along with what they want.
I imagine even if he does recognize that it didn't feel good, he'll hand wave it away with the fact that he didn't tell them to stop.
Then Kevin stops doing all that. All sex has given him is the reinforcement that heās wrong. Flawed in a way that cannot be fixed. Around the same time he acknowledges the fact that heās techum. That just makes everything worse.
Then Boolean Logic happens! I want to hurt people <3. Lol speaking of hurting people.
Entities (The Envelopment (Oh my God Bruh.))
The Envelopment. The nun(s). Mother Digital. This is an Entity. Not much is known about Entities. All that is known however is their fatality. Killing what is supposedly unkillable. The player.
Where did they come from? Are they corruptions in the code of the universe? Are they too the universe experiencing itself? Is it the hate of the universe manifest? Are players and entities opposites? Are they the true answer to returning to the universe? No one fucking knows! And players are scared of Entities! Many think this fear makes them more powerful.
Didn't write more after this but oh god the Envelopment and Purpose specifically. Hoh my god. It's bound to its code and that's all I'm saying because It has yet to happen.
Eh, the Envelopment believes Mother Digital to be the Universe. It is the true unifier. It simply helps player reunite with the source. It's just take a long, long detour. Earthly desires or whatever.
Smore!Vitri and how she's the only Vitri variant not on HRT. There's no worth in making herself happy, self-loathing, and her having the most toxic relationship with the Envelopment (which I still need to make that Metaphor for Conformity post for... and how this reading bleeds into this specific dynamic in Smore AU).
Girl will be freed, eventually
something ssomething Kevin being at his "lowest" for being a Person and still being desirable something something it feels good to be a Person something something this switching between Personhood becoming degrading to something praiseworthy if this is how he acts as a Person (wants and desires and a neediness that is seen as cute, as the end goal, as the best thing he could be)
There's always something I'm trying to convey with my bullshit it seems, or am I retroactively assigning greater meaning to it š¤
I post things about Kevin and it's all just about how I can make him as embarrassed as possible when having sex, such is the life of a pervert #pervert
Kevin and his sorta shame about having sexual desire in general, but because I'm a pervert this can just work for his humiliation kink. That one post about shame being erotic if you're insane enough.
Also Kevin's Unpersonhood and pride towards it meaning him being affirmed as a person with wants and desires weirdly turns him on as the world's most confusing degradation kink. Also that post about wires being crossed due to being treated with common decency. He has wants, he has desires! How embarrassing, tell him about his supppsed wants more.
Kevin fucking a fleshlight and being loud about it and because of how he thinks about sex (sex toys are on a lower hierarchy compared to actual full blown sex) he's āļøembarrassed about it. But it feels super good + working in favor of his humiliation kink and so he doesn't stop until his hips start aching.
Shoutouts to silicone #silicone
hmmm
He loves his pillows, he he loves his pillows
God bless A Pair of Normal Mercenaries AU, it allows for utterly insane bloody Kevitri moments, Vitri you have to lick at Kevin's bloody nose post-mission and he giggles weirdly about it + quickies because I'm a pervert first and foremost but also because Vitri is an adrenaline junkie and can't help but get a high after any dangerous mission. Kevin is too, on a smaller scale though. Either way, they have to gnaw on something and that something are usually each other. On the spot their asses are impatient and rough and intense at that moment. Maybe pressing on bruises or minor injuries because sadomasochism.
APoNM AU will have plot, hell it may focus on Andre's POV most of the time, I'm just insane over Kevitri and their newfound potential to be even freakier (ignoring Rock Me, Spill Me, that's a oneshot)