Sorry Mom

my journey with anorexia. TW i will post bodychecks, thinspo and stuff sw: 135 cw:109 h: 5’3 gw:95

[demigodofhoolemere]

someone: *mentions a tri-state area*

my brain to this day:

[mydruggedthoughts]

[darkestnighthour]

Need me a freak like that

[dazedemotion]

you masturbate for pleasure, i masturbate to burn calories. we are not the same.

[thiner-please]

no one told me i was capable of breaking someone’s heart

i wish i had known that i had this power. i don’t want anyone to hurt because of me but i made him hurt.

[justwantcollarbones]

Reblog if you feel like you’re not allowed to recover until you’re underweight

[counting-calories-kpop]

no one:

me: i think my ears are fat

[whatthe-fuck-iswrongwithme-deac]

me- *eats one more bite of apple then i planned*

me- fuck fuck oh fuck i just binged kill me

[water-has-zero-calories]

Have I gained a fuckton of weight since I last updated my CW but won’t change it because I’m living in denial?

[mia-memes]

“Men don’t like skinny girls, they want something to grab onto”

[coffeeaddictedbih]

im forever going to reblog this

[water-has-zero-calories]

I feel

Fucking

Precious

When I

🎀👑💗💋💓💘💕💞💖Starve💎✨🌟🌹🌸🌺🌷🌼⭐💝

[thiner-please]

i tried the whole recovery thing and it just didn’t last so lol guess who’s back

[fistfights]

[faechester]

🕯🦄💖🍭🎆wEiGhT lOsS fAiRy🎆🍭💖🦄🕯

reblog to fucking die

[anaismean]

omg please

[thiner-please]

don’t let it get to this point

so i just got home from school, where i almost passed out, and i’m laying on the floor right next to the door bc my legs feel so weak that i don’t think i can take another step. my head is spinning, my skin is basically white. i feel nauseous, i feel boiling hot but also freezing cold at the same time. i’m shaking bc i have low blood sugar and my heart feels like it’s about to explode.

but the worst part is that i know what to do to stop this. i know i need to eat.

but i just can’t.

please don’t get yourself get to this point, it’s not all taking cute pictures of your bones and being all mysterious and edgy because you skip lunch.

it’s hair falling out, laying on the floor bc you don’t have the energy to walk, feeling your bones progressively get weaker, constantly feeling cold and sick, all of your memories will be ruined bc of some aspect of it, wether you ate to much, or you fainted in school, or you couldn’t go to a party bc you were worried there would be food there.

please help yourself before you have to relate to any of this. and if you do relate to this, i’m so fucking sorry.

[kristina100000]

GIRLS WITH IRON DEFICIENCY MAKE SOME NOI- *falls asleep due to fatigue*

[disabilityuserboxes]

this user has synesthesia

[thln-cherry]

i literally can’t eat like a normal person?? my only options are binge, starve, restrict and i fucking hate it hm