Things I cannot say

Amelia | 25 | Female

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I had a really bad nightmare last night and I am so exhausted, but now that it’s almost time for bed I’m getting really anxious... 

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Chinese delivery guy said he liked how I'm always ready at the door, not wasting time when he gets here. You can thank my crippling anxiety for that buddy

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You think I’m kidding but literally if you talk to me for more than a week then I would do anything for you

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People keep trying to get my attention when I’m wearing my good headphones, with noise. They either knock on the open door or they yell over and over until I happen to see them move out of the corner of my eye. Come on, really?

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My family just started another fucking group text that I am unable to remove myself from and it’s 8:30am on a Sunday and they have already started up on it, oh my god

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People get so butthurt when you are better than them in TF2, it’s crazy

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I feel like the luckiest unlucky person 

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I wish I had someone to distract me from my emptyness

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Accidentally locked myself out of my main apartment building and an angel in a white dress opened the door for me

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I can’t stop crying...

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Reblog if I can talk to you

I’m lonely and stumbling trough the deep, dark depths of Tumblr.

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I have only ever confessed to someone that I liked them once. I was 18 and so shy, but you have to start taking chances at some point, right? So one day when we ended up alone, I worked up my courage and very nervously told him I liked him. And he laughed. 

He told me I had looked so serious, I had him worried that I had something “important” to say. That was the word he used. “Important.” Then he laughed again, and changed the subject, and it was never brought up again. 

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Once upon a time there was a girl who waited.

The end.

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Someone should come smoke with me. I’m tired of sitting alone on this balcony every day. 

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So my roommate, who I had lived with happily for 4 years, first was very happy at my getting a dog idea and even helped me look around. Then when I was finally approved for a pup and was planning my trip out to him, my roommate threw this huge fit out of nowhere crying how I was getting a dog just to upset her. She had never said anything about not wanting a dog though? And she wouldn’t be taking care of it at all, it was mine?? So like... what???? But it was too late anyways and I get the dog and everything seems perfectly fine and then suddenly the roommate is buying a house but doesn’t tell me and I find out by accidentally overhearing a phone call, and now I have very little time to find somewhere new to live before our current lease, which I had thought we were renewing, is up. Wow, thanks for the heads up or whatever. K so then roommate moves into her house early (yay!) with her boyfriend and his giant malamute dog. Roommate complains every time I see her about how overwhelmingly stressed she is and how she doesn’t think she can hold up anymore and how she has no time for anything and she is going to explode. Then, even though nobody will be home to train it, roommate buys a puppy. 

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When  you already regret how late you are staying up, but you still don’t go to bed. 

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When you can’t bitch about your thoughtless roommate because they are on all your social media.