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why does every little thing have to make me explode why do i get so fucking upset over everything i just want it to stop

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i don’t care if i’m hurt, as long as you are happy

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i can’t tell you how i feel or i’ll feel like a burden to you, i’m so scared of losing you

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i don’t know how to deal with my emotions when i’m not distracted by something, i feel overwhelmed

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i‘ve never felt more alone and empty..

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the anger i keep bottled up inside is consuming me

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i did everything for you.. why wasn’t it enough why why why why

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every fucking day i get closer to the grave

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fuck your friends, they’ll never know what you put me through

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i don’t want to feel a single thing ever again

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i feel like i’m a horrible person, i destroy everyone i love

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i’m not meant for love i’m unlovable i fucking suck

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i’m never trusting anyone ever again no matter what i’m not going to be able to trust after you

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is it really that easy to replace me? why can’t you see that i’m IN PAIN because of you fuck you you didn’t care at all the whole time

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i felt good for the past 2 days.. i know this isn’t gonna last but i’m afraid of it ‘cause i’m used to the pain i feel uncomfortable when i’m not in pain

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i feel like she was my twin flame, that kind of relationship that you find only one time in your life and i will never find the same energy in another person

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i wonder if she has eaten today, i wish i could hug her and take all her pain away, she’s too nice with everyone she doesn’t deserve any of it