The Ever So Magnificent Katherine

Trans woman extraordinaire The best to ever do it, trust I am not a stereotypical trans woman, I AM the stereotype Miku fan because of course I am Damn you Miku you made me trans !!! Also PLEASE PLAY VA-11 HALL-A IT'S ACTUAL PEAK PLEAAAAASE

[greatwyrmgold]

So she joins a group of flowers, afraid that they'll reject her because she isn't a "real" flower. Just a ghost of a Lightner living a half-life, putting on pretty pink clothes so she can look like the flowers.

But contrary to her fears, the flowers happily embrace her. Despite everything, she's a flower to them. They're all happy she's there! Even if she wasn't born a flower, she's a flower to them.

Mew Pink really is transfem wish fulfillment, isn't she?

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This scene makes me cry every time I see it. She is 100% me.

Damn you Tobias Foxias !!! HOW DOES HE KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH IT ???

Mew

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DELTARUNE CHAPTER 5 SPOILERS

It's very interesting to go through the OST and try and spot links to other tracks, either from Deltarune or from Undertale.

What I've picked up on so far that seems of interest are thus:

Cutie Mew Mew Magic, especially at the start, seems to resemble Petal Dance, the theme of all the flowers except for Pink. In part it makes sense that they're different, secret bosses need their own music and whatever. But it also clearly establishes a link between Pink and the other flowers. They perceive her as a flower, even though she's so much more. Thus she has parts unique to her, but also parts characteristic of the flowers. This also goes with her out of battle theme, PINK, though the resemblance is a bit less notable as it's especially in battle where the differences really stand out (no OMEGA move and whatnot).

Flower Man seems to take parts of both Bergentrückung, as well as Hopes and Dreams, which makes perfect sense, as well as, of course, Petal Dance. Flowery having his own theme can again link to that idea of him being a flower yet different. He's a golden flower, not really a colour. He thus stands out in this way, as well as him being closer to Asgore and doing what's best for him (well, what he perceives as such). The link with Hopes and Dreams (at the very least both having very prominent guitars, and maybe even some cords or smt, not exactly sure) is also rather obvious, Flowery = Flowey = Asriel in Undertale.

This is what I've got so far...

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I absolutely love seeing art of Jax post abstraction with bits and pieces of said abstraction still there. It's a poignant reminder that traumatic and/or life changing events permanently scars a person. You always carry a piece of your lowest moments, even after you've healed.

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How to draw lesbians (a simple guide): 🏳️‍🌈✏️

Step 1: Do some research. Any good project requires you to be well informed ! 🧠📖

Step 2: Get your art supplies. Whether it be physical or digital, you need supplies to make your wonderful art ! ✒️📝

Step 3: Do even more research. You can never be too informed ! 👓📖

Step 4: Keep researching. Totally for research btw... 🧠📝

Step 5: ... Damn... I'm envious of those people... 👭☹️

Step 6: Go through life changing events that will fundamentally alter your perception of the world and yourself. 🫥🤔

Step 7: Enjoy your art of lesbians kissing ! 👭👩‍❤️‍👩

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Whenever I play Deltarune I always get surprised, I mean, it really is "White cis boy SHOCKS players by speaking FLUENT transgender !!!"

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Currently listening to the special 10 year anniversary album for Va-11 Hall-A (which I urge you to play !!!!) and something beautiful happened. The tracks moved me. They hit hard. I was moved from the very beginning and even made me tear up and cry. That would have never happened had I not transitioned. I would have enjoyed the music, sure, but not to this degree.

Finding my true self means I can find my true feelings and express them as they were meant to be expressed. A game about expressing your true feelings and coming out of hiding, a game about opening up to yourself and the world, has helped me do just that. GO PLAY VA-11 HALL-A I'M DEAD SERIOUS !!!!!!!

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CHAPTER 5 SPOILERS

Pink/Mad Mew Mew's fight is an absolute work of art that I relate to so damn much. Despite having found her "perfect" body, Mew Mew struggles with its imperfections (mainly the body saying random things and wanting to love, to date). She wants to present a certain image so hard, yet her body refuses. She has her "perfect" body yet she does not accept it. The fight ends with inner acceptance and self love (in a sense), after a struggle of a split body and soul.

Much in the same way, even though I've got, or well, am working towards being my true self, there are many issues that have appeared or persist still. Notably for me is now having random ticks and noises because I'm no longer masking. I'm finding out I'm also loud, opinionated, argumentative, which goes completely against the persona I cultivated before for so long. I've accepted those flaws as mine, and I don't need to suppress them anymore. These things are part of me, part of my true body and self. To reject them is to reject myself, which goes against my transition.

Mew Mew's fight is a beautiful story of a trans woman truly transitioning by coming to terms with herself and loving her own body and soul no matter what.

Also Ralsei is never beating those allegations, way too knowledgeable about this whole "loving yourself" part.

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Chapter 5 released on yuri day (25th of June) in some countries... Tobias Vulpes Vulpes... You've done it again...

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CAUTION: Deltarune Chapter 5 spoilers

Just finished Chapter 5 and OMG there's a reason I'm pulling an all nighter playing it. It's awesome. There's lesbians, there's unreciprocated gay romance (Burgerpants is a repressed gay who will turn around, trust), there's mother fucking HATSUNE MIKU ????????? The music for the basic fights and the secret boss almost gave me a heart attack ! Also, Ralsei is NOT beating the allegations of being trans.

But also, there's room for theory. Mainly the fact that both Ralsei and Flowery have deeper knowledge of the game and its mechanics, to the point of faking stats. My theory is that, as mentioned in the game, there was a disaster with a previous Dark World, where Dess most probably died and definitely involved Asgore, potentially even Kris (?). Items and the related Darkners related to that incident have deep knowledge of the world they exist in because it's connected to the Dark World of the bunker. This is seen with Flowery having the code, which begs the question of what is Ralsei ? Is the soul (not Kris) related to that incident as well ? Is this why we, the player can see the menus and such ? Questions to dwell upon...

To close off my thoughts on this new chapter, I have to mention Ralsei and how much he's grown and the god damn allegories being EVERYWHERE !!! Him being able to and willing to voice his own opinion, to hate and be angry, to show so much emotion and distress, to put his foot down and stand his ground when it matters; it spoke to me so damn hard and to my own journey of being trans, it's beautiful. Him also being forced into wearing his hat again, presumably because of him being related to Asgore in some way, being forced back into the closet, it also struck a chord. Damn you Toby Fox !!! You've done it again !!!!!!!! Fuck you for making me feel things !!!!!

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Why is pride almost over ? It needs to go on forever. I must continuously commit the sin of pride as I parade to the world just how awesome and pretty I am !

[cafefoxtale]

Wanted to say, probably as many have done before, thank you. Thank you for doing what it is you have done. Thank you for giving me hope and making the early part of my transition so much more bearable. Thank you for sharing other people's experiences as well as your own and giving them a voice, as well as giving my own experiences a way to relate and have its own voice. Thank you for giving me the courage to open up and be the person I was always meant to be, even to those that it would upset. Thank you for helping me live for myself, for my own sake.

:3

Awww, I'm just a lil fox on the internet trying to have some fun and talk about things that I find important. I'm glad that a lot of people have been enjoying the videos, finding comfort in them, and able to find their own voices. What's that? On my face? It's just the rain, I swear.

[catasters]

[catsithkelpie]

I cannot describe how much I laughed at this.

Sound is VERY important.

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@kittybroker how much for this absolutely famished little bean ?

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I think the reason why my chest seems so prominent is that my body is now extremely curvaceous, so there's a distinct "chest" and "belly" part instead of one big rectangle.

On one hand, it's awesome ! I look so woman !

On the other hand, oh no... My parents... They can't know I'm a woman

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Spoilers for TADC or smt but like, it's out, go watch it instead of being on Tumblr

Jax's abstraction just happening, point blank, with no big build up to the moment (I'm talking like the moment RIGHT before) is extremely sobering. Especially Pomni's comment about not pursuing and pushing for answers is so terrifying. This sort of thing can happen to anyone you know. A friend who's been going through depression could disappear from your life at any moment without you even knowing, and if you had pushed to talk, you could have saved them. I've fortunately not been in this situation, but I've been in the other position. I've had people reach out, but I've also reached out for help. People care for you, people love you, and thinking the opposite is simply stupid, but we're humans, we do and think stupid things.

All I'm trying to say is, this one scene has stuck with me, and please reach out and talk to people. Love and support is always out there, even if you think the opposite.

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Echoes of silent voices reverberate off the walls of a ruined temple. Desperate prayers, never answered. Why care for a place where pleas come to starve, forever unheard ?

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Being trans was such an omnipresent thought in my mind for the past year or so, it filled every single part of my life. Whenever I would do anything, it would somehow be followed up with "wow, also I'm trans !".

Now that I basically fully pass and have been on HRT for a while, I still occasionally think about it, but it's more of a "boring fact of life", a neat tidbit, undeserving of being on my mind 24/7.

[w0rmsmeatofme]

I want to see more polyamory pride this pride month i'm serious. Stop being weird about people with multiple partners polyamory is awesome and beautiful and queer