⋆𐙚₊˚Anne⊹♡

awkward teenage girl (mentality), digital diary, random blogs, changes hyperfixations like a girl changes clothes, delusional freak, chronically out of place | everyone’s welcome to be my friends & moots! ^_−☆

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This is how i look like irl

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i miss saiki k

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Soowon x gn!reader headcanon where the crimson illness actually managed to catch up to him♡

— tags: soowon x gn!reader headcanon, death, crimson illness, final hour together, mention of gulfan, yona, hak, keishuk, joo-doh, and minsu, funeral, angst, hurt no comfort

-note: I love soowon so much but I’ve always wondered what if the consequences in the manga were real and his death would actually come? so here goes! ^__^

-warning: english isn’t my first language, please excuse any grammar and spelling mistakes. please excuse some OOCs too.

Soowon whose crimson illness had withered him far too early in life. He had already long accepted his imminent death, so long as his goal to have Kouka be a strong Kingdom that couldn’t be looked down on was accomplished.

Soowon who day by day grew weaker, not even the sleep medicines from Minsu could soothe away the raging headaches that plagued him every hour. The piles of paperworks in the office were left untouched at this point, his hand couldn’t even reach up to hold a brush firmly.

Soowon who in death looked just as pale and frail as his mother.

Soowon who had thought that he was willing to die for his fate as the crimson dragon king’s descendant, up until he met you.

You, the only light of his life after his dearest friends had been driven away from Hiryuu Castle. He had never intended for love to bloom within him—not when his days are numbered, until you appeared in front of him.

Someone who never one-sidedly judged him for his actions. Someone who could see through his intentions and weaved an honest connection with him. The only person who had never talked bad about Yona and Hak, yet understood the need for them to be away from the palace.

How could he not fall for such a sincere person?

Oh, but how he regretted it all.

Soowon who regretted bringing you into the mess of the palace and into his short lifespan. He knew that he couldn’t have ever given you the everlasting romance you’ve always dreamed of due to his illness, but he still selfishly grasped onto you for comfort each time the symptoms arose.

Soowon who isn’t afraid to harshly shoot down your interest in marrying and having children with him, constantly reminding you of his cursed bloodline. It would hurt more to give you further false hopes.

No matter how much you begged and pleaded, however much you reassured him that you didn’t mind any of them so long as you get to marry him, he would only smile at you with a distinct sorrow that only a dying man could have. Why would he want to legally bind you together, if it’ll only end with you as a widow?

Soowon whose body could not keep up any longer, during one particularly cold morning.

Soowon who called you to his bedchamber but couldn’t greet you at the door like usual, instead merely reclining on the headboard of his king sized bed.

You instantly knew that something was amiss. His smile was far too weak, the eyebags were so sunken as if he hadn’t just downed countless sleeping medicines last night. There was some sort of strange feeling coming from within him.

“Come here.” Your heart dropped the moment you heard his raspy voice. All you could do was held in your tears and climbed up to his side on the bed, clinging onto his arm.

Soowon who talked about a lot of trivial things that morning, focusing more on listening to you and merely responding to your nonsensical words.

Nonsensical, because you couldn’t think straight from how heavy your heart was.

Soowon whose smile was ever so gentle, but his weak arms were struggling to cuddle you tighter than he had ever done. His head was pounding—the pain sharper than he had ever felt before, but he never stopped smiling. The two of you would talk about nothing, none of you mentioning the obvious. It was too painful to even be acknowledged.

Soowon who knew his final hour was up.

As you continued talking, recalling previous funny jokes shared with Keishuk and Joo-doh to conceal the waver in your voice, Soowon cut off your words short with a simple—“I’ll always love you.”

The tears you’ve been holding finally spilled down your cheeks, your sobs muffled as you pressed your face against his firm chest. Those words have always sounded so sweet, especially any time he said it in his honeyed, soft tone. Every day and night, your head would be filled with affectionate words he would utter earnestly.

But this time, that exact sentence was something you wouldn’t want to hear. Not yet, at least. This is too short. How could the crimson illness be so cruel? He should’ve had more time.

Soowon who had never interrupted you a day in his life no matter how much you talk, but having to do it for the first time in the most heart breaking way possible. He only wanted to say it for the last time. To have his genuine love for you be the last thing to escape his lips.

Soowon who didn’t answer your ‘I love you too’—the soft chuckle you waited for that would never come.

Soowon whose lips felt cold as you came up to kiss him for the last time. You knew by then that he was gone. His shallow breathing was no more, his heart had stopped beating entirely. There was no longer any movement from him, even his arms that had been wrapped tightly around you had come loose. He was as still as a corpse.

You cried over his dead body for god knows how long, the sun had already reached the top, but your tears just wouldn’t stop wetting up his robes.

Soowon who had such a peaceful smiling face with his lifeless body laid on the bed as if he was just sleeping in.

Soowon whose death was only announced in the late afternoon by you who had left his bedchamber looking like ten years had been drained out of your lifespan.

Minsu initially panicked seeing you look so haggard, but his worries instantly vanished once he saw the King’s body. Keishuk fell to his knees, feeling as if his world had just crumbled now that his King was gone. Joo-doh tried shaking his body to wake him up—this must be another prank you both pulled, managing to rope in Minsu and Keishuk this time—only to realize that it was all real.

Soowon who had always preferred a simple funeral, yet no matter how much you tried to follow his wish, a King’s funeral will always be the most beautiful misery to befall the Hiryuu Castle.

The skies were bright as the whole Kouka Kingdom mourned their King, a loss so immense that it could shake up the whole Kingdom. But for now, all you could do was mourn the loss of the love of your life.

You stared up at the unforgiving sun, so bright and clear even in the midst of such a sorrowful day.

You could somehow make out a falcon—Gulfan—soaring across the skies, wandering aimlessly now that he had lost the firm arm he would always land on.

Soowon who succumbed to the crimson illness as prophesied, just like any of his predecessors, leaving behind grief so heavy you knew you had to carry for a long time.

Soowon who you will never stop loving even until after his death. Maybe, until your death as well.

[key-is-drawing]

More Nolar....they are so moe....my yandere girlfriend can not be this cute!!!! Also Haper and Remy and Avery too ig

zoom in cux this is my fave

[kanteyuroeko]

[tifaesu]

pcsyd for oomf on twt <3

[uhadoreable]

Yan Sydney would absolutely go feral the moment that chastity cage is off, i fear for darlings ass/pussy/all of their holes the moment it is off, you would think Yan Sydney is possessed by the elk god itself

God you inspire me so much, my take below! 🤩

DOL Sydney First Time

Trigger warnings: This guy is so so weird, NSFW, weird religious takes, mentions of pregnancy, blushing virgin but like make it manic, male and gender neutral reader mentions (I’m sorry I think Sydney plays with cock absently it’s not my fault)

MDNI

Yan!Sydney knew you were heaven before you even went this far with him. Your smile and morning greetings were already enough for his weak heart to shatter and his religious values to wane ever so slightly. He really didn’t think you could make it any worse, how could you? He was already ruined.

Yan!Sydney will always be on top, even if you’re the one fucking him. He can’t help it, he sets a brutal pace himself and can’t stop for anything. The feeling of you cock or strap inside of him where nobody had thought to have him before is intense. It hurts but he truly believes the pain is holy.

Yan!Sydney if he’s the one fucking you he is insatiable. He’s easily capable of going multiple rounds and lord will he. Quickies do not exist in his dictionary, only constantly and endlessly having you. You’re his slice of heaven, he won’t stop until he’s had more of the pie than just a slice.

Yan!Sydney gets off watching his cum leak from your puffy holes. He’ll go again and again until you’re leaking and then eat you out. His glasses fogged and his face a burning shade of red but he’s so, so happy to have you on his tongue mixed with his own cum.

Yan!Sydney isn’t above pushing your head down so you can properly take him down your throat. He’s so sorry for the Chasity belt being in the way but now that it’s gone, you can have him! He’ll make you have him. It doesn’t matter if it’s in public or in private, he can’t focus on anything but your throat squeezing around his cock.

Yan!Sydney who knows he’s big and probably too much for your first time and promises himself ahead of time he’ll be gentle. He won’t be aggressive. He forgets that promise the moment he sees you naked, your soft body all he needs to see before he’s pushing you down and shoving himself in. Any hole will work, he doesn’t have a bias.

Yan!Sydney who can’t help himself but to play with your cock while he’s fucking you. Especially the tip, he toys with your red and aching tip even after you’ve cum enough times to be properly sobbing. His pace doesn’t slow either, maybe even gets faster, he can’t help it. He just loves the sticky feeling of your tip while he’s rearranging your insides and very soul.

Yan!Sydney whose definition of after care is praising you and toying with your puffy holes. He can’t help it! You’re his now and forever, promised together by the fact you’ve defiled him by the church’s standards. He just needs to feel you, remind himself this is real. He’ll clean you up later, besides you look wonderful with cum leaking from your hole.

Yan!Sydney who can’t help himself but to grope you after your first time. His hands are still a little nervous but magnetize to your cock or pussy. He’ll squeeze and whisper to you about how sinful you make him, but then he’ll pull away fast and almost cum in his pants when you whimper. You’ve ruined him. He can’t have anybody but you ever again and he’s not upset. Just let him have you, he can be such a good provider.

Yan!Sydney wouldn’t be offended if you became pregnant from all his constant fucking. Sure they’d have a lot of explaining to do to the temple, but their best? The best of the flock? They wouldn’t kick Sydney out nor you. Especially since they’d raise the child to be a temple goer like their parents. He wouldn’t mind if you started to rely on him, dependent on him as you swelled with his child. It would not stop him from having his way with you

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“bits to use in everyday conversations”

[qiuiq]

cove and his unemployed bestie

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Beginning & Always

[ladydespa1r]

Man I hate Avery so much, yet i find his writing well done in the sense that he's the perfect depiction of an abuser (or abusive partner in this situation)

He acts friendly and very lovely towards PC when they first meet, trying to win their trust with sweet words

Has none or pretends to show interest in PC as a person, when in reality all he sees them is as a toy

When PC goes to live with him at first everything is sweet and slowly he tries to make PC do chores and start changing them (both appearance and personality)

Tries to get PC away from the people they've known (the orphans)

If PC doesn't do what he wants, he gets physical towards them and then later he brings them gifts (flowers) as an "apology" yet they keep abusing PC

[greengalaxies]

DOL phone headphones

Robin :

- That man doesn't have a phone. He has a playstation but not a phone. If you have a phone and aren't pushing him to buy one with the money he saves after you take his debt/buying him one, but YOU have a phone, he asks you to play some game he heard about in it.

- If he gets a phone at low confidence he has art of his fave character as his wallpaper. At high confidence a selfie of the two of you.

- His phone gallery IS selfies of the two of you, Google screenshots of information in general, and once again art of his favourite characters.

- social media presence is non existent. Has accounts but only to follow his favourite video game creators and YouTubers, any museum page(s) Winter sets up, and any younger orphan asking to be oomfs online. The first person he'll follow is you though.

- high confidence Robin loves the maps app, let's him find cute/cool locations to organize cheap little dates with you!

- if your pc puts the "lewd" in "lewdity" he searches up whatever term he remembers you using while flirting with him that he doesn't know from Sirris science class.

Whitney :

- Has a phone and the screen is cracked.

- any game(s) in his phone that he finds embarrassing, he hides in folders.

- He posts insane Snapchat and Instagram stories, no regard for the police noticing at all.

- often reposted videos of him assaulting the pc that his friends had posted with some caption like " LOL" . Stops when he starts liking pc. Only does it now occasionally, after his friends questioned him.

- when you first meet and he is at a state of "I NEED to cause this orphan clinical depression" if you post anything online he cyber bullies tf out of you in the comments.

- at the initial start of liking you he stops doing that. He stops interacting with your pages at all he just.. scrolls. If you don't post he is oddly pissed off about it.

- he follows you online but only after he proclaims himself as your boyfriend 💀 he also will beat up anyone at school trying to be mean to you on social media lol.

- also said it on twt too, he has Snapchat, and it's ridiculous how quickly his Snapchat scores drops when he gets with the pc.

- Doesn't post about the pc unless it's a video of them bringing him drinks/snacks in his apartment or Halloween trick or treating maybe.

- Okay yeah fine I can't end the hcs for him without " he watches porn". Not that often after you're together tho.

- he has an untitled private music folder of songs that remind him of you. Will never show you.

Kylar

- Has a phone. It's in okay condition actually, any cracks in the protective case are a result of bullies getting his stuff and throwing it around, not him :(

- He uses his phone to play games and do digital art with.

- He has social media, however he absolutely does not post under his real name. If he posts at all its with a fake name and it's art for which he is actually very popular for.

- Frequent ao3 and Tumblr user.

- He has a bunch of fake social media usernames/empty accounts with which he monitors YOUR pages on a day to day basis.

- He only makes an account with his real name if you ask him whether he is on social media so you can be oomfs. Is actually ecstatic over it! You're acknowledging your relationship! Unfortunately he is also grilling you to write that you're in a relationship with HIM somewhere in your page.

- also replies the most EMBARRASSING simping crap at your posts.

- tries to get you to allow him to track you via his phone. If you deny he'll be really upset, but given that he already has a knack at stalking you he consoles himself.

- googles anything related to you that he doesn't know in an effort to be fully understanding of your world ( ex gardening ect)

- gets very jealous if you have otome games on your phone. No, do not question the double standard here.

- please watch anime with him in illegal steaming sites.

- yes, he watches hentai.

Sydney

- Has a phone! Very good condition!

- has social media but very limited presence, he just doesn't really care. If the temple ever made a social media page to attract young people he'd be happy to handle it as both pure and corrupt sydney.

- pure sydney posts mostly about the library + temple events. Corrupted Sydney while posting about that, is not as passionate about it lol

- has selfies with you, his dad and a couples of friends ( mostly other initiatives on his phone)! Please try to get Jordan to take selfies with him, Sydney will be so happy

- likes and replies to all your stuff even if it's with just a heart emoji!

-Corrupted Sydney is shamelessly flirting in the DMS + your public comment section.

- He attempts to have e/phone sex.

- corrupted Sydney has definitely asked you to retrieve a book from the shelves so he can take a panty shot underneath you.

- corrupted sydney advertises his dad's shop when Sirris asks.

- He also uses Google/porn to find new uses for the stuff in Sirris shop for you two to try.

- has a list in his notes of stuff he wants to try with you actually

Alex :

- He has a phone ( canon). Good condition mostly, any cracks are from his drunken nights stumbling around with it in his pocket, and bumping onto walls/the floor.

- Uses it only for business deals.

- He usually doesn't call you (and he doesn't text either although he'd enjoy calling slightly more than texting lol) he prefers face to face contact

- that being said, if he is drunk you probably do get calls for him. They can range from horny, to emotional whining that he misses you.

- this can occur even if you're literally sitting in the living room and he is upstairs or outside, it takes a lot of liquor for him to get that drunk tho.

- If you try to get him to go on social media to advertise the farm products he'd just give you the job, this man just doesn't care about social media at all.

- his notes are just a grocery list

Eden :

- Does NOT have a phone. Does NOT want a phone. Didn't even want YOU to have a phone.

- He doesn't break it or anything (unless when he first catches you if he finds it,especially if you're being rightfully disobedient) but he doesn't like it.

- it's a connection to the town! It takes your attention away from him! Just sees it as awful tbh.

- does not like you posting on social media at all

- that being said he is entertained if you sit with him and play farming simulators/minecraft ect. Anything else he will be annoyed you're on your phone when with him.

-while annoyed and would probably refuse since he is insecure, he IS happy if you want selfies with him, he takes it as a sign of love.

Avery :

- phone in excellent condition

- calls you regularly to schedule dates when busy, but doesn't text

- uses it for work, no games

- he does find it very endearing if you have games in your phone tho.

- if you have social media he controls what you post a lot.

- all his pages are very professional, very carefully curated and you will be included in pictures by his arm if he likes you.

- he takes pictures at some point during the dates and then the phone gets put aside, he does want to spend time with you, he just also needs to help his social image.

Black Wolf and Great Hawk :

- wife what is this

- fancinated in Great Hawks case.

- black wolf is another annoyed one, he really isn't fond of human technology

- both kinda startled

- Great hawk while wary, if it makes you happy he is happy to let you use it! Very proud if you wish to take pictures with him, and explain it's something you do so you have something of him when you miss him! Does he understand the magic this machine does? Well no. But wife is satisfied and loves him!

- some pups in the wolf cave are also sooo happy to be photographed tho.

Gwylan

- old fox man doesn't care about phones.

- he is very happy if you show him those low stim cartoons ( bluey, Arthur ect) those crunchy moms love tho!

- he also really enjoys cute animal videos!

Wren :

- horrible condition, the screen has a thousand cracks.

- he uses it for business deals and his calls with you are brief instructions to meet. Prefers not to text because he is careful not to put stuff in writing.

- has an untraceable phone he uses way more often.

- shady bastard who for obvious reasons is very careful with technology (Whitney could learn something from him)

[thinkingdaughter]

the more i delve deeper into bailey the more into pseudoincest i am,,, hope this doesn’t awaken smth in me,,,,, or maybe it already has 🤷🏻‍♀️

[valhnasaki]

i like how bailey is regretful when they jack off to the thought of pc

[ratherhavehopewithyou]

If I had a nickel for every time we thought Soo-won was gruesomely murdered by a dragon deity in front of his loved ones, I’d have two nickels…

…which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice

[yonaks]

Soowon keychain and soowon squishy!!!!