Yes, That Is My 25th Cigarette Today.

‼️TW‼️ 24years of pain

[ultraviolet39]

[porellebelle]

Anorexic perfection, a daughter of the bones, a saint of skinny. She has lived in the shadows of emptiness and lives in the world of the light. She walks in the realms of anorexic divinity, speaking the words of the goddess of thin. She is perfect. She is a ghost of the world of death and she is anorexic

[thinxwafer]

i feel like im going insane x

[myetherealexistence-deactivated]

🕯️Manifesting 🕯️

I will be my ugw on my birthday

I will be my ugw on my birthday

I will be my ugw on my birthday

I will be my ugw on my birthday

I will be my ugw on my birthday

I will be my ugw on my birthday

I will be my ugw on my birthday

777 <3

[thinxwafer]

just tried rice paper for the first time in a roll…..

i fcking hate it 😭😭

[sadlovecry]

My dream...

[thinxwafer]

when you go back to restricting after a long time and the hunger pains come back worse than before…

i feel like i have a ton of bricks on my stomach

[thinxwafer]

omg i just realised i had a nightmare last night about putting on my baggy pair of jeans and they were tight like skinny jeans 😫

[toothistired-deactivated2024092]

[needt0besk1nny]

[mythoughtsonmylifern]

Eats my allowed four almonds then tries to sneak a fifth: maybe it won’t notice...

My ED who’s sees everything:

[thep0lice]

Dreams 

[skinnyydaze]

Please

[thinxwafer]

No one:

Me: *thinks about eating food and subconsciously starts stroking collar bone* 🤦‍♀️

[thinxwafer]

I’ve made the mistake of hanging out with a boy that likes fast food. But he likes me too, so how to combat the urge to just tell him to stop feeding me because PLEASE GOD MY DISORDERED BRAIN CANT TAKE ANYMORE OF THIS!! 😫

[sweethndery]

Me: I'm gonna restrict and do good:))

Also me:

[hunger---artist]

Anybody: is mean to me

My sick brain: it wouldn’t have happened if you were skinny

[thinxwafer]

Whole country’s boutta go into lockdown for 4 weeks and wtf is there to do except eat and stew in my sadness??

[thinxwafer]

Nobody:

Me:

Don’t eat the junk food because calories or do eat it and all at once so it’s gone and I can stop thinking about it?