For me

* SW-168 * * LW-120 * * CW-153 * * GW-112 * * 30+ * just for my own motivation *

[nixscriptum]

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[radical-revolution]

[ever-is-over-all-deactivated202]

[isl-equ-ay]

[anon-moonandstars2]

[glamoriized]

g l a m o r i i z e d

[florial]

[glamoriized]

[glamoriized]

[bellafleurz]

[florial]

[jussanother]

[betterwellbeing]

Starting over. Lovin' it. Locked in.

[antheque]

[antheque]

[adioringly]

by paytonsartain

[this-is-how-to--disappear]

I promised myself i'd stop this. Stop hating myself, stop abusing myself. Promised myself i'd become something better.

I promised myself a year ago I wouldn't be like this, stuck in the same rut. Promised myself that I would change. Could change. I truly believed that this time- yes, this time- I would do it.

But everytime I fail. Im so fed up with failing.

Perhaps failure isnt the right word.

Sabotage. Yes, thats what i do. Over and over and over again. Im sick of it.

Im sick of my own sabotage.

I want change. I need change. But I have to be the change.

Why is that so hard?

[life-spire]